Monday, December 31, 2012

Evergreen

Salam.

All of sudden I want to talk about my SPM.

Once upon a time, somewhere in Cyberjaya in the sickbay, there live Anis Nadiah. She had been quarantine from other SSP community as she is infected by viral goiter. Because she has that goiter, the photography session for year book was also held at the same time. The still image of her with swollen left cheek were there until forever. Ahh.

At that time also, she sit for SPM trial in the sickbay. It was rather confusing, answering exams paper on the bed with people surrounding sleeping, safe and sound. Except for the supervisor of the sickbay, no one is taking care of my honesty and dignity while answering that paper. The subject was Additional Mathematics. ( Fun as third person finished. I will address me as 'I' now and onwards).

I was seriously not tempted to open the book, looking for the formula or any hint.

That was my trial paper and I think i can answer better with that environment.

Back to 2013, we are celebrating new year with non existent of water and a mineral bottle beside wc.

Happy new year!

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Eve

Salam.

Yesterday was my first time in FRIM, Kepong under purpose of attending friend's wedding.Then we went to Festival City, initial plan was just to wander around Taman Melati's area to find some Cendol but plan failed us. We were ended up in Festival City, SI did some shopping and we later thought of watching Life of Pi as I heard the reviews were all positive.

But the timing is only  okay at MBO Galaxy, Ampang instead of at Festival City as we have to rush for Asar and considering Maghrib prayer. So at 4.45pm, we decided to catch the screening at 5.40pm. Rushingly rushed we went to the parking lot and then only I realized that I have lost the parking ticket. Ciss. This was second time and RM50 was wasted for that. At 5.33pm only we managed to get out from Festival City and of course we did not manage to catch 5.40pm at MBO Galaxy Ampang. So change of plan here.

We then went to Mid Valley as there were available time for Life of Pi at 7.40 pm. Not only to know that there was only one (1) ticket left upon arrival. SI and me are not that hobbit by nature to share one seat in the cinema hall. Now change of plan number 2.

We headed to MBO Galaxy Ampang as there are Life of Pi at 8.00pm. We were fashionably late for 10 minutes but fortunately the movie was worth all the hassle. Pheww. I am going to get the book. Quote from Life of PI that stuck in my mind most was ' Above all, don't lose hope'.

We arrive home around 11.30pm because the parking lot at The Gardens was quite challenging for us. I have to rush to slumberland because I join Newton Run in the next morning.

At 4.30am later in the morning, Ikmal and me off to Kinrara for that run. I will be writing about Newton Run in the next post.

Good night people!








Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Don't Forget Me, Okay?

Salam.

My friend, S' mobile phone got stolen during one of the random series of pickpocket in the LRT. This gave me more reason to blog in the train. But worry not, S compensate herself just as fair.

I was more than lazy, lazy at the scale of eleven with ten is the highest, on Monday morning. I don't know, everything was not right to describe on my kind of laziness, it was not palpable as hunger, but it keep me glued to the bed just as strong.

To make matter worse, I didn't do anything to combat. I let myself drifted far too away until all the allocated fifteen days for annual leave is nil, all not wasted but most of them were for me and my bed reconciliation.

Two or a month ago, in one of the book I read, the author mention about her refusal to wake up in the morning. I, without any difficulties, really understand the feeling. She was like describing me, on Monday morning. I will quote her words sometime in the future. It was like explaining why we didn't eat certain food (for my case is corn) to someone who super fond of corn.

So that was me describing my laziness.





Sunday, December 16, 2012

Lucky Strike

Salam.

How to blog about a trip when my only contribution was only present on the day of the trip. So shame. Hehe

It was 4 day and 3 night stay but most of the first day was consumed for moving to one and another place. We depart from LCCT and arrived at Surat Thani an hour and half later. 30 minutes journey to the jetty and we were on ferry for 2 hour and a half later, we arrived at Dong Sak. From Dong Sak to Ban Kao took about 30 minutes. Ban Kao was where our villa located at. We arrived at the villa by, pardon but I can't remember. Hehe

We arrived and in awe of the villa. Wow ooo aaaa seriously!!!, was all that we shouted upon arrival. The pool inside the villa was so magnificent, giving me quite some idea for my imaginery house but I didn't dip myself in, fear on my sensitive skin.

End of part one. Cukupkan syarat on fulfilling the previous promise. More to come erm...

***

Jogging is the form of exercise that I prefer most. Second close is yoga eating. Third at distance is yoga.


***
I quoted the conversation between interviewer and interviewee as below;

Interviewer: So you donated 10% of your income to charity, right?

