
Autumn has started to seep into the deep south. It’s cooler at night but still hot during the day. Some leaves are falling with the gentle breezes. This is my favorite time of year. I haven’t been driving much this summer as my car refused to get cool. It’s vintage, like me, and I thought it was just on its last legs. Teddy took it to the auto shop last week and they fixed it!! Freon was leaking out of a broken pipe and now the air-con gets too cold. Fabulous and just in time for winter…
I changed my CDs (old skool) in the car and was enjoying zipping about listening to blues music. As I turned down the country lane to our community, there was a traffic jam. So much so that no more cars could turn onto the road. I thought, perhaps, it was roadworks – the road has plenty of potholes. As I inched closer, I saw that it was a funeral at our old graveyard. Suddenly, I felt so sad, even though I have no idea who had died. I have written before about this graveyard – still beautifully maintained by the community with gravestones going back to the late 1800s. This is my original post – The vultures sealed the deal
The plots are all owned by local families, some of whom may have been here since that date. It was one of the most charming aspects to our new community. Our neighbor is the son of a local man who owns 20 acres. When we moved to this part of Texas, 21 years ago, these farms were all intact with forested land. There are still farms and trees but we have encroached onto something that would have been idyllic. Ever since we left Glasgow, we have been incomers to various foreign lands. Despite the current climate, we feel at home in Texas but we still don’t belong.
I felt sad for all the change I have seen in my lifetime and perhaps for what might have been. My lovely air-conditioned house is truly a blessing, especially with modern insulation, but it is part of the problem. One part of me is truly grateful to have all the mod cons, and a car, but I realize that the pace of our technological breakthroughs affects our environment. When I was young, Glasgow was smoky and black with coal fired generators. After the Clean Air Act (1956 and 1968) and the discovery of natural gas in the North Sea, it seemed like we could have a better future.
Before we went crazy with Halloween costumes, this was a special time of year for our ancestors. The autumnal equinox, changing of the seasons and death of the summer. Samhain and Dia de los Muertos are ancient festivals that have been tweaked to appease our desire for FUN. Death is an important part of earth’s cycle and every creature on it. We should both honor and celebrate it. The more I thought about the early settlers in this area, my mind wandered to all the native Americans who lived here. I wonder what they thought of all those European settlers ‘sharing’ their land.
Communities have evolved from time immemorial. Neanderthals bred with Homo Sapiens. My DNA profile is so varied, it seems like my ancestors had a competition to see how many groups they could interbreed with! Scientific progress has allowed me to know that my ancestors were Mexican. With my mostly Irish heritage and a smidge of Native Mexican, I embrace both Halloween and Dia de los Muertas. I honor my ancestors (even the naughty ones) and I choose to feel both happy and sad in autumn.
Enjoy the season!







































