Well, something bad happened to my laptop's internet capabilities. For some odd reason, the internet on my sister's computer still works (which is how I'm posting this right now), so it's not the modem or the router. I made a post a while back about some nasty viruses that got on my computer and every time I deleted them, I wasn't able to use my browser. I think this might be the same thing, but I'm not sure how to fix it this time.
The last 24 hours have been really, really shitty for me. Everything's kinda falling apart (it's not just the internet thing). I had thoughts of suicide this morning, and it's been a long time since I've rationalized killing myself. I have to do something productive soon or the chances of me completely losing it are just going to increase.
update: False alarm! All I had to do was reboot the router. I feel stupid now for waiting so long to do that. "What the thinker thinks, the prover proves" (This is VERY true, guys), I had thought someone was messing with my connection and "found" evidence to prove that to myself. I was getting worried there for a second.
3 comments:
Quit looking at porn you Geek ;P!
Just kidding man. Emotions up then down. It reciprocates. Anticipate your emotional state and enjoy some fresh air if possible. Keep your chin up man...
These are exciting times cliche cliche.
We all want heaven so bad it hurts to wait for it.
Peace and respect
Tommy
U R doing something
You live or They Live!
Sing a song , top of your voice.
As someone who's 45 there's too much living and loving to do to off oneself.
ciaO4Now
Thanks guys... It looks like I thought myself into a corner. Stupid mind, always making things look worse than they really are...
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