Interviewee : Erm yeah.

Interviewer : That was so nice of you.

Interviewee : But we didn't donate another 90%. So..

* So humble and so inspiring Chris Martin on an interview*

***

Bye! Thank you.


P/s : Just done with integration day at Avillion Resort and totally had fun. Pictures on it shared below.







Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Koh Samui Teaser

Salam.

I promise to blog about our trip to Koh Samui, but not tonight. I am still having that jet lag and laundry to do.

Till then, take care everyone! :)









Monday, December 3, 2012

Xylophone

Chris Martin 0.o

I figured what is the best birthday present for me for the next. It is Mylo Xyloto.

My car is not that savvy to be built in with USB player and I am not kind of girl that like wallpaper on my wall, so I am preferring CD over USB adapter. Thank you! Hehe

Good night people!




Saturday, December 1, 2012

Rustic Pink

Salam.

I am ditching my own personal book assignment tonight. That book was supposedly done by now but I am too distracted to continue on. I hop on internet, television, laundry and basically everywhere in my house but nothing close to the book.

How to tell but to not make people boring?
I am one of those boring people. I am not saying this as if it was cool to say so, but seriously, I am basically to no good when it comes to share story. During catching up session, I am usually the listener and commentator side of a conversation. Not many of the sharing was coming from me. (Come to doubt whether this is true, but I guess it is). It was in a very rare occasion the updates were coming from me, not that I am very reserving-reserved person, but I don't have up to par interesting facts to share.

 One good thing about catching updates with friends is the collecting thoughts. Isn't that irony that as a plain dull person I am, I am naturally friendly? Hahaha. Perasan much. Just kidding.

About collecting thoughts, we have to take one or two point from what happened in others' life into ours. It is not everything can be learned by own experience, we don't have that ample time to do so. Thus, having to learn from others experience is also a way I guess.

I want to end this quick, so bye bye!




Thursday, November 22, 2012

By All Means

Salam.

Should I blog or sleep?
I can't sleep, journey to slumberland is not as swift as usual tonight, major blame on the two cups of coffee, two cups of tea and impromptu run this late evening. Both my legs are crying for ointment right now, not only that I almost sprained my ankle this morning just twice because there were too much walking involved. (And of course I was not guilty wearing nothing close to flat today).

I was two second saved from accident today. A driver was reversing her car without looking at the rear mirror which is a really smart move by the way and not having reverse light functioning to make matter worse. Alhamdulillah for me is still intact. I did not mention the gender purposely.

I was lucky, not really consumed by the driver that having that unpleasant habit of double parking and left their handbrake freed. Yeah, very courteous of you, thank you. (Please have phone number ready by the steering or anywhere so that we can contact you to move your car, we can at least sense your urgency by looking at the paper- Me too have an A4 written with contact number in the drawer, in case of emergency). A gentleman assist us to push the car away, fortunately.

My elder brother wrote me quite a long email, telling how lucky he is to have been born as my father's son and all the thing people wrote on the birthday card and asked me to pass the message to father. I was almost touched reading the words. Not until I realized that father's birthday is actually on 21st October. Haha. Along was a month late wishing the birthday, hope father still would be impressed by the thought and sincerity. :)

If I don't write about this, I feel wronged by myself. Let us all pray for Gaza. The littlest thing we can do from here. Donation means were also publicized.

Good night and good morning.

Friday, November 16, 2012

Smile and Laugh

Salam.

Burdened by guilt in chest but to not stop hoping. Was all ready to enjoy pre-weekend at work today but this morning, something hold me back. Maybe yesterday was too much fun there is no more energy left to get up.

***
The air was thick, unsure due to infrequent dust-off or lacking in air circulation. Ignorance may let go all the way but annoyance may not be agree with this. For once, become annoyed leads to a very wise move.

With all judging eyes and all too blunt comment, sports wear may see some light, broom stick may feel human touch again and stupid box can serve better without unwanted layer of dry earth and pollen, after a while all this while.

The smell of changed sheet and clean towel, and clearer reflection at the dressing table welcome a major satisfaction and a brief smile. Admit it nowadays what that bring smile on a face is much more precious than what resulted to laughter. Nobody burst out laughing reminiscing their honeymoon memories. (Honeymoon comes to mind because I just saw Ojan & Rahmah honeymoon picture, if you wonder why honeymoon suddenly come to surface)

Hope sadness in Gaza will end soon. Amin.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Beyond or at the Tip

Salam.

It has been quite sometime I didn't write using my laptop. Too dependent on phone now I become. All blame to the laziness of mine and convenience of phone.

