Today is Monday, the twenty-second day of September, 2025, in the Season of the Church. It is the first day of Autumn!
May the Lord of peace Himself give you peace at all times in all ways!
It is day 265 of 2025, with 100 days remaining.
Day 24,665 of my life
Autumn is finally here, but still acting like Summer. We hit a high of 95, yesterday, two degrees higher than predicted. Today’s high is forecast to be 96 degrees, with a high of 98 tomorrow. The record high for this date was 100, again in 2005. The average high over the next ten days is 88.5
Twenty days until our fortieth anniversary!
This is actually a difficult question to answer, because I can’t remember all of the advice I have ever been given. So I will write about the best advice I have been given recently, and that involved how to handle what I will call “flat times” in my spiritual life. Anyone who has read this blog for a while knows what I have been experiencing since February. But even during those seven months, there have been times that have definitely been “flat,” or not thrilling, exciting days.
During a discussion about that, my pastor advised me to “lean in” on those days, to intentionally make an effort to draw closer to Jesus. And that advice made a huge difference, even the very next day. And I have found it to be very helpful since then, because every day can’t be a “mountaintop.”
Today is a work Monday for me, and C is working from home, today. I’m actually at the library, working my shift as I finish this, but got all my reading done at home. In essence, I was able to finish my Jesus Time at home, and only needed to compose the blog entry.
JESUS TIME
“Our Father who art in heaven, Thy kingdom come. O dear Lord, God and Father, You see how the wisdom and reason of the world not only profane Your name but also take the power, might, and wealth You have given for ruling the world and serving You and use them in opposition to Your kingdom. They trouble and hinder the tiny flock of Your kingdom that is weak, despised, and few in number. They will not tolerate Your flock on earth.
Dear Lord, God and Father, convert and restrain them. Convert those who are still to become children and member of Your kingdom, so that together we may serve You in Your kingdom in true faith and true love and that from our life here we may enter into Your eternal kingdom. Restrain those who will not turn away their might and power from the destruction of Your kingdom, so that when they are cast down from their seats of power and are being humbled, they will cease their efforts. Amen.”
(Lutheran Book of Prayer – Prayer 48, Monday Morning)
Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin. Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
(Hebrews 4:14-16 ESV)
Today I am grateful:
- For the confidence to draw near to the throne of grace, to receive mercy and find grace
- For my great high priest, Jesus Christ, to whom I hold fast my confession
- For the marvelous, infinite, matchless grace of God, that always draws us back to His righteousness when we forget Him and stray
- For the Light of the word, that scatters the darkness
- For the love that Jesus has poured into my heart, making it possible for me to love all others
- That I believe “with a passionate, unshakable conviction that in all circumstances and at all times life is a blessed gift”
Lord, in Your mercy, hear, now, the prayers lifted up to you for all who need strength, healing, comfort, and peace.
If you are reading this, I encourage you to stop and pray for someone, at this time. Or, if there is something on your heart, please leave a comment. What can I pray for you?
“Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God, the LORD is one.
You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart
and with all your soul and with all your might.
And these words that I command you today shall be on your heart.”
(Deuteronomy 6:4-6 ESV)
God looks down from heaven
on the children of man
to see if there are any who understand,
who seek after God.
They have all fallen away;
together they have become corrupt;
there is none who does good,
not even one.
(Psalms 53:2-3 ESV)
Today’s Psalm is rather bleak, but the prayer inspired by it in Sheltering Mercy provides some light.
“Lord Jesus,
bearer of God’s face to all,
what a tragedy
that we –
breathed into being,
made in Your image –
should be so quick to forget You.
We are sick from the womb;
a tangle of contradictions:
crooked.
pride-poisoned.
death-bent.
Even the kinship of covenant
cannot keep us from
wavering.
wandering.
withering.
Will any one of us be fit
for the glory ahead?
We breed ignorance,
giving ourselves over to a slow death;
a four-course feast for evil.
In Your mercy,
scatter this deep darkness!
Strike its messengers
with fear and blindness!
Save us from the gut of the grave.
For we are not without hope.
