Timing.

The right time
is right now
Look inward
Deep into your soul
what does it say?
Clear amongst the clamour
what springs forth?

Afraid to ask
Afraid to feel
the truth within
Afraid of my own power
and capability
that was never encouraged

Afraid of being great
of drawing attention to myself
of being picked and pecked and pushed
for being different
for feeling

I don’t wish to stand out
But my heart is roaring
Fighting myself
to survive and to thrive

Will I win
or will I lose?
I wonder

Walking the line
between

Is just as perilous.

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Wednesday 12 March 2014

The message is coming through loud and clear
today
from so many disparate sources
What I am hearing
is
.“I am capable of so much
_the genuine me
_is just waiting to express himself.
_Your dreams are real
_Let them happen”

What I feel
is
_Afraid
_Holding back the tears
_Stifled by the protective crust
_I’ve built around the genuine me

What I long for
is
 Mindfulness
 that
 shows me where my heart is hard
 unlocks the tears and
 in doing so breaks my heart
 to the preciousness of my life
 the uniqueness of my genius
 the unending grief of my losses
 and my immeasurable capacity to love

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[With thanks to a Susan Piver article for most of the words in the last stanza.]

Doing What is Needed.

We are all capable of so much
so much more
humanity, kindness and compassion
than we give ourselves credit for
So don’t close up
to keep the world at bay
Open up to it all
all the pain
all the fun
all the reality
open up to possibility
Action in ways that scare you
Do for others, what is needed
see what is needed
And may one day someone thank you
in the most honest way possible.