I managed to move on, no longer Shila Amzah's performance on repeat but replaced by Rapuh, Opick and One More Night, Alex Goot and Friends.

Sometimes I wish I wrote like Rumi, her words sound rhyme. I have been stalking her since my intern in 2009 (where there were too much free times,  I finished all Twilight during my intern days). I also enjoy her Formspring, her answers are all eye openers. I maybe bias because she is my girl crush at the moment but why don't you try stalk her too? You may get what I mean here. Her pictures are all nice too. Another fashion blogger I followed obediently is Childhood Flames, because of the simplicity and gardening idea.

I wear my black kurung today and if you familiar with baju kurung, we have zip usually at the left side of upper body and guess what, I forget to zip up and from morning till lunch time, my left side of upper body is exposed! And no wonder I felt extremely cold today, and too windy there.

Bye!




Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Things We Know to be True

Salam.

Went back for raya and regain the energy from home. All too positive to work, too grateful to God for all the blessing and felt major embarrasment for being slacking.

Despite all the competitiveness, I am still at my pace. As people are all finger-swiping the gadget and video pop up from it, I am still thinking hard on the attraction between negative positive atom, are they real?

That was some brief idea on my life progress, on my scale.

I can't talk much on this subject but I am seriously adore positive minders. I can't handle too much complains, if I have to, I would slowly fade myself from the situation. Part of selfishness deep inside me believe trouble shared is trouble doubled, which I can't really configure whether this part is consuming major or minor.

I am too happy to reunite back with my highschool friends. The talk was able to diminish some wrinkles on my face as I laugh really hard. Hope to have the moment again soon, insya Allah.

P/s : Talk to Lord, for anything is from Him.

Monday, October 29, 2012

Cash and Carry

Salam.

I do not carry much cash with me. Mother had some issue with this habit of mine, but I refute all her advices. This is purely because there are too much responsibility already within 2 RMfifty notes. (God has some way of remind me that I am pure Terengganu born and breed. Most of the time if I were to write, type anything that ends with N, the G will usually come as well. Just now I write within as withing).

Okay back to cash story. So just now I face a classic setback of not bringing cash around. I am on my way from Terengganu to KL and I want to buy some bread and drink as my late lunch. So yeah I don't have enough money. Out of 3 item, I have to remove one item because I have only RM3.80 with me. I remove the drink. Done paying, while walking to the bus, I thought I can't live without drink. So I went back to the shop, and putting on my serious face (because it was too shameful but I have to do the swap as it is matter of death and life), I took the drink and put back the bread. Out of embarrassment, I arrange back the bread to the shelves with single pat so the shopkeeper won't see me as girl with hole in the pocket without attitude. Impression is important here.

I will not buy anything from that shop again! Not in a year at least -_-"

I stole this picture from Nita's FB.hehe

Sunday, October 28, 2012

To not Believe is One Option, to Hope it is Necessary

Salam.

My short term wish is to have my skin clear and able to go out bare skin, without anything to conceal.

My long term wish is to have what I work today, worth. I want me in the future feel grateful in what I have become.

My short term wish, really, I hope won't take too long.

Selamat hari raya everyone! ;)

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Canyon

Salam.

I have to write this as I am afraid I might forget this significant bit - Keluarga Iskandar will have its second season!

I, stay up this late to finish this one ghost-ly book. First night I read it, I have nightmare and my on or rather off roomate, was forced to sleep as close as possible with me. This is due to the fact that I believe the fact that, if we sleep while making contact with other humanbeing, we will be safe from nightmare. This was evident for me.

The book that I read was Twenties Girl and I think there was nil case of people having nightmare after reading this, because this book is too hillarious. It happens to me I have that nightmare that I woke up and my back is drenched from sweat.

I know that I am hundred and five years late, but better late than never right. I am instantly reminded to both my grandmother ( as well as reminded that I am not really a good granddaughter). Okay this is maybe cue to call. As I am avid believer of karma, I don't want my grandchildren at constant state of forgetting their wicked grandmom too.

Have a good day!

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Hindsight

Salam.

I always have issue with unclosed drawers, doors or anything that is invented to be closed, unclosed.

A little bit update on yesterday's run, I was managed to cut 10 minutes from my usual record. As a casual runner, I thought to take that long to finish a 10-km run is not too bad, plus to someone that slept at 3.30 am the night before, there was not much I can expect.

About yesterday's run, it was by far, the worst organized one I had participate in. You may check the hate comments at the Facebok. They were flooding, since yesterday. While running, I was writing in my mind a whole blog post to comment on the run, lucky for you I forget them all now, or else this blogpost might be the entry with the most capitalized words. Too bad.

