NB: This was my bulletin article two weeks ago. I post it here with the hopes that it might be helpful to some.
“I wish it need not have happened in my time,” said Frodo. “So do I,” said Gandalf, “and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.”
This past Easter Monday, I decided that I just needed a day for myself. I hadn’t taken a day off since the public Masses were suspended (truthfully, I don’t always take my day off, but I don’t normally go that long without one), and it was a busy Holy Week and Triduum. So, I decided to treat myself to a Lord of the Rings marathon (though, I only got through Fellowship of the Ring and Two Towers). I’ve read some of LotR (I really need to sit down and read it all the way through someday) and have seen the movies countless times. It’s really a masterpiece of a story. There are so many great Catholic themes woven in throughout.
The scene above from Fellowship is one of my favorites. Frodo has begun to realize the weight of the responsibility of carrying the ring. He wishes the ring hadn’t come to him. He also begins to see the frightening power of evil that exists in the world. He wishes that he’d never left the Shire. Everything in his life has changed. Frodo’s words might be ours today. We wish this plague hadn’t come to us, that it hadn’t happened in our time. Just as the Hobbits missed the beauty and peace of everyday life in the Shire, we miss such simple things as going to Mass or the restaurant, visiting friends, and knowing what day of the week it is.
We carry a lot of emotion these days. We live with various degrees of fear, worry, sadness, and anger. There’s a lot of emotion directed toward the government and the bishops, a lot of anger toward decisions made. We’re concerned about our health and the health of loved ones. We’re worried about jobs and whether we’ll be able to pay our bills. Those are all valid.
But Gandalf’s words are wisdom for us as well. While it’s fair to wish that things were different, this is the time and the situation that we’ve been given. This is the cross that God has asked us to carry. And while much time is spent fretting over the decisions of the government, the bishops, and the media (and believe me, I know, there is a lot to fret about), let’s not forget that we had better decide what we are going to do with this time that we have. Otherwise, this cross that we have been given will be wasted.
As we read through the Acts of the Apostles during the Easter season, I am struck by how singularly focused St. Peter and the Apostles were. They are on a mission – a mission that Christ Himself gave to them. And no amount of threats, imprisonment, or persecution could distract them from that mission. They know what they must do. And even in the face of all the opposition, there is joy not gloominess. There is determination not excuses. They must do what God has asked them to do, and they will carry it out to the end.
Mother Angelica had said it this way once: “Holiness is simple. Holiness is doing God’s Will in the present moment. That’s it. Holiness consists of four words: The Will of God.”
“The present moment” can look like anything. The present moment may be a time of bliss. It may be a time of persecution or even a time of plague. But whatever “the present moment” looks like, the mission is always the same: holiness. Strive to be holy in the present moment. And then move on to the next moment, and then the next moment, and then the next. And then encourage others to follow you. If you find consolation in the present moment, then thank God. If you find trial, thank Him anyway. Be faithful to God in the present moment. Love Him with your whole heart, mind, soul, and strength and your neighbor (e.g., the ones you are quarantined with) as yourself. And then, you will be doing the Will of God.
This week, I pray that God gives you whatever strength you need to persevere in your faith and in your love for Him. I’ve said from the beginning that this is a spiritual battle more than anything, a time of testing of our faith. This time of plague and pandemic will pass. Even when we are able to get together again, it likely won’t look like what it did before it all happened – at least not for a while. But when we look back at this time, hopefully we can say that we did good with the time that was given us.
Yours in the Risen Christ,
Fr. Acervo