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she danced like a bird, always the star of our dance..

she sang like a star, soft and full of emotions..

she acted like a pro, always the main character in our dramas..

she gave speeches, story-telling.. like no one ever had done at our school..

she inspired others, she was idolised by the juniors..

she loves details of things she saw.. the earrings on the performers, the shades on the mountain, the colors of the river..

she is a perfectionist.. she picked the most perfect photos for her ig..

She is a wanderlust.. she been to every continents and experienced the most..

She is my true friend, she comforted me with a pat on my shoulder.. she always there for me.. she never turns me down even i requested her to do things she didn’t want to… she listened to me.. she defended for me..

you are now gone.. just like other super stars… you are always the brightest star in my heart.

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32岁生日

生日咯!
今年生日不一样。 大部分的时间在家做喜欢的事。。。 那就是陪一个重要的人。
一个我爱的人, 一个看到我会手舞足蹈的人, 一个到了夜晚会等我的人, 一个我愿意付出所有的人,一个我一滴一滴奶喂大的人。。。

好快乐的一天。。。

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我的儿子

宝贝, 我们相处已经六个月了。。。 自从你从妈妈肚子冲出来以后,妈妈就一滴一滴的奶,把你喂的那么丰满,妈妈很有耐性, 妈妈也要颁个最佳合作奖给你!!

今天可以没人干扰我们俩。 妈妈可以这样好好的看着你。。。

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妈妈永远爱你哟!

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一辈子

还有3天,我将会成为他的合法妻子了。 这是我的决定。。 没有人逼我。。

可能是到了迟婚的年龄吧。。 有无限感慨。。 无限期盼。。 常常眼张张的看着他,他就是我下辈子要生活在一起的男人。一个才认识没到3年的人。。 就快变成一个你要对着的一辈子的男人。 好奇怪。。 好玄!

请麻烦大家祝我们好运吧!我嫁人去咯!

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Chapter xx+1: Learning about Life

Most of the time we just have to learn to accept that life doesn’t follow what you want it to be.

I look up at the sky, I can see a blue and bright sky above me. I should feel happy for the weather, I should feel happy that I have lots of lovely people around me and they do like me, I should feel happy that I am doing things i like to do if life…  However, life just not always go in the way you want to be, especially when things have to deal with another party.

I haven’t been blogging for a long time and kind of running out of words, but I would like to share what I’ve learned for now in short.

1. See what is painted for you to see. Do not look for what is behind the scene.

2. Do what you think you should do for the best of what belongs to you.

3. Nothing is perfect, accept what is not perfect.

4. Do not always expect things go what you want it to be.

5. Do not try to be an detective if you are not, it drives your brain crazy and will cause serious headache.

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拥有你,就像拥有全世界

“拥有妳,就像拥有全世界”曾经有人对我说过这句话。。 当时我听了后感觉甜甜,也有点自豪。。 心想:“我有这么厉害吗?? 什么都搞得掂?”

“拥有你,就像拥有全世界”如今我对着他说了这句话。。 我一告诉他我的问题,他立刻就可以想出一个可行的方法。。 一次又一次。。 在他身边,我觉得自己很不聪明。。傻傻钝钝的。。 心想:“我怎么这样都想不到?? 什么都搞不掂?”

但迷迷糊糊中。。 我觉得自己很幸福。。 好像有个笑面佛一直在保佑我。。 一直在叮咛我。。 啊弥陀佛。。。

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31.12.2008

31.12.2008 11:46pm

一个人坐在电脑前面,看着快过去的2008。。。。
2008 过得真快。。 有痛,有乐,有喜,有得,有失。。。
通常伤心难过的事,往往会盖过快乐的事。。。 一直在想2008过得有多难, 有多曲折啊!

我想感谢那些有在2008年给过我快乐时光的人。。 谢谢大家。。 那些给了我痛苦的人。。 谢谢你们给我这些考验。。 真难得考验。。

以前常常认为New Year Eve 应该过得疯狂些。。 现在想想。。 是最好好好反省的时候了。。 好。。 下定决心!! 第一个New Year Resolutions 是。。。 2009的New Year Eve 一定要在外国过!!!