I am a bit sad that a Malay series that I am enjoying now is about to end real soon, the finale will be on this coming Tuesday. It was Keluarga Iskandar. I am sad, I need this series to have to its second season. Please, can we have petition or something on this? A petition must be on the right purpose and continuation on Keluarga Iskandar is one of the most righteous purpose, kan?

I figure that question about salary is not a friendly gesture to get a conversation livelier. It was no other than makes the person that throw the question shrinking small and shallow. Addressing a friend like 'This is Nihal, my friend from Company X, he earn this xx,xxx figure' - Why would we need the company remarks at the end? I don't understand that part. It is not like we are friends for that.

On the brighter note, I am totally agree that a habit will eventually become a value.

Bye!

p/s : I've Got Your Number is one entertaining book :)






Wednesday, October 10, 2012

No News is Bad News

Salam.

I think self reflection is one of the most significant bits in life. I figure I am one humanbeing that is hot-tempered. A single word can make my whole back felt like there are flaming fire, blood rises up to furthest hair strand(exaggerated) and my knuckles would turn into white. Wow writing this make me looks like a monster. Haha

I am in the train. A man just gave up his seat for me. So sweet. (I hope he didn't do that with the assumption that I am pregnant. So not cool pffft).

I have been thinking a lot. My master maybe had find some light. If 2013 is less threatening to my blood pressure, I am okay to pursue. The possibility that I will be married by 2013 is also counted in. If I were to be a wife in 2013, I think I will bid bye-bye to books and getting myself familiar with the kitchen.

My next run will be Nike KL Run on this Saturday. Wish us luck peeps! My other next run will be next Saturday night, Putrajaya Night Run. I hope to not be in sweeper van on the day. Amin.

I am about to reach my destination. Bye!

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Interior

First, I am covered by blanket on the bed, waiting for the urge to get up and ready for some jog. I have that habit of waiting until it is very too late, and then only I start to move.

Secondly, I just finished read this one book, chick-lit and I can't help from being comparing. One of the sentence that affected me most, "Garv and I are very together".

Okay. Now is very too late to move. I am rushingly rush to get ready to work some muscle now!

Bye!

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Walk the Talk

Salam.

I am still...listening to Shila Amzah, Asian Wave. Well maybe this song will stuck around for a month. Haha.

I feel slightly guilty, I think I have too many request unattended. It was not that I don't want to put any effort on it, seriously I did try my best. Maybe I need to do better in time management and focus more.

Bye!

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Teary-eyed Confession

Salam.

It has been a week.

I don't know when is the hype going to stop. I erm, I've been watching video of Shila Amzah performing during Asian Wave  for past 5 or 6 days. It was always like this, if I were too obsessed with a person, or song, I will put the song on repeat for at least a week. I guess this has something to do with the meaning of my name, Nadiah, which means loyal. (OMG kalau zikir takpelah jugak). I was once, bought three pairs of same shoes because I love the design. So yes, after first pair worn and tear, I bought the next two pair. After third pair, I thought it was too ridiculous to buy the same shoes for more than three times, hence the shoes evolved.

And current item that I can't bear to lose is my sunglasses. I bought it because Kristen Stewart wore this cat-eye shape shades during visiting her mother in second installment of Twilight, Eclipse and because of my obsession over Kristen and Robert (this obsession was long past now-don't laugh), I have to find the same shape. The most I can do to get close to Robert Pattinson by that time is by liking and imitating his girlfriend, right? Haha

Kristen's sunglasses

The closest sunglasses that I able to find
My attempt was a bit skewed, but at least the pointy tip is there. Haha

I love to sit beside driver if I am one of the passenger, because I can put on my sunglasses without people judging. I  need to have the sunglasses because my eyes can't really stand the sun ray and I can get all teary-eyed without it. Sensitive eyes I have here. But people just don't understand, poor me :P. However, I will be a bit upset too, if my roadtrip day happens to be not sunny, I don't have concrete reason to put on sunglasses. Hence less glamorous look in the picture. Haha

If you would like to be in awe with Shila as well, here is the compilation. Stolen from generous youtube.



Have your mind blown! 


Friday, September 21, 2012

Mending Lies and Knit Brows

Salam.

I am a bit too excited to sleep tonight, well tomorrow is Friday, I should not sour my good mood tonight.

I read my xanga, (see how good for nothing is this stay up became?). I started blog because I need constant medium to tell, and it was obvious I write better things back then. Haha. But when it comes to how many views I got for each blogpost, it was beyond humiliation. Any idea on how to get rid of the 'views'?

