Sultry Memories

In the darkest hour of the night..
In the deepest comfort of my covers..
In the depths of my memory..
I reflect back on that night..
Relishing the feel of your hands all over my body..
Reminiscing on the taste of your lips on mine..
Recalling the way your voice sounded as you whispered my name hoarsely.
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In this quiet, dim room I long for you..
I desire the soft caress of your callused hands..
I crave the heaviness of your body on top of mine..
I desire the raw passion that burns between us..
I yearn for the euphoria of our intertwined bodies..

A lonely existence

Since nobody will choose me..
I choose myself..
Since I am always a second thought..
I will be my first priority..
Since I have always been a second option..
I will be my first option..
Since I cant express my hurts..
I will write them down instead..
Even though they are all around me..
I live a lonely existence..

light

Even in the darkest of day..
Even in the gloomiest of nights..
Even in the shoddiest of seasons..
Your smile is all I need..
To light up my soul..

My Heart

My heart hurts..
My head lays heavy..
My chest feels empty..
My hands shake..
My lungs cant draw breath..

My eyes stay wet..
Is this what heart break is..

More

She gives him all her being
He takes and gives nothing
She gives him more

My First Heart Break

They say a mother’s love is all encompassing
A mother’s love is power
A mother’s love gives sustenance
A mother’s love heals wounds
A mother’s love embraces the heart and soul

She birthed me
She raised me
She fed me
She loved me
But never as much as she did my kin

She birthed her before me
She put her on a pedestal
She nourished her
Mind body and soul
She adored her
More than she ever did me

They say a mother’s love is all encompassing
But my mother’s love is fickle and conditional


A mother’s love gives power
But my mother’s love makes me weak and frail


A mother’s love gives sustenance
But my mother’s love leaves me yearning and famished


A mother’s love heals all wounds
But my mother’s love breaks me and creates deep gashes


A mother’s love embraces your heart and soul
But my mother’s love shatters my heart and cracks open my soul



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