Where sin reigned in death,
grace reigns through righteousness.
Once we were distant,
but now we have been brought near
by Your blood,
that we might walk in newness of life.
How I need that life, Lord –
to breath with fresh lungs;
to walk with renewed strength.
Reach out from Your Holy Dwelling;
bring me back
to hallowed ground;
that I,
with all sin-struggling,
God-wrestling saints,
may sing the glories of Your grace.”
(Sheltering Mercy: Prayers Inspired by the Psalms – Psalm 53: Any One of Us)
but they who wait for the LORD
shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings like eagles;
they shall run and not be weary;
they shall walk and not faint.
(Isaiah 40:31 ESV)
The following is from For All the Saints – Monday of the Week of Pentecost 15.
“Lord our God, in you justice and mercy meet. With unparalleled love you have saved us from death and drawn us into the circle of your life. Open our eyes to the wonders this life sets before us, that we may serve you free from fear and address you as God our Father. We ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen.”
(Opening Prayer)
“Therefore, O King Agrippa, I was not disobedient to the heavenly vision, but declared first to those in Damascus, then in Jerusalem and throughout all the region of Judea, and also to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, performing deeds in keeping with their repentance. For this reason the Jews seized me in the temple and tried to kill me. To this day I have had the help that comes from God, and so I stand here testifying both to small and great, saying nothing but what the prophets and Moses said would come to pass: that the Christ must suffer and that, by being the first to rise from the dead, he would proclaim light both to our people and to the Gentiles.”
(Acts 26:19-23 ESV)
“But when you see the abomination of desolation standing where he ought not to be (let the reader understand), then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains. Let the one who is on the housetop not go down, nor enter his house, to take anything out, and let the one who is in the field not turn back to take his cloak. And alas for women who are pregnant and for those who are nursing infants in those days! Pray that it may not happen in winter. For in those days there will be such tribulation as has not been from the beginning of the creation that God created until now, and never will be. And if the Lord had not cut short the days, no human being would be saved. But for the sake of the elect, whom he chose, he shortened the days. And then if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the Christ!’ or ‘Look, there he is!’ do not believe it. For false christs and false prophets will arise and perform signs and wonders, to lead astray, if possible, the elect. But be on guard; I have told you all things beforehand.
“But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light, and the stars will be falling from heaven, and the powers in the heavens will be shaken. And then they will see the Son of Man coming in clouds with great power and glory. And then he will send out the angels and gather his elect from the four winds, from the ends of the earth to the ends of heaven.”
(Mark 13:14-27 ESV)
“Now the prospect of death overshadows all others. I am like a man on a sea voyage nearing his destination. When I embarked I worried about having a cabin with a porthole, whether I should be asked to sit at the captain’s table, who were the more attractive and important passengers. All such considerations became pointless when I shall so soon be disembarking.
“As I do not believe that earthly life can bring any lasting satisfaction, the prospect of death holds no terrors. Those Saints who pronounced themselves in love with death displayed, I consider, the best of sense, not a Freudian death wish. The world that I shall soon be leaving seems more than ever beautiful; especially its remoter parts, grass and trees and sea and rivers and little streams and sloping hills, where the image of eternity is more clearly stamped than among streets and houses. Those I love I can love even more, since I have nothing to ask of them but their love; the passion to accumulate possessions, or to be noticed and important, is too evidently absurd to be any longer entertained.
“A sense of how extraordinarily happy I have been, and of enormous gratitude to my creator, overwhelms me often. I believe with a passionate, unshakable conviction that in all circumstances and at all times life is a blessed gift; that the spirit that animates it is one of love, not hate or indifference, of light, not darkness, of creativity, not destruction, of order, not chaos; that, since all of life – men, creatures, plants, as well as insensate matter – and all that is known about it, now and henceforth, have been benevolently, not malevolently, conceived, when the eyes see no more and the mind thinks no more, and this hand now writing is inert, whatever lies beyond will similarly be benevolently, not malevolently or indifferently, conceived. If it is nothing, then for nothingness I offer thanks; if another mode of existence, with this old, worn out husk of a body left behind, like a butterfly extricating itself from its chrysalis, and this floundering, muddled mind, now at best seen through a glass darkly, given a longer range and a new precision, then for that likewise I offer thanks.”