I know that I should sleep, but I thought I want to have some celebration over what happened today. Something is happened, which make me think, what kind of boss I will become one fine day (provided the necessity of panjang umur and murah rezeki). I hope to be one that benefits all. Amin.

Bye.




Monday, September 17, 2012

Star studded

Salam.

Mind blowing Shila!


***
This long weekend doesn't seem enough. I was going back and forth in between social events and family commitment. To say that out loud makes me realize growing up is not an easy process. I was fallen sick in between, having no rest and hopefully able to make the best out of it.

I was wounded, not once but for many. Tried to calm down and distract myself by shifting my attention (which I looked best at it). It was somehow helpful. But seriously I hope that kind of feeling will not come again, as I have no idea whether I will be able to face it again.

Reading chick-lit is good, as it was entertaining. But reading chick-lit or engrossed too much may weaken us, personality as a girl/woman. This is because there was too many whining remarks, weepy and sympathetic characters develop within insignifantly. As if it is okay to whine always.

I have a 3-hour assessment on next Thursday, I don't know what the fellow assessor (called technical professional- which the name creeps me a little) will question me, but silently I pray wearing smile will be enough. By Friday, I am the happiest person alive. That one is for sure.

I am sending off my brother at KLIA now. His next job will be about 8-month, and he will be back somewhere in June. Our line of job are totally different, which I sometimes hope we can switch our job because truthfully, I think working and meeting people is exhaustive. Dealing and faking a smile was something I am now quite master at. My brother job I think more to deal with stars and ocean, no counterparts (with emotional-attached being) which I long for that kind of job. But to think lowly of others' job is unfair. We never know what are their challenge. Hence I am grateful enough working with my beloved company.


Sunday, September 9, 2012

Triplet

Salam.

Yesterday I was in Melaka, attending Naddy's open house with few girlfriends. The get together session was awesome, reminds me so much on our much younger days. (hint: sitting on the sharp grass ignoring the pain just to have the picture taken).

On Sunday, I received call from Ina to have her cousin's wife sent to Medical Centre at Bangsar. Cousin of Ina was suddenly collapse during his marathon. Something to do with his heart, and he in comatoseness. We  rushed to the medical centre, drop his wife at emergency unit and off I went to parking area. I lost at the parking area because the system was so not helpful :(

Just received good news from Ina that his cousin is already regain conciousness.

Off to civil mini gathering, it was Taman Melati clans' open house. Again, after not meeting each other for few months, the reunion didn't seem like we lost contact that long. Thanks to technology :)

I am queueing up for KFC right now, decided to write because the service allow me to, I have to wait for a bit as the waiter and waitress did not seem sufficient.


Thursday, September 6, 2012

On What I Manage to

Salam.

On the way back home, wondering what will be my dinner. Bump into Rose and her boyfriend, Rafi, chit chat for a bit and later only I realized I still didn't manage a boyfriend. (OMG sounds so desperate here).

I started to read again, able to flip 2 pages and done for the day. Seriously reading is really the best sleeping pills.

I am so excited to decorate our final house. Been hopping here and there and up till now, after having stayed in about 10 address, the only one I remember is my first house. For the rest, I need to call mother to confirm on the number, road etc etc. Often times, my mail went to my neighbour house, because I am not sure my house number is 32 or 33 or 23 or 22 (even now at this very moment).

After been reading Kasih Aleeya's blog, about how sudden her brother 'left', I can not help but whatsapp on my younger brother everynight. We used to talk for hours during my UTP time, talking crap and now, come to think again, it has been a while we didn't contact each other that close.

There are 8 stops to my house fromm Masjid Jamek, now reaching 7th stop. Have to end write this quick because I didn't master writing while walking just yet. With that, bye!

Monday, September 3, 2012

One More Will Come

Salam.

See? It is Monday that I always inspired to write. Hehe. I am at McD now, waiting for Maghrib for Ina to breakfasting. Last weekend was one full of calori weekend. Alhamdulillah for the time spent with friends and for the delicious food.

While waiting for your friend at the toilet, no place that you stand will make you feel less awkward. (referring to my current location now)

One or two things I learned, always think good about what future holds you (provided we make effort on it).

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Saturday, August 25, 2012

Random Family

Salam.

Hola! Selamat hari raya everyone!

This year raya was awesome, the off day was a bit longer, and alhamdulillah for the awarded family.

I visit family and relatives' grave on the first day raya, and never success to leave the graveyard without smudged eyeliner.

