Today is Saturday, the twentieth day of September, 2025, in the Season of the Church.
May you experience the peace of the Lord in your soul, today!
It is day 263 of 2025, with 102 days left.
Day 24,663 of my life
Day 215 of my “rebirth”
Only two more days until the beginning of Autumn! The weather site is working again, so I’ll keep tracking it. We hit 93 yesterday, a couple degrees lower than predicted. Today’s high is forecast to be 93. The record high for this date was 100 in 2021. The average high over the next ten days is 89.1. The temperature for the first day of Autumn is now forecast at 96. Boooo!!!!
22 days until our 40th wedding anniversary!
I don’t know how on earth I’m supposed to answer this question! If you could see how many albums I have (hundreds of vinyl, hundreds of CDs, and even more digital music saved in my streaming library), you would understand. However, I can come up with one, I suppose. Because if one were to ask me what my favorite song is, I would likely, immediately, answer, “I Love You #19,” by Daniel Amos. And the album that is on is called “Horrendous Disc.” So that is probably my favorite album. Daniel Amos is my all time favorite group.
My favorite classical album is a recording of Tchaikovsky’s 6th Symphony, recorded by the Philadelphia Philharmonic, with Eugene Ormandy conducting. Brings me to tears every time.
Today is an off Saturday for me. C and S went to a dental appointment, and C and are going to see Downton Abbey: The Grand Finale, this afternoon. And I will be cooking burgers this evening, and am also planning to cook a side of baked mac and cheese, instead of frozen french fries.
That’s all I have for today. Yesterday was a great day at the library, but then, for some reason, I struggled during the evening. Not sure what was going on with that, but Jesus helped me get it straightened out during last night’s Jesus Time.
Speaking of Jesus Time, let’s get on with it.
JESUS TIME
“Faithful Father in heaven, I have neither the power nor the ability to praise and thank You enough for all the loving-kindness that You have so graciously shown me my entire life. I am but flesh and blood that can do nothing but evil. Yet You allow an abundant flow of gifts to come to me every day, especially in the past night when You were my shield and my support. Were that not so, the power of the devil surely would have struck me so severe a blow that I could not have hoped to arise again in sound condition. Yet through Your gracious protection I have been defended in a manner unsurpassed. I beseech You from the utmost depths of my being that You would let Your grace flow over me and defend me. I am Yours by the blood of Christ, from now unto eternal life. Amen. Amen. Lord Jesus, take my soul into Your hands and let me be commended unto You. Amen.”
(Lutheran Book of Prayer – Prayer 44, Saturday Morning)
“Open our eyes, help us see Christ
May we behold His majesty
Open our eyes, Spirit we cry
Show us the glory of our King
Help us see Christ”
Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.
(Philippians 2:5-8 ESV)
Today I am grateful:
- That You, my Savior, emptied Yourself, humbling Yourself even to the point of death on the cross; may I be willing to do the same, emptying myself and being obedient to Your commands
- That You, Holy Spirit, have opened my eyes and my heart, that I might see Christ as everything
- For Psalm 51 . . . what more do I need to say? Create in me a clean heart, O God . . . Open my lips and my mouth shall declare Your praise
- That You, O Christ, have removed my heart of stone and given me a living heart of flesh (Ezekiel 36:26)
- For the testimony and example of Polycarp
“This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.”
(John 15:12-13 ESV)
Lord, in Your mercy, hear, now, the prayers lifted up to you for all who need strength, healing, comfort, and peace.
If you are reading this, I encourage you to stop and pray for someone, at this time. Or, if there is something on your heart, please leave a comment. What can I pray for you?
Have mercy on me, O God,
according to your steadfast love;
according to your abundant mercy
blot out my transgressions.
Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity,
and cleanse me from my sin!
For I know my transgressions,
and my sin is ever before me.
Against you, you only, have I sinned
and done what is evil in your sight,
so that you may be justified in your words
and blameless in your judgment.
Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity,
and in sin did my mother conceive me.
Behold, you delight in truth in the inward being,
and you teach me wisdom in the secret heart.
Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;
wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
Let me hear joy and gladness;
let the bones that you have broken rejoice.
Hide your face from my sins,
and blot out all my iniquities.
Create in me a clean heart, O God,
and renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from your presence,
and take not your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation,
and uphold me with a willing spirit.
Then I will teach transgressors your ways,
and sinners will return to you.
Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God,
O God of my salvation,
and my tongue will sing aloud of your righteousness.
O Lord, open my lips,
and my mouth will declare your praise.
For you will not delight in sacrifice, or I would give it;
you will not be pleased with a burnt offering.
The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;
a broken and contrite heart, O God,
you will not despise.
(Psalms 51:1-17 ESV)
“Gracious Lord,
I come before You today,
burdened with sin;
desperate for the mercy only You can show –
not as a result of anything I have done,
but because You are infinitely good:
the Restorer of Broken Things.
