An Affair

I walk up the building stairs slowly,
Taking my time with each step,
Leisurely taking my time,
Feeling the slow trickle of sweat down my spine,

As I open the giant doors of the hotel,
Thoughts overlap in my mind,
Walking past the front desk,
I return the greetings of the pretty girl sitting behind the receptionist desk,
In that moment almost tripping, I wonder
“Does she know who I am here to see?”
“Does she see the guilt flashing across my eyes when I smile back”
“Does she see the ring on my finger”

As I press the UP button and wait in the lobby for the elevator,
I start to feel the hesitation along with a chill down my spine,
The air conditioning inside the hotel suddenly feeling a tad too cold,
Or maybe it was the blood rushing through my veins,
A chilling reminder that what I am about to do is wrong,

Taking a step into the elevator, the doors shutting a little too loud for my ears,
I wonder if I should simply turn back,
I remind myself that that I still have a chance,
A chance to change my mind,
My mind tries to convince my body to turn back,
Repeating again that I still have not done anything wrong,
Reminding myself that I am still clean,

“You can simply press the DOWN button,
Walk out of the hotel, forget about this night,
And go back to your husband in the beautiful home you own together”

The loud “Bing” of the elevator doors opening pulls me out of my reverie,
And as I lift my eyes off of the floors I see him standing right in front of me,
Literally taking my breath away as his eyes bore into mine,
Looking as sensual as ever in the dark suit I met him in,
I falter in my steps, a little afraid of the butterflies in the pit of my belly,
Terrified of the tingling, moist sensation in my panties,

He smiles slowly, seductively, knowingly,
As he takes a perusal at my thighs rubbing together in anticipation,
Reaching out his hand he waits patiently,
Extending his long manicured ringers steadily, unmoving, waiting,
Giving me a choice, a chance to come to him willingly, at my own will,

Giving me a choice to dismantle the life that I have carefully built,
Brick by brick, year after year, sweat and tears,
A choice to hand over my body to him,
A choice to explore if this is real,
To see whether the electricity between us will explode once our bodies intertwine,
A chance to see whether his touch is as lethal as his tongue.

Yours..

She is yours..
Your woman..
Your girl..
Your lover..
Your cheer leader..
Your forever…

Treat her like she deserves..
Protect her…Cherish her..Adore her..Respect her..
Or watch as someone else does..

underwater-love-1-5150-7523

First Touch…

“Iv never done this before”.. I whispered more to myself than to her..
“I’m glad i’m your first” She murmured..
Distracted by the sound of my dress hitting the floor..
She watched me…No.. Gazed at me..
Eyes glazed over in lust..Pure unadulterated desire..
Taking everything in as if in a trance..
As if I’m the sexiest vixen alive..
She sat quietly as I took off every stitch of clothing..
Letting them fall one by one..
Exposing myself to her hungry stare..
Until I stood in front of her with just my heels..
As she strolled towards me.. Prowled more like
Focused, sexy and confident..
Like a panther stalking it’s prey..
Ready for the take down..
A slight shiver of anticipation runs though my body..
As she stops in front of me she ran her hands over me..
Leaving goose bumps trailing behind her caress..
Starting at the nape of my neck.. Down my arms..
Touching the side of my breast.. Barely grazing my nipples..
“So beautiful” She said sounding amazed..
“Am I really all she says i am” my mind starts to wonder…
She moves her hands down my waist..
Grabbing my butt and squeezing roughly..
Moaning deep in her throat before her soft perfect lips crashed down on mine…
All thought dissipated…
All that mattered was this feeling.. This moment..

kiss

Enough..

Iv always had a fear of not being enough..
Not pretty enough..
Not smart enough…
Not successful enough..
Not adventurous enough..
Not outgoing enough..
Not lovable enough..
But you..
You make me feel ..
Like a genius..

Like a goddess..
Like the life of the party..
Loved, cherished, adored, cared for, protected, desired..
You make me feel like I am all that you will ever need..
Like I am your whole world..
Like your life would never be complete without me..
Like your life would be without color..
Without light..
You make me feel like I am more than enough..
Like i’m special..One of a kind..
And for that I will love you till my last breath..

special

No doubt…

I have no doubt sweetheart

That you could be mine
That I could be your forever
That I could make you forget
That I could steal your heart
That I could make you my world

I have no doubt that I could love you fully and completely..
For eternity..
If only you would give me one more night..

Image

Fire And Ice

fire

We are like fire and ice..

My flaming heat…

To your freezing cold…

My kisses warm up your arctic soul…

Your caresses calms my scalding spirit…

Sparks fly into the frost as we lust for each other..

Entwined together we perform a sinful dance…

A Walk Inside Your Heart

I wish to take a walk inside your heart..

To tread lightly over the beauty of your soul..
To smooth off the rough edges with my soft caress..
To be calmed by the vibrating aura of your passion..
To run my fingers over the openings of your torn emotions..
To listen to your thudding heart directly..
And hear the words it whispers out to me..
To embrace it ever so gently and tightly..
So you know just how much I adore and cherish you..
To dance to the beat of your love and the throne of your power..
How I wish to take a stroll on the everglades of your heart..
Forever more that is my dream, my hope, my need, my desire..
love

Destined Encounter.. Part 1

Sebastian sat on the backseat of his Bentley SUV as it drove down the road in a state of boredom, not really knowing what he is doing or even bothered as to where he is heading.

Stop the car”, he said to his driver, exasperated. There on the curb, by the bus stop sat the most beautiful girl he had ever laid his eyes on. With long ebony hair streaming down her perfectly small face, small pouty lips, and eyes like the jewels ancient travelers used to look for, such sad eyes for a goddess.

He lingered in the car wondering if it is the best thing to approach a girl sitting alone in a public area, sitting there in the luxury of his car all sort of thoughts go through his mind, what should he say, should he just ask Jean to continue driving, should he go and talk to the pretty girl and make her smile? After what seemed like an eternity waiting, he simply opened the door and walked slowly but swiftly to her.

I’m sorry to bother you but I couldn’t help but notice how beautiful you are yet you are so sad, I was hoping if I pathetically came to talk to you I would get at least a tiny smile from you “ He said quickly hoping for her to shut him out or tell him to leave her alone.

To his astonishment she smiled and said “Thank you for the compliment, I think

Why do you say ‘you think’ ?” He said with a deep accented drawl, letting out a slow, sexy, lazy smile

Well you teamed up your compliment with the fact that I look sad, so I don’t know how good I might look while also seeming sad” A dark shadow crossed her eyes, Making his’s chest compress with pain for her. How could a girl this beautiful be so sad, he wanted to take her pain away, to give her the world, to make those pretty light brown eyes sparkle with joy.

How he could he feel so strongly, and so deeply for a girl he just met not even 5 minutes ago was beyond him.

ummm.. I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say you looked any less breath taking even though your eyes have a sadness about them, I just meant you seem sad and I wish I knew how to make you give me that smile again” He took a breath and waited for her to say something, but she just gave him a small smile and looked down at her nails. Bright red nails on beautiful small and fragile looking hands.

When he saw that she wasn’t going to say anything he continued.

So tell me ma cherie, who’s the jerk who made you blue so that I can go give him a beat down?”

She let out a breathy, melodious laugh which hit him like a stack of bricks, so unexpectedly angelic.

I’m sorry, where are my manners, my name is Sebastian Right

