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Much as she loved the splendid isolation, nothing can last forever……

Thrilling though it was to be pursued, the increasing intensity of the communications from his online paramour in Croatia had him worried.

Okay kids, well it’s been fun. But things are gonna change around here. After six whole days of glorious antiseptic isolation I am going back to work. Yes: I’m going to mingle with human beings again (a couple of them anyway), instead of just typing to them. My colleague Bianca might even make me a cup of tea. No more Unhealthy Hipster for me! Oh no sirreebob. Yesterday I admit I felt as dizzy as hell when I went out, but I no longer go into a clammy sweat when I move, so I think the ‘actively fighting off infection’ part of the episode is probably over. And it’s nice and warm in the office.

There’s Berocca in my desk drawer. I’m going to take my lemsip and strepsils with me too. And my giant cashmere scarf that’s more like a blanket, just in case. Maybe a pillow.  I am feeling pumped and optimistic – or no, make that tired and a little dubious – about the challenge of trying to stay upright all day – so wish me luck! (To be honest I feel I could lie back down right now.) (And click the picture above to be taken to a wonderful place.)

(And now badly do I want this guy’s chairs?)

 

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too tired even to go to bed, but I’m going, even though it’s cold there.

What a week. Not sure what’s happening, exactly, except  no time to accomplish anything. I said I was having an early night and I’ve been flaked out over the laptop – or I mean under it – for the past three hours, which I barely even remember now. So I haven’t written that blog post about the student demonstration in Westminster today, which prevented me working all afternoon with the helicopters overhead and the rising sense of something big being afoot. I’m pleased to say Mlle B was in it, though I didn’t know that at the time. She didn’t storm Whitehall. I’m proud of her: these people need to see what they’re doing. I can’t even condemn the storming of Whitehall. What the hell did they think was going to happen? Did they really think they could just do anything they liked and everyone would just sit here? No… all the serious pundits have been saying it’s like Thatcherism again. So there will be riots. (Loads of people on Twitter this afternoon pointing out that the old boys in the Bullingdon Club used to smash things up too, and not even in protest – just for fun. Thugs.)

Nor have I written my review of Gabriel Josipovici’s meringue of a quirky novel, Only Joking, which I read with voracious happiness over the weekend. I was going to review it in an effort to stick to a more grown-up kind of posting, you know, about something. Bookish, or arty. Something official, i.e., not about me. Anyway, I will, I will.

On which note, nor have I read any more of Molloy (I know! Three novels in two weeks! and it is just like my dreams. Except that lately I keep dreaming about one particular friend, and it isn’t someone I’d expect to be dreaming about either. Well, maybe that IS like it), or even dipped yet into Owen Hatherley’s Guide to the New Ruins of Great Britain, which was carefully propped up against my front door when I arrived home this evening. Oh, I had Horizon Review stuff to do as well. Jesus. But to be honest I started feeling a little weird, a little bit thinned-out this afternoon (though obv not in a better-clothes-size way), like some kind of systemic fatigue, and so I came home and have missed the launch of Elizabeth Baines’ book, The Birth Machine, which I had planed to go to. I think I just needed three solid hours of being in a stupor, before I could even sleep. No one can do everything.

And is this really life? Work, current affairs and to-do lists? Hm. Well, I suppose that’s why we have the solace of to-do lists.

Nor did I even go to the Post Office, two days running.

On the plus side, regular readers will be pleased to know that the Tall Blond Rock God is now officially in Eugene, Oregon, where he landed safely in the wee hours and is already excited at the size of the American beer section. I think I probably used up a little extra energy today & yesterday, waiting to hear that news.

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the doctor is (with)in

Dream: the floor, a hospital corridor, beige. The floor is littered with dead leaves, bits of leaves, sticks, other detritus blown in from outside. To the left, peripherally: the bottom edge of a sliding glass door, aluminium frame, out to the hospital garden, paved with concrete paving slabs. Littered with more of the same. The corridor again: more floor, more litter of dead leaves. Suddenly, two ibuprofens land among it, as if thrown in from the garden.

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dat is de twestion! yeah!

I find it’s one that kind of answers itself, though. Speaking as a person used to look uncannily like this toddler – and who was much celebrated at one stage for calling up the stairs, as they carried the baby up to bed, “Dood night, sweet prince!” – I feel well qualified to say how cute I think this is, but I also feel a little sorry for Theo. A whole nation of old people cooing over him…

Happy times, though. And a tip of the hat to the good old Graun for blogging this video!

Here I’ve got a 16-year-old daughter in a tutu heading to Old St for some underage club night in slick snow and ice, in a city with no grit in it, no Christmas lights up  yet, a third of an overdue book review to write, two pumpkin pies to make, and precious little time for Hamlet. I haven’t even called my aunt to tell her when to come for Christmas Eve. Fecking slings and arrows of outrageous fortune indeed. Nice weekend though. Every time I got anywhere near the couch, which was only twice, I fell asleep on it.

[Editing in to say the tall blond Rock God who is my middle kid came over from his dad’s with his friend (who has three pregnant dogs in his house) and helped put the lights up. It involved the two of them heaving a thousandweight of sideboard four inches out to get at the outlet, you see… and no pies. Or anything else. The constant grinding of car wheels outside all evening has not improved confidence in Mlle B’s journey home later, either. But we’re all quite happy Rage Against the Machine has beaten Simon Cowell out of the Christmas charts. Comes to something, eh.]

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Christmas! at work!

Sorry guys. Story of my life. At the mo. In a way. Even this has made me a little bit late. You wait, though, by the end of the weekend I’ll have written a book review, finished the epic tome that is the list and schedule for the next two weeks, answered some emails and decked the halls of Baroque. Enjoy!

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