My heart carries a burden..
So heavy it feels like I carry a dead dragon
Dragging me down its as if I’m pulling a wagon
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An Affair Part 2
We walked into the room and the air around us crackled
The air felt charged. With electricity. With lust
The tension that filled the room felt as if it would choke us
He held my hand gently, yet firmly
Giving me a chance to release if I wanted to, but urging me to come
Stopping in the middle of the dimly lit room
The whole room light with candles
Making the room even more sexy, alluring, utterly intoxicating
With one look he asked a question,
“Are you sure about this? Do you want this?”
Instead of an answer I leaned in for a kiss
The kiss starting off sweet, gentle, tentative even
Quickly turning passionate, hungry, impatient
His hands sliding across my body, making me dizzy
Gliding across every part of my body
Our bodies pressed tightly against each other
Clothes haphazardly torn off in a frenzy of want and need
Just when I think he is about to take me roughly
He slides down, gets on his knees and looks up at me
Slowly lifting up my thigh to rest on his shoulders
He devours me hungrily, like a man starved
Every nibble, every lick, every suck drawing me closer to nirvana
In that moment there is no regret, no guilt
No other feeling than utter bliss..
Kisses
Yours..
I watch you..
Walking around the dimly lit room..
Your robe hanging lose around those broad shoulders..
And I feel a shiver roll down my spine..
A light tremble travels through my body..
Salivating over the delicious ways we were intertwined..
Merely hours back..
My eyes travel slowly back up to your face..
Where our eyes lock into each other..
Your lips start moving into s slow smirk..
As if you have seen every dirty thought running through my head..
In that moment I knew..
You have already captured every part of me..
Mind, body and soul..
I am yours..
light
In darkness I lay
Soul snatched by the devil in disguise
searching for the light I lament
Take Me
I stand by the window..
Looking at the beautiful starry night sky..
Wishing he could feel my ache..
The longing in the pit of my being..
The uncontrollable urge to be taken..
Looking back at him laying peacefully..
A small smile on his face as he slumbers..
Off in dreamland he rests..
As I keep looking over his beautiful, manly body..
I wonder if he knows how he makes me feel..
I wonder if he knows how his touch makes me shiver..
If he knows how I wish we could be connected forever..
How his kisses melt me into a soaking dripping mess..
How his glance caresses my soul..
Oh how I crave him..
How I yearn for those slow wet trails of kisses across my neck..
How I’m needy for his calloused hands all over my body..
How I hanker for him to take me leisurely..
As if he has all the time in the world..
How I wish for the deep, slow, torturous thrusts..
Looking deep into my soul.. Stealing it away with a simple perusal..
How I desire the slow ascension to the explosion..
Building, and taking us higher with every second..
How I hunger for that sexy, hoarse way he whisper my name..
As we explode into oblivion in each other’s arms..
Oh how I need to be taken..
light
And then You disappeared
I thought we were friends
I thought I could trust you
I thought you understood me
I thought you knew me
I thought you heard me
I thought you saw me for me
And then you touched me
Then you kissed me
Then you held me close
Then you lay in my arms
Lay in between my legs
Then you told me I was sexy
Then you told me I could be yours..
If only for a moment in time..
And then you had me..
Tasted me.. Devoured me..
Going so deep I didn’t know where you ended or where I began..
And once you had all of me..
You said nothing would change..
And then you disappeared..
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My First Heart Break
They say a mother’s love is all encompassing
A mother’s love is power
A mother’s love gives sustenance
A mother’s love heals wounds
A mother’s love embraces the heart and soul
She birthed me
She raised me
She fed me
She loved me
But never as much as she did my kin
She birthed her before me
She put her on a pedestal
She nourished her
Mind body and soul
She adored her
More than she ever did me
They say a mother’s love is all encompassing
But my mother’s love is fickle and conditional
A mother’s love gives power
But my mother’s love makes me weak and frail
A mother’s love gives sustenance
But my mother’s love leaves me yearning and famished
A mother’s love heals all wounds
But my mother’s love breaks me and creates deep gashes
A mother’s love embraces your heart and soul
But my mother’s love shatters my heart and cracks open my soul