My father is 49-year-old, his health is still okay thanks to his exercise regime every morning. But one thing I can't help but wonder, is there any other father buying stick for future usage? Hahaha. So I am back and father brag about his tongkat, saying he will need tongkat later, so better prepare now. And off he go, walking around with his tongkat, walking in halt with wobbly leg.

My father hair cut is short (see picture below), like a soldier. One day he thought he wants to be stylish, so he don mother's hairband and walk around, prancing the hairband but no one noticed. Hahaha. At last, he had to ask, didn't I look handsome wearing this?

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Gifted Child

Salam.

I googled on child prodigy today and I stumbled upon many interesting facts. Such a mind blowing fact, eye opener and Malaysia ranked as 10 on the laziness chart. Interesting. 

I came across this. The video show one of a child prodigy. Cute. 




Saturday, August 4, 2012

Appreciative

Salam.

My brother, had three accidents in his life and I hope the third one will be the last. All three are major, but the last one had affected him most. He was on the way to the field for rugby practice from campus, on a rainy day, riding superbike Ninja with his friend. Along the way, maybe his friend got excited, he speed up until at one point reaching 180km/h, my brother warned him to slow down, slow down a bit, now is raining and we may skid, but his friend refused to listen. So the expected thing happen, my brother said suddenly he was laying on the road, his hand was reaching for his other pair of slipper, while extending his arm, he realize the pain, while trying to get  up, he realize his leg was in agony as well. So he stay seated, while the crowd coming in. He could not locate his friend initially, just because his friend was thrown into the big drain.

He was rushed to the nearest hospital, by a gentleman and the treatment begin.

It was just two days after I finished my internship and we (parents and me) went to his campus to pick him up. From what he told in phone, we all expect only small cut and wound, so we were worry less. But right after we reached at his room, seeing his face, I can't walk. Tears started streaming down. Only half of his face was his face, others were red dry wound. Only half of the body was skin, others were all wound, same goes to his leg. He can't talk well, because the dry wound stiffened his cheek. He can't really walk too, as the knee is wounded and if he were to fold his knee, the wound will start to cut open and bleeds again.

So, to cut story short, that was his 14 days in his life, he doesn't took shower.

His friend, that ride the bike were having no injuries, just a small cut and sit for the exam as usual on the next week. The accident were just a week shy from their exam day. My brother, in contrary, had to skip his exam.

From the last time I spoke with my brother about this accident, he still blame the friend for the scar and for missing out the exam, and obviously the friendship ruined. I believe he is still angry. I asked him to forget and forgive, his reply was, 'With the scar in my face that he caused because he didn't slow the bike after I've warned him so many times, that I will see for everytime I look to the mirror, I don't know how I can forgive him'.

So be careful and not driving like a lunatic just to look cool.

Bye bye.

* Here is my other favourite blog. Feel free to visit, your life will be more colorful afterwards! :)


Monday, July 30, 2012

One Fine Day, on Everything

Salam.

I am contemplating, either to blog or to not. But I succumb to the former. Let just have a small update and see how it goes. But seriously, when I thought I want to write something, I am totally clueless now. My life is okay, I've watch football game at stadium for the first time. Thanks to my Along for the ticket. :)

I ate some shrimp-base food day before yesterday, and my skin has been acting up again. I stop the medication because I thought I am completely recovered but boy I was wrong. To wake up with the familiar tight burning red and peel-off skin in the morning was something I hope I won't ever feel again. Panic attack  and text parents at 4am for the medicine. I ask their help to mail me the medicine for the forth batch and seriously this time I will only eat the allowed food for me. Apparently, I can't eat seafood and egg-based food, oily and spicy were on the big no-no list as well. I have been good for the past 4 months and one cheat day was enough to ruin a 4 month-effort. Now, I have to start all over again. I decide to stop consuming the medicine because I suspect the medicine contribute in me gaining weight. I am not much of weight-watcher type of girl but I am seriously not comfortable with anymore gaining kgs ;/

But life must go on. I am one of the lucky that only tested on something I am afford to make amendment.



Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Life and Balance

Salam.

The phase is here. One stage when I feel writing is no longer needed. I tried to make writing on regular basis, because when I am writing, I did think and analyze on my life, on what I was lacking at and on what I should improvise.

But now, I just slept the thought away. I thought I am too busy on some self-improvement.

*
This year fasting month, I hope I can enjoy the sweetness of devotion towards Allah. Last time, I've been to busy with the food and raya preparation, I took Ramadhan for granted. One of my favourite Malay author is Hlovate, one for she wrote in anonymonity and second for the advices that are too relevant to my life.

