Sound of Nothing

Good Monday evening!  It’s Quadille Monday on dVerse and Lillian is hosting.  This time she has asked us to use the word “Silence” in our 44-word poem.

Stepping outside, my boots crunch on snow

I stop, realising there is nothing else

No traffic, no hum, no chirp

Utter and total silence

I cannot help but stand still

And allow myself to be swallowed

By the deafening nothing

Knowing it won’t last

Some Kisses Are Best Forgotten

It’s Prosery Monday on dVerse.  This week, Mish is hosting and she pulled me in with the request we use the line “Lips forget what they have kissed” from the wonderful Toni Morrison’s poem, Eve Remembering. The line must be used in prose, not poetry, and we must use it in the order it is written, no inserting of any words within the phrase.  The punctuation can chance but nothing more. Oh, and we have 144 words at our disposal!

After three long-term relationships, spanning a good thirty years, I suddenly found myself without a partner.  Very unusual for me to go solo for any length of time, to be honest.  Of course, the last one ended in death so there was a period of mourning involved.  I won’t lie.  I didn’t wait years and years.  Life must move forward and staying home and crying wasn’t going to bring him back and since I wasn’t dead yet, I had some living to do. Lots of it, it turns out.

But oh man.  Meeting someone at the age of 50?  All gung-ho, I signed up for various dating apps.

Jesus.

Chatting with friends about the various experiences, one said “Thankfully, lips forget what they have kissed… Right?”

The number of frogs out there is staggering.  The worst ones are those who think they’re wonderful.  So not.

Beating the Winter Whites

dVerse Quadrille Monday was yesterday but I won’t let that stop me!  De Jackson (aka WhimsyGizmo) hosted and suggested we bloom out a 44-word poem including the word flower.  So here we go!

While snow blankets the ground

As far as the eye can see

The idea of springtime

and the flowers it brings

Feels (is) still so far away

To counter the winter whites

I dust off my vase trio

in preparation

There will be blooms

Set me Free

Good Tuesday morning.  I had this all planned in my head yesterday but then didn’t know how to get this going.  So I used my late husband Mick’s technique and slept on it.  It works wonders!  Lisa or Li is the host of this week’s dVerse Prosery challenge.  She has asked us to use the line:  Bury me with the lies I told from Alejandro Escovedo’s song “Bury Me”  in our 144-word story.  The rules are to use the lines of this song, a form of poetry, right? in a non-poetic way.  We cannot change the order of the line, nor add any words but we can change the punctuation.  I so love this challenge and, once again, Mick was my muse.  Words are different, but the story is the same 🙂

I remember our conversation like it was yesterday.  We were watching some TV show, and you turned to me all serious – as serious as you can be, which was rare because you brought levity to everything, and you said to me, “I don’t want you to bury me with the lies I told, my truths, my failures.  No,  I want you to take my ashes and set them free.  Set all the lies – they were the ones I told myself, you know – the pain, the sorrow, everything bad I carry inside me, free.  Let them go so they can disperse and cause none what I had had to bear.  Try to keep the happy, the good, funny. … Oh, while I am at it, have sexy waitresses serve wings and beer at my funeral.”

Sorry love, I had to draw the line.  No sexy waitresses…

An Engaging Smile

Monday’s dVerse challenge, hosted by De Jackson, aka WhimsyGizmo, was (is) to write a quadrille (44-word poem) using the word “smile”.  Well now… I know I can do that!

 

At our high school graduation gala

We learned we’d receive a “Marque d’excellence”

for one thing that distinguishes us

Wonder what I will get?

“Athletic prowess”

Says everyone

How wrong were they (and me)?

“For her engaging smile”

Which I cherish to this day

 

*Because Miss Dale Rogerson distinguished herself by her engaging smile, the Directors and teachers are delighted to present her with this Mark of Excellence.

Rocks and Splits

On Monday, Merril hosted dVerse prosery.  I knew exactly where I wanted to go with this one but felt I had to wait until today.  We were to use the following lines:

“The granites and schists
Of my dark and stubborn country.”

from Nan Shepherd’s, “The Hill Burns”
from In the Cairngorms (Edinburgh: The Moray Press, 1934)
https://www.scottishpoetrylibrary.org.uk/poem/hill-burns/

We must use the lines of poetry in a non-poetic prose piece of 144 words.  This is where it let me.