(Reading IV: Malcolm Muggeridge, Jesus Rediscovered)
“Oh God, we thank thee for this universe, our great home; for its vastness and its riches, and for the manifoldness of the life which teems upon it and of which we are part. we praise thee for the arching sky and the blessed winds, for the driving clouds and the constellations on high. We praise thee for the salt sea and the running water, for the everlasting hills, for the trees and for the grass under our feet. We thank thee for our senses by which we can see the splendor of the morning, And hear the jubilant songs of love, and smell the breath of the spring-time. Grant us, we pray thee, a heart wide open to all this joy and beauty, and save our souls from being so steeped in care or so darkened by passion that we pass heedless and unseen when even the thornbush by the wayside is aflame with the glory of God. Amen.”
(Closing Prayer: Walter Rauschenbusch)
The reading from Malcolm Muggeridge, this morning, was pretty amazing for me. It was like someone was reading my mind. This is how I have felt for some time, now, especially this year.
This life is a gift, it is a blessed gift. But even though I am in no hurry to leave it, because Jesus has gifted me with a task to accomplish while I am still here, I am well aware that, as Muggeridge says, this earthly life can bring no lasting satisfaction, because I have been made aware of the glory that awaits me. Therefore, the prospect of death holds no terror for me.
It is no secret to those close to me that I have said for a number of months, now, that I am fully prepared to die for Christ. On the flip side of that, the idea that death holds no fear also means that life holds no fear. Therefore, I am also ready to LIVE for Christ, and I hope that is what I am accomplishing. This also, as Muggeridge also states, makes everything about this life even more beautiful.
I will admit that there are times when this world wearies me, and I wish I could leave it. But that is the circumstances of this world, the politics of it, which I loathe with a passion, that cause that feeling. I still see the world as a beautiful place; creation is a masterpiece. Whenever I get the opportunity to view mountains, forests, and seaside, I am enthralled with the majesty and glory of our God.
And truly (once again to echo Muggeridge) my love for those whom I do love has increased tenfold, a hundredfold, in recent months! This love that I feel, almost nonstop, is sometimes almost debilitating. That’s a good problem to have.
I also care nothing anymore for the accumulation of possessions, nor do I really care if I am noticed or thought to be important. In short (I know . . . too late), pretty much everything Muggeridge has said in this reading is firmly lodged in my soul because of Christ. I believe that this sentence is my favorite one in the reading: “A sense of how extraordinarily happy I have been, and of enormous gratitude to my creator, overwhelms me often.” This is so very true, and I believe that some of my family and friends could verify the truth of the statement for me.
Beautiful Savior, Lord of the nations, Son of God and Son of Man! Glory and honor, praise, adoration, now and forevermore be thine! I thank You, Jesus, that You have made me thus! For it is You, in Your grace and mercy, who have made me to no longer fear death, because life has no lasting pleasure for me. But let me not be misunderstood, because I do enjoy the life that You have given me; it is a blessed gift! But it holds no sway over me, any longer, because of Your wonderful gift to me, and the knowledge of what awaits me.
I long to see Your face; I long to see Your beauty; Your love is all-consuming, Jesus! Therefore, I have no fear of anything. But still, our enemy whispers lies to me, in order to attempt to get me to fear, and sometimes, he is, to a degree, successful. I pray that You would silence him, Lord! He cannot win. You have built up my faith; You have strengthened my hope; and You have created a stronghold in me that he cannot penetrate.
Thank You for Your creation, Lord. I will enjoy it as long as I am here, and I will thank You, daily, for it. But forbid it, Lord, that I should ever begin to love it more than Thee; just as I pray that I would never love my own life more than Thee. For my life is Yours, Lord Jesus, to do with as You will, for all eternity.
Thank You, my Jesus! Thank You, thank You, thank You!
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, amen!
Grace and peace, my brothers and sisters!