One of her book had touch on how we, Malaysian were too engrossed in preparing for Syawal, we were too much lacking here and there in celebrating Ramadhan. Talking ill and dress inappropriately were still there. God has prepare us this time to multiply on our Pahala, but still we are at loss if the sin is still there. Check and balances of our deeds are still scary.

As I am writing this, I sound like 'Anis nie macam good-good aje nak preach orang'. I am not, and will try to improve.



Sunday, July 1, 2012

Others but You

Salam.

Monday need some boost :)


"Do the difficult things while they are easy and do the great things while they are small."
Lao Tzu



"Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, To everyone you can."
Ancient Advice

"Life is like a book we can either study it or let it gather dust on the shelves of the world."
Rene Godefroy


"The best years of your life are the ones in which you decide your problems are your own. You do not blame them on your mother, the ecology, or the president. You realize that you control your own destiny."
Albert Ellis


"You will get what you want, when you stop making excuses on why you don't have it."
Author Unknown



"Let others lead small lives, but not you. Let others argue over small things, but not you. Let others cry over small hurts, but not you. Let others leave their future in someone else's hands, but not you."
Jim Rohn


"Keep on going, and the chances are that you will stumble on something, perhaps when you are least expecting it. I never heard of anyone ever stumbling on something sitting down."
Charles F. Kettering

Bye bye!

New Air

Salam.

Where am I now? I am at car wash, waiting for the service.

I've move to a new rental house. I am, a bit, sad to leave a house that I've stayed for about a year, which is the first house after done studying. Everything were too comfortable, which trigger for some move, even a tad bit far and unexpected. But life must go on 😃.

At my new place, I am excited to decorate my room. My bedsheet is of course white, and the process of putting colors will continuously progressing. I am not perfectionist, but when it comes to my own 'territory', I like it to be spacious and that is the main reason even a bolster is nil on my bed, let alone teddy bear.

I can't wait to have my face skin completely healing. Hopefully everything will be okay before this Raya or else, there will be a lot of explanations need to mend.

Bye bye and take care!

Monday, June 25, 2012

Array of Events

Salam.

Yesterday, we had our third run. I thought my performance was worst because it was too humid and there were too many people, (I heard about 30,000 people joining?). It was pure luck I was able to finish, seriously.

If you remember a line about me tempted to do half marathon some time before 25, please just ignore that. Did I write that with sanity attached, I wonder too.

There were also a couple of husband and wife joining with a stroller, and their baby was deep asleep in it. Lucky baby to have experience that precious moment. I wonder if I will be able to run together with my future partner,? *batting eyelashes although well aware yours truly not really cute doing this*.

Did you still struggling with everyday's mundane? If you are still, erm, maybe it is time to stop now. It was a year journey already, and I gave up on giving up. Life is uphill battle and its value is of course magnificient at the peak. The easiest way to get motivated is by imagining parents' smile, grin and tears of happiness. Just close your eyes and imagine them, never giving up on believing their children are the best and knowing that, did we dare to ruin their dream?

Goodluck for us on everyday's event. Slacking and tripping here and there is the norm, but not standing up again is optional.

Bye bye!

Sunday, June 17, 2012

To Have the Table Turned

Salam.

It is always Sunday at night I become chatty in the blog and there is a lot I want to share. To kill the Monday blues' dread and to shift my attention to something else.

Pasar Malam is always welcoming and warm. It has been a long while I didn't visit any pasar malam and yesterday, doing the bargain and buying tasty traditional food, I felt jolt of excitement.

Durian is good too. Had the chance to taste the Musang King last week and started to look for more, but it is too far away. Sepang away from Ampang.

My ignorance has been the topic for teasing me. I am ignorant like a guy usually ignore their partner and it was once proven when I did this personality test. It was somehow made me sad. Being ignorant is not something I am intended to do, it was like I am born with it. And some emotional attached feeling that girls usually did, that required my attention, is where I am lacking at. I am sorry and will slowly become less ignorant. Hehe. Ignorance is after all not really a bliss.

Last but not least, be thankful if you are reading this. At somewhere we didn't aware of, there are people that breathing their last breath, that sleeping on the sand covered by no roof, eating their only left food not knowing what to eat tomorrow; not because there are plenty of options to choose, but because there are none.

Live with continuous improvement, less whining on the net and be ashamed everytime we think of whining, as there are already a lot of blessing awarded.

Bye!

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Please Don't Judge

Salam.

I am now official fan of Park Ji Sung, thanks to Running Man for intoducing him to me. Haha.