Happy 2009 to all of you!

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8… 18… 28…

8 岁的我。。。有位姐姐。。我长的黑黑瘦瘦。。 大约有140CM 高了。。 在文莱最大的华校就读2年级。。 那年第一次请同学到家里Party。。。 还特地早4天庆祝,因为生日那天搭飞机到香港。。。还在机上切蛋糕。。 那年后。。 我就没再回到香港了。。

When Snail was 8,  she has 1 elder sister… she was tan and skinny, was in Primary 2 in the Brunei’s Largest Chinese School.. had her 1st birthday party with frens at home 4 days before the actual day.. as she was flying to Hongkong on the Actual Day… another cake session on the plane..

Yee Suan in Blue, the Little gal is Yee Chian, the one in Red is Hsiaovun
Yee Suan in Blue, the Little gal is Yee Chian, the one in Red is Hsiaovun
Celebrate 8th Yrs old Birthday on Plane
Celebrated 8th Yrs old Birthday on Plane

18岁的我。。。 有位姐姐。。 也有位妹妹。。 我比较白了。。 也比较胖了。。 在吉隆坡读Diploma。。。 那年终于可以合法去Pub了。。 泰国餐。。 1 Utama 逛街。。。

When Snail was 18, she has 1 elder sister, 1 younger sister… she was fairer and Chubbier… was studying Diploma in KL.. it was the year when she can enter pubs legally… celebrated at a Thai Restaurant followed by shopping at One Utama…

When Snail was 18th

When Snail was 18th

28岁的我。。。 有位姐姐。。 也有位妹妹。。 也有位弟弟。。。 我因为过多户外活动。。 而更黑了。。 也胖了。。 在汶莱工作。。 在我这行圈圈里,总算有点名气。。 除了一两普通拿来行动的车,几份工作, 没有多少数位的银行簿子之外。。 我还在寻梦。。。 有的是几个CD的旅行照片, 许多国内外的朋友。。。 虽然如此, 但我知道,当我无能力再往外跑时。。 回头看看。。 我想, 我依然会。。 脸带微笑。。。

祝蜗牛28岁生日快乐。。

Snail is 28, she has 1 elder sister, 1 younger sister, 1 younger brother… she is very active in outdoor sports,  and hence she is abit darker now.. she has a car, several jobs, CDs of travel photos, Friends…  and i’m still chasing for my dreams..   Some day.. some where… when she looks back on the things she has done, she knows she will put a big smile on…

Happy 28th Birthday to Snail..

回头看看,依然脸带微笑。。

回头看看,依然脸带微笑。。

Snail checking out her 1st 28th birthday cake

Snail checking out her 1st 28th birthday cake

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I went to KL last week to bring my younger sister to her University. Her  University of Nottingham (Malaysia Branch) is located in Semenyih, a very remote area of Selangor.

When we entered the university, there was a huge ponds with ducks. the Campus is huge and there are several buildings with vending machines, elevators, and of cos the students. My mum said that this place looks like the campus of University of Exeter where my elder sister used to study.

At that point of time, Ouch… i felt a pinch in my heart… something is missing in my life.. i don’t have any University Campus life..

I was in Inti college Subang Jaya, where the place was like another Secondary School…  i heard they renovated the place and its very different now.. I can’t find any picture of the Old Inti College in Subang Jaya.

I then moved to Apiit, where the institute was in one of the building at Damansara Height. Apiit was occupied few floors from 9th floor onwards, taking lift to classes in formal business attire made me feel very executive at that time.
No lakes, no grass fields, no trees, We have to take picture in this commercial office Building


Although we had to wear formal business attire, but it still can’t stop us students from being a student. Coco you rock! 

I talked to Kokwei, Jason and Kenneth about how i felt, they all felt the same as me. Jason told me that at least a lot of companies prefer Apiit students. *really?? sure or not??*

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We brought you to us, We brought you here.

We introduced you to them and they Introduced you to others.

They needed you, they were looking for you.. yes, they were looking for you.

We were happy for whom you had became after a year…

But now, We can’t have you anymore, Sorry, you have to leave us now..

its not your fault, its not our fault, its not my fault…

… End of The chapter …

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