Daily Walking

22 10 2008

There are days when you feel spiritually down. Days when you feel you’ve succumbed one too many a time and not brought honor to the Lord, very well knowing that it was because you chose not to walk circumspectly. They can be very dreary times indeed. Though this ought not to be the regular experience of the believer, we cannot deny that we wouldn’t face such seasons in our lives. But with our gracious Lord, it’s always about loving discipline, then our repentance, renewal and restoration. We should not stay in the doldrums (getting uncomfortably comfortable there), we should rise up to our feet and continue on with the journey. I believe there really might be no such thing as static Christianity, you’re either going backwards or forward.

How necessary it is for us to begin each day right being reminded that “.. they that are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.” Galatians 5:24-25. Each day we must start afresh, and thankfully His mercies are just as refreshingly new every morning (Lam 3:22-23). We don’t run on yesterday’s fill or supply, it’s granted day by day, much like the provision of manna in the wilderness to the children of Israel. Thinking about these things, this old song came to my mind this morning, a much cherished song which reminds me that my life in Christ is a daily walk.

Just a Closer Walk With Thee

I am weak, but Thou art strong;
Jesus, keep me from all wrong;
I’ll be satisfied as long
As I walk, dear Lord close to Thee.

Just a closer walk with Thee,
Grant it, Jesus, is my plea,
Daily walking close to Thee,
Let it be, dear Lord, let it be.

Through this world of toil and snares,
If I falter, Lord, who cares?
Who with me my burden shares?
None but Thee, dear Lord, none but Thee.

When my feeble life is o’er,
Time for me will be no more;
Guide me gently, safely o’er
To Thy kingdom shore, to Thy shore.

Oh Lord, may i give this day to Thee.





The Tumultuous Times

25 09 2008

PAKISTAN/MALAYSIA: Over the weekend, a terrorist attack of massive proportions took place in Islamabad, Pakistan’s capital in the evening. Launched at the time when many muslims were breaking fast during the Ramadhan season, the bomb-laden truck detonated, also setting to fire the gas piping with caused the blaze to spread with ferocity throughout the hotel grid. This caused the building to turn into a raging inferno. Scores of fatalities and umpteen seriously injured had to be accounted for. The carnage and wreck at the scene of the heinous crime was one of absolute mayhem, shocking across all scales. The fact that the perpetrators of such attacks have a seemingly unquenchable zeal and twisted sense of religiosity to it, further deepened worldwide fears that there seems to be no end in sight to all this madness.

I received word in Malaysia right on the eve of my departure to Pakistan, that the Marriott hotel had just been taken out by the worst terror suicide bombing attack in the country’s history. Of the many global events these days, this one in particular hit close to home, being that the only other Marriott still left standing on Pakistan soil, is the one in which I am presently typing away at this laptop. I have witnessed over the past few days the security within the parameter of the Karachi Marriott being speedily beefed up. The main entrance has been cordoned off whilst the alternate side entrance to the carpark and back exit points have been converted to the main means means of access into the hotel. A light armored truck with gunners on patrol can be seen guarding this newly commissioned front parking lot entrance. One is not first greeted by the warm smile of hotel staff, rather by sniffer dogs and security personnel who study faces and inspect the contents (including hood, trunk and underside) of the vehicle. All this precautions are necessary, as the Karachi site could always be a likely next target. There might be reason to belief that this latest attack could be linked with the upsurge of uninvited U.S. involvement in weeding out terrorist activities at the Pakistan border in recent days. Many of which oppose this uninvited military intervention. And with this growing tension on anti-US sentiment and the Marriott being a premier U.S. based hotel chain, i thought it would be of a rather interesting geographical note if you were informed that the Karachi Marriott is situated right beside the U.S. embassy too.

With all that said, it should be rather obvious that my reasons for being in Pakistan at a time like this is strictly business, not pleasure. But it has made me once again to consider how blessed I am to be Malaysia where such things are not a matter of monthly occurence (a local intimated that the regularity of a bombing is around once in 1 to 2 months). It makes me pause and give thanks to God for life, and more importantly life in Him. Yes, the child of God lives in certainty, while the world around us may be filled with uncertainty. With all of it’s uncertainties one could be here one moment and gone in the next. One could be in the lavish of a 5 star at one moment or in the blink of an eye, in a warzone.