Yesterday, I had my jogging as my preparation  for next run which will be in 3 weeks time. It was hard at this moment to do the practice, as works are piling up and to go back at 6 is quite impossible as meeting and discussion dominates most of the initial hours. I am trying not complain as I am slowly love (love word maybe strong but seems okay here)  but yeah, gradually comfortable with the task.

I usually don't have any problem when running, as I heard and noticed some of my friends tell me they got some uneasiness at stomach, limb, knee or even breathing while running. I don't usually experience that. So when my friends complain I usually can't relate but I just wear my poker face and tell that maybe due to fatigue of muscle or something. I sound like boasting here. No I am not. I just want to share on some strange thing here. Today was my first time I experienced the infamous black-out that people always had. It was one split second the light is off and I can't see, and then the world is spinning. It was odd and all I know I am going to die.Overreacting I was, overreacted I am, as usual. It was my first time and I hope will be the last.

 I blame the free coffee they provide. And lack of sleep as well as now I am doing this.

I wish to have larger group of running buddy. It was hard to convince people to join, as running doesn't grow money or pretty face, it will only give you calm. I don't really aim for full marathon but I am really tempted to join half distance, hopefully before 25.

I don't play any computer games or any games at handphone (please excuse Draw Something, but already I am retired) but I guess the feeling of finishing certain distance is like winning up until certain levels. It was all I can think about.

Bye bye.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Rubik

Salam.

I have met a young woman that is so positive I never heard any whiny remarks coming from her. That made me feel  ashamed, low and shallow. Come to think of that, in a way it is good because I can get motivation and inspiration from closest means, and continuously of course if I am thinking right.

I am approaching 25-year-old. I never am excited on the stacking numbers, because living through the number will only reminds that we are getting closer and closer to eternal. It was like having watching sandglass everytime, and knowing the thinning sand at the top is our remaining chances, I am afraid. Hopefully  we all will be able to do as many good deeds and one thing I am most insecure at, is to have everyone I have done wrong to forgive me. I will try to forgive everyone too, no I will forgive everyone too, as my littlest preparation.

I have one small attempt to be done in my life. I want to omit unnecessary things in my life. "I need a house, I don't need a big house". You know that kind of thinking, so I will always feel contented.

I've heard from someone, in life we will go through a few moments when the call is given, the call to start  on charity,  the call to stop getting angry on unnecessary, the call to dress properly, the call to stop saying bad about others,  which in layman term, we known it as Hidayah. The wise sayings goes, when you received a call, answer it. First, as the chances are rarely recurring.Second because of our ticking clock.

Bye bye and take care :)

Sunday, May 27, 2012

A Day with Big Sister

Salam.

Close friends know my fondness of watching movie and today, since I have nobody to accompany me, I bring along my little cousin to watch Men in Black. It was first time for him, even his parents haven't had the gut to bring him for movie as he can't stay still for long, but I overtook the challenge and drag him. Eceh (puke if you may)

So I thought bringing kid to the movie was low hanging fruit kind of task. I was damn wrong. I was sweating throughout the outing. Was lucky enough not to wear heels today or else you maybe caught me barefooted chasing after a boy. Haha

The moment in movie hall was more challenging. You are not recommended to bring a small kid for movies as you will be spending most of the time explaining rather than watching. Haha. Nevertheless, this will not be the last time for my cousin, Is and me watching movie together. I will bring him along again in the future. It was good kind of bonding moment to us.

And I think I get it now why my elder colleagues that married are really not updated with the movies.


Friday, May 25, 2012

Wave from Wrong Direction

Salam.

If you remember I had share here before that I am a big fan of Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart, I already get over them. My obsession now shifted to something and someone else. The similarity for both my obsessions are they are both white.

I watched Korean series a lot. A whole lot that I am actually quite uncomfortable to divulge here. I always wonder where does all my time go, now I know. Below are among the list, let me do the ranking of my preference.
  1. Secret Garden - Too funny. I laughed at most of the time watching.
  2. Beethoven Virus - This one is too realistic. I was all teary because of this movie.
  3. Rooftop Prince & Sunkyunkwan Scandal - Both I am partially biased because Micky is in here.
  4. Moon that Embrace the Sun - If Micky in here, I would rank this as my favourite. 
  5. King 2 Hearts - I like this because iron lady potrayed in here.
  6. Autumn in My Heart & Stairway to Heaven - I watch this because mother.
  7. You are Beautiful & Playful Kiss - Not my cup of tea.
You know halfway doing this, I think I will stop here. Because I am afraid that someone google this Korean series will land onto my blog and read the craps here and frustrated they be because of this. 

I will stop and will share something beneficial for all. Err something I hope beneficial.Bye!