Ztar's Daze of a Life

I feel like I am living in Hell. I might could tell you where I went completely wrong in my life but honestly after so many wrong… Read more “Happiness, Real or Just a Hormonal Illusion?”

So it has been forever and d damn day since my last post. I don’t even know when my next one will be or if I ever… Read more “Gaslightee”

Found this in my “husband’s” work phone one night. He told me they were talking as she is an old friend of his he met at DR… Read more “Hearts Go Astray”

I don’t remember the last time I was truly content and happy. I never thought the small things in life would be so difficult to obtain when… Read more “Irrelevant, Forgotten, Useless”

Ok Everyone, I;m putting this out there to get everyone’s opinion or thought or perspective on something that has perplexed and fascinated me but left me quite… Read more “Early morning Brain food”

I am standing at the very edge of my emotional breaking point and mental breakdown. I know if I do not voluntarily admit myself, I will inevitably… Read more “Jumping Off Point”

“I’m only a phone call away” my mom would always tell me anytime she knew I really needed to talk to her or see her. I learned… Read more “Just a phone call away…..no more”

Since early this morning I have already managed to once again get lost in my own head, allowing my brain to trap or seduce me into staying… Read more “Exhaustion in one form or another”

Its not that I am trying to speak unkindly of the universe, deity, celestial being of this world or not, but here lately I feel as though I… Read more “Oh Well….Karma’s a Bitch…..I think”

It’s time to burn this me to the ground on the pyre once and for all. It has been a long time coming paused only by own… Read more “Burn, Rise, Reinvent”