I believe all these point to a time (and it may be very soon) when men will be saying “peace and safety” while what really overshadows those words is the very opposite. 1Thessalonians 5 speaks of this false sense of peace and safety …

Fire escape

1Th 5:1 But of the times and the seasons, brethren, ye have no need that I write unto you.
1Th 5:2 For yourselves know perfectly that the day of the Lord so cometh as a thief in the night.
1Th 5:3 For when they shall say, Peace and safety; then sudden destruction cometh upon them, as travail upon a woman with child; and they shall not escape.

In God’s prophetic calendar, there is coming a time known as the day of the Lord . And when it arrives, it would be of unprecedented proportions, a globally unanticipated event. Just like this event recently, it comes unannounced and can catch everyone unaware. Every contingency or all the best laid plans man have devised for escape would fail, as verse 3 forthrightly states that “they shall not escape”. There will simply be no more time to react when the suddenness of the event takes many by surprise. It would certainly be too late. Ought not this to be a stronger impetus and added reason as to why we must more earnest be in our telling of the good news and “warning every man” (Col 1:28) of the coming judgment?

Now, while we as believers will not be a part of this time of travail (v.9) , we are reminded that the attitude in which we are to have in these days of declension and darkness is one of watchfulness and sobriety. This being that we are children, not of the night, but of light … and of the day. Paul goes on to say,

1Th 5:6 Therefore let us not sleep, as [do] others; but let us watch and be sober.

1Th 5:8 But let us, who are of the day, be sober, putting on the breastplate of faith and love; and for an helmet, the hope of salvation.
1Th 5:9 For God hath not appointed us to wrath, but to obtain salvation by our Lord Jesus Christ,

We note that 2 pieces of the armor of God are mentioned here (and in slightly different terms to Eph 6). It is a fitting reminder to us of with regards our earlier consideration for the need to appropriate the full armor of God. Twice in the passage are we called to be sober. Now this attitude of sobriety, together with watchfulness ( we can certainly add prayerful-ness to that), ought to be the attitude of them who the adorn the armor. To “Be sober”, is to be of a calm and sober disposition, in contrast to that of a man in a drunken stupor, unable to exercise any clear judgment. It also carries the meaning of being temperate, in which we are to be moderate and not excessive in our living.

These are sobering thoughts to me. This morning, this must cause me to reconsider the days in which I live in and the manner in which I should conduct myself in it.





Leaving Rich

18 06 2008

rich

Was listening to this as i drove to work this Wednesday morning. I then recalled that it was in my Roberts Hall hostel room in Melbourne when i first heard “Elijah”. I can still recall how I downloaded it off a (now defunct) mp3 website and played it through my then-very-much-alive Twinhead notebook. This has to be my favourite song penned by the late Rich Mullins (who died in ’97 in a tragic car accident). It speaks of how I would want to leave this place we sometimes call ‘home’. The theology in the lyrics isn’t perfect (give the man some poetic license) but the heartfelt depth and honesty in the words speak volumes. I’ve told some that this is the song i want to be sung or played on the day I’m laid to rest. However, I don’t think a friend singing this would be able to make it past the last chorus without breaking down. I pray that I live in the light of the words “it won’t break my heart to say goodbye”.

The Jordan is waiting for me to cross through
My heart is aging I can tell
So Lord I’m begging for one last favor from You
Here’s my heart take it where You will

This life has shown me how we’re mended and how we’re torn
How it’s okay to be lonely as long as you’re free
Sometimes my ground was stoney
And sometimes covered up with thorns
And only You could make it what it had to be
And now that it’s done

Well, if they dressed me like a pauper
Or if they dined me like a prince
If they lay me with my fathers
Or if my ashes scatter on the wind
I don’t care

But when I leave I want to go out like Elijah
With a whirlwind to fuel my chariot of fire
And when I look back on the stars
It’ll be like a candlelight in Central Park
And it won’t break my heart to say goodbye

There’s people been friendly, but they’d never be your friend
Sometimes this has bent me to the ground
Now that this is all ending
I want to hear some music once again
‘Cause it’s the finest thing I have ever found

But the Jordan is waiting
Though I ain’t never seen the other side
They say you can’t take in the things you have here
So on the road to salvation
I stick out my thumb and He gives me a ride
And His music is already falling on my ears

There’s people been talking
They say they’re worried about my soul
Well, I’m here to tell you I’ll keep rocking
‘Til I’m sure it’s my time to roll
And when I do

When I leave I want to go out like Elijah
With a whirlwind to fuel my chariot of fire
And when I look back on the stars
Well, it’ll be like a candlelight in Central Park
And it won’t break my heart to say goodbye

The Jordan is waiting
The Jordan is waiting

Bye, bye

* In the spirit of the now defunct mp3 website that introduced me to Rich’s song, i can’t provide you a download of the mp3. However, you’d be able to pick it up from your local Christian bookshop easily i believe.