Today, this eleventh day of December, is a regular day to most, but for me?  It marks the eleventh anniversary of the day when the world I knew changed.  Forever. Where things suddenly shifted like the granites and schists of my dark and stubborn country, or, to me, my world.  No matter how much your mind can travel to thoughts you have no reason for having, you can never be prepared for the reality when it comes.  I cannot explain the why of my thoughts. Premonition, maybe?  A sense of knowing that things would not be forever, or at the very least, for another thirty years?  Maybe it’s simply self-preservation to expect (or prepare) for the worst, so there are no surprises.  So you can be strong. It worked twenty-nine years ago, to help me not lose my mind.  It could help again.  Right?

When November Bares Herself

On November 10th, Kim  hosted the prosery challenge on dVerse.  We were to use part of Robert Frost’s poem November Guest.  With prosery, we must use the lines of poetry provided exactly, in prose of not more than 144 words, not poetry.  No inserting any words within.  We can, however, change punctuation, which can make things much more interesting.  I, of course, am to late to join officially but I still wanted to write this one.  These are the lines:

“Not yesterday I learned to know
The love of bare November days
Before the coming of the snow”

Mémère and me

When November Bares Herself

November can be the most depressing of months; it was especially so for my grandmother.  I think her difficulty  bled onto me.  It’s the dreary, rain-filled, grey-skied, leafless time of year inserted between our Thanksgiving and Christmas ~ two holidays when family piled into cars and gathered around her.  November?  Dead.  No visitors, no colour, no joy.  I felt myself falling into that trap of woe-is-me-ness for the longest time.

But at some point, not yesterday, I learned to know the love of bare November days before the coming of the snow, when it blankets the world in brilliant white, brightening up the darkest of days.  Some years, like this one, the leaves hang on a bit longer and the snow comes a bit earlier.  Some would say a mess of leaves and snow is awful.  I say it’s a beautiful joining of two seasons.

Hoot Do

It’s Quadrille Monday on dVerse.  And I and I am actually here on a Monday.  Whoot!  De (WhimseyGizmo) is hosting and has asked us to use the word “Hoot” in our 44-word poem. Do enjoy!

Hoot do you do?
Say I unto you

Hoot you reply
giving me the side-eye

I mean no harm
With my best charm

You hoot and holler
A true heathen bawler

I fear, not here, resides the party?

I tease you, come, and hootenanny!

 

 

The Light is There

It’s prosery Monday on dVerse. I think this my favourite of the prompts. Merril is hostess this week and has most appropriately chosen the following line from Amanda Gorman’s wonderful poem, entitled “The Hill We Climb”, recited for President Biden’s inauguration:

“where can we find light in this never-ending shade?”

The task is to use this line from the poem in prose, not poetry. We cannot insert any words within the line but we can punctuate it as we see fit. A lovely challenge. While I have heard/read the poem a few times, I did not do so before writing this as I didn’t want to be influence. I do urge you, if you haven’t already, to read or watch it.

“Please call me.” No longer asleep, I immediately call and your quivering voice breaks my heart. I can feel your despair viscerally and wish I were there, not here. You never want your child to feel so sad, lonely and unhappy. You want to do everything in your power to help even if you don’t know where to start.

I listen to you, forcing myself to not interrupt, because I want you to know I am listening. When you pause long enough, I tell you I will help you figure it out and you will see things will be much better but you cut me off: “Where can we find light? In this never-ending shade there is nothing.” I try to assure you there is light amongst the shadows, even if you cannot see it right now.

I hide that I feel so helpless.

Blue Spruce

Yesterday on dVerse, Laura Bloomsbury challenged us to write an Etheree Tree – only stipulation is it had to be a coniferous tree.  The theme was up to us as long as we followed the simple Etheree style; a total of ten lines, going from one to ten syllables.  I ended up doing a two-“fir” as I felt my poem needed a little more 🙂  Hope you don’t mind

 

Tree
planted
by my dad
When I was young
I could jump over
Because it was so small
Over time, it grew and grew
Till it reached over forty feet
With every storm, we watched in fear
Would the sway one day be too much to bear?
No chance
To take

**************************************

a
hard and
difficult
decision, true
but necessary
though not to the city
they did not agree and slapped
us with a hefty fine ~ good grief!
The neighbours cheered, in glee however
No longer worried that this great big beast
Would crash
their way

Mick was thrilled to climb to the top once his friend cut off all the branches.  Such a kid

*** Please note we did replace it with a beautiful red maple NOT in the middle of the lawn…