Only by Your grace
can the death grip of my sin be
unraveled,
unyoked,
undone.
Shower me in Your mercy, Lord;
cleanse me of all that is unholy,
unhealthy,
unworthy. . . .
Wash me, Lord.
Let it be as though those
dark and dreadful things
never happened.
Help me remember
that You are God of the Feast;
that joy and gladness can lift a heavy heart. . . .
Whatever You do,
do not leave me;
forsake me;
distance me
from Your presence.
Do what You do best:
Renew.
Revive.
Lift me from the dust.”
(Excerpt from Sheltering Mercy: Prayers Inspired by the Psalms – Psalm 51: Restorer of Broken Things)
But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.
(1 Corinthians 6:11 ESV)
And he came to Nazareth, where he had been brought up. And as was his custom, he went to the synagogue on the Sabbath day, and he stood up to read. And the scroll of the prophet Isaiah was given to him. He unrolled the scroll and found the place where it was written,
“The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,
because he has anointed me
to proclaim good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim liberty to the captives
and recovering of sight to the blind,
to set at liberty those who are oppressed,
to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”
And he rolled up the scroll and gave it back to the attendant and sat down. And the eyes of all in the synagogue were fixed on him. And he began to say to them, “Today this Scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing.”
(Luke 4:16-21 ESV)
And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.
(Ezekiel 36:26 ESV)
Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good!
Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him!
(Psalms 34:8 ESV)
“Somehow the things that You love
Are the things I am now
Broken spirit and heart
How can it be You would take delight?
Do not cast me away
Do not take Your Spirit from me
Do not cast me away
Your presence is my only worth”
The purpose in a man’s heart is like deep water,
but a man of understanding will draw it out.
(Proverbs 20:5 ESV)
Who can say, “I have made my heart pure;
I am clean from my sin”?
(Proverbs 20:9 ESV)
A man’s steps are from the LORD;
how then can man understand his way?
The spirit of man is the lamp of the LORD,
searching all his innermost parts.
(Proverbs 20:24, 27 ESV)
The following is from For All the Saints – Saturday of the Week of Pentecost 14
And three of the thirty chief men went down and came about harvest time to David at the cave of Adullam, when a band of Philistines was encamped in the Valley of Rephaim. David was then in the stronghold, and the garrison of the Philistines was then at Bethlehem. And David said longingly, “Oh, that someone would give me water to drink from the well of Bethlehem that is by the gate!” Then the three mighty men broke through the camp of the Philistines and drew water out of the well of Bethlehem that was by the gate and carried and brought it to David. But he would not drink of it. He poured it out to the LORD and said, “Far be it from me, O LORD, that I should do this. Shall I drink the blood of the men who went at the risk of their lives?” Therefore he would not drink it. These things the three mighty men did.
(2 Samuel 23:13-17 ESV)
“But be on your guard. For they will deliver you over to councils, and you will be beaten in synagogues, and you will stand before governors and kings for my sake, to bear witness before them. And the gospel must first be proclaimed to all nations. And when they bring you to trial and deliver you over, do not be anxious beforehand what you are to say, but say whatever is given you in that hour, for it is not you who speak, but the Holy Spirit. And brother will deliver brother over to death, and the father his child, and children will rise against parents and have them put to death. And you will be hated by all for my name’s sake. But the one who endures to the end will be saved.”
(Mark 13:9-13 ESV)
“When the pyre was ready, Polycarp removed his outer clothes and loosened his girdle. He even tried to take off his shoes, a thing which he never did before because the faithful used constantly to vie with one another to see who could touch his flesh first. Such was the honour in which he was held, even before his martyrdom, for the saintliness of his life. Immediately the irons with which the pyre was equipped were fastened round him, but when they tried to nail him as well, he said, ‘Let me be. He who gives me strength to endure the fire will also grant me to stay in the pyre unflinching even without your making sure of it with nails.’ So they did not nail him, but only tied him up.
“And so he was bound, putting his arms behind his back, like a noble ram taken from a large flock for a sacrifice, a burnt offering acceptable to and made ready for God. Then he gazed up to heaven and said: ‘O Lord God Almighty, Father of your beloved and blessed child Jesus Christ, through whom we have received knowledge of you, God of the angels and the powers and of all creation, God of the whole race of the righteous who live in your sight; I bless you, for you have thought me worthy of this day and hour to share the cup of your Christ, as one of your martyrs, to rise again to eternal life in body and soul in the immortality of the Holy Spirit. May I be taken up today into your presence among your martyrs, as a rich and acceptable sacrifice, in the manner you have prepared and have revealed, and have now brought to fulfillment, for you are the God of truth, and in you is no deceit. And so also I praise you for all things; I bless you and glorify you through our eternal high priest in heaven, your beloved child, Jesus Christ, through whom be glory to you and to him and to the Holy Spirit, now and for the ages to come. Amen.’
“When he had uttered the Amen, and completed his prayer, the men in charge of the fire set light to it.
“When a great flame blazed up, we saw a miracle, that is those of us to whom it had been granted to see it and who have been spared to tell to others what happened. For the fire took on the shape of a room, like the sail of a ship filled with the wind, and it made a wall round the body of the martyr. The body in the middle did not appear like burning flesh, but rather it was like bread being baked, or like gold and silver being refined in a furnace. And we perceived a fragrant smell, as though it were the odour of frankincense, or some other precious spices.”
(Reading IV: Polycarp, Letter of the Church at Smyrna on the martyrdom of Polycarp)
“We thank you, O God, for the saints of all ages;
For those who in times of darkness kept the lamp of faith burning;
For the great souls who saw visions of larger truth and dared to declare it;
For the multitude of quiet and gracious souls whose presence has purified and sanctified the world;
And for those known and loved by us, who have passed from this earthly fellowship into the fuller light of life with you.
Amen.”
(Closing Prayer: Anonymous)
And this from New Morning Mercies, by Paul David Tripp
“Hopelessness is the doorway to hope. You have to give up on yourself before you will be excited about the hope that is yours in Christ Jesus.”
Tripp says, accurately, that we give ourselves far too much credit:
- We tend to attribute too much righteousness to ourselves.
- We tend to think we have more wisdom than we do.
- We tend to pride ourselves on having the “right” character.
- We tend to think of ourselves as being more patient than we are.
- We tend to regard ourselves as perseverant.
- We tend to think we are submissive and obedient.
- We tend to believe we are more committed to the kingdom of God than we are.
- We simply tend to see ourselves as more godly than we are.
We constantly tend to minimize our own sin, and focus more on the sins of others than our own. And because of this, we don’t tend to “cry out for and run after the rescuing and transforming grace that is ours as the children of God.”
Now here’s the thing. At the risk of sounding arrogant and prideful (which I hope I am not . . . I have told my pastor multiple times to smack me if I ever appear to be going in that direction):
- I don’t attribute any righteousness to myself – any righteousness that I have is that of Christ Jesus
- I don’t think I have that much wisdom – all I have is Christ
- I don’t think my character is that great
- I’m not very patient at all, just as my daughter, S
- I’m not all that perseverant – not a day goes by where I don’t find myself thinking that I’m failing in my faith or that my friends are giving up on me
- I don’t see myself as that submissive or obedient, because I keep having to fight to express love for some people
- I don’t believe I am nearly committed enough to the Kingdom of God
- I don’t see myself as “godly” at all
Now, when I compare those two lists, that doesn’t make me pat myself on the back. Quite the opposite. All I see is the second list and how much work God still has to do on me. My brothers and sisters, I am far from perfect. I’m far from almost perfect. I’m far from far from perfect. I’m not a good person.
But I am saved by grace, and the righteousness of Christ dwells within me, and the Holy Spirit dwells within me, and Jesus Christ, who is everything, pours and pours and pours love into my heart until it does overflow. But it is all Him! None of it is me, because see that list up there. I’m am a wretched sinner! As Luther taught (and believed for himself), I am somehow, by the miracle of grace, simultaneously saint and sinner, and it is all Christ in me, the hope of glory!
Oh, my dear Jesus, You have set me on fire, this morning! Thank You, thank You, thank You! I thank You for this beautiful picture of the martyrdom of Polycarp and his prayer, my Lord. I pray that, should the day arise, that I would be as willing to die for Your sake as he was, knowing that everything that I have and have become is all because of You. Let me never be ashamed to speak of what You have done for me, in me, and what You will do through me.
And I praise You, Christ, that You have made my heart to know that I am nothing with You. I have no righteousness of my own, only what comes from You. My character is not exemplary; my patience is lacking; my perseverance, well . . . sucks, to be blunt about it. But You, Jesus! You are beautiful and so gracious! You are so patient and kind with me, continuously drawing me back from those pits that I keep stumbling into, those pits of darkness where I can’t see You. You shine Your light into them, reach Your ever-loving arms down to me, and draw me out, saying, “Up you go.” And You set my feet back on solid ground, the Solid Rock that is You, my Christ!
Oh, how I love You, Jesus! Oh, how I adore You! I cannot imagine life without You. I cannot imagine what today would look like had You not resurrected me 215 days ago! I’m about to burst in praise, Jesus!!
Thank You, thank You, thank You, thank You!!! On Christ, the Solid Rock I stand . . . all other ground is sinking sand! Thank You, Jesus!!
All glory and praise to You, in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, amen!
“Your presence is my only worth!”
“I’m nobody’s angel
That ain’t me
And what kind of devil
Do you think I be
I’m a Good Samaritan
And a very, very bad man
I’m a whole lot better
And a whole lot worse
Than what you think I am”
Grace and peace, my brothers and sisters!