In Our Pursuit

22 04 2008

I was recently reminded of the words in scripture that read :

“… Knowledge puffeth up, but charity edifieth. And if any man think that he knoweth any thing, he knoweth nothing yet as he ought to know.” (1 Cor 8:1-2)

Strong’s Greek Concordance on “Puffeth Up”

phusioō (foo-see-o’-o) In the primary sense of blowing; to inflate, that is, (figuratively) make proud (haughty): – puff up.

Now we are not to get a wrong understanding of this and think that knowledge is a bad because it can only breeds pride. No, certainly gaining knowledge is important. Proverbs 1:7 tells us “The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.” and in 10:14 “Wise men lay up knowledge..” However, what we are instructed against here is having a knowledge gained that is without love. While the pursuit of knowledge is so very essential, without love (charity) it all avails to nothing. Knowledge bereft of love is certainly not desirable, as it leaves the person more and more filled up with adulation of himself and will never be able to consider others. The quality of love is really different to this type of ‘knowledge’, as we see that Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up” (1Cor 13:4) Same theme here, same greek word employed. That’s why to sum up the grand text on love in 1 Corinthians 13 we are called to pursue love, or follow after charity..” (1 Cor 14:1)

Once again, I by no means speak here as one who has arrived at this, in fact I believe it’s something that we all need to work at constantly. Those who know me, know that pride has always been what I’ve attributed to be my biggest spiritual struggle. If it got to Satan and countless other men, I certainly can’t be an exception. So I think we ought to take good stock against it. Scary to think that it is when we’ve become haughty, it deceptively can make us think we’re humble.

I think it’s apt here to learn from our Lord’s example of true humility.

Phillippians 2:3-8 “…Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves. (4) Look not every man on his own things, but every man also on the things of others. (5) Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus: (6) Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God: (7) But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men: (8 ) And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross…”

washing each others feetChrist Jesus, the omniscient (all knowing) God who possessed full knowledge of all things and was Himself Lord, left us an example. He disrobed, kneeled down and washed his disciples feet. The instruction that followed was “Ye call me Master and Lord: and ye say well; for so I am. If I then, your Lord and Master, have washed your feet; ye also ought to wash one another’s feet.” ( John 13:13-14) I think this isn’t classified as one of the hard sayings of our Lord to understand. The application is harder than the comprehension.
Dear brethren, as we grow and mature in our understanding, may our posture only bend lower. We are instructed to in lowliness of mind esteem other better than ourselves, consider others above ourselves. We’re called to have the mind of Christ which is of humility and servitude. I pray that it can truly be said of all of us that we’re humble of heart and thus reflect the beauty of Christ in our lives. Pray that it can be said of me too, someday.




Fitly Spoken…Not

2 04 2008

Old AppleFeeling downcast. 

Sometimes we say some things in the spur of the moment which we immediately or later tend to totally regret. Actually, it’s in this kind of situations where it doesn’t quite matter who’s in the right or even in the wrong. Sometimes we just have to quit giving excuses to ourselves when we’ve let ourselves and more importantly, the Lord down. The biggest irony of it is that it can happen on the very same morning when you thought about the words in a proverb that goes “A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver.” (Pro 25:11) I’m afraid there’s nothing golden or silvery about it when we let slip. *sigh* The only fitting response is to repent before the Lord, asking Him for forgiveness and then do the right thing a.k.a. eat humble pie, work to remedy it and simply apologise. It’s those times when the verse that’s more apt seems to be “Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall.” (1Cor 10:12).

I believe the Lord allows trials to come our way to test, convict, discipline and ultimately … shape us. He points us to just what areas of our lives still really need work on and where we are in our walk with Him. Sometimes when we fail and fall, we often have to learn the lesson the hard way. I have shown myself to be no exception to this painful process. Now, God certainly does not desire this to be the normative way for us to learn, our obedience from the get go would avoid us a lot of unnecessary pain. But instead of moaning, there’s got to be a point when we pick up the pieces, pray on and press on. I think the Lord expects that of all of us.

… but still, I can’t help but feel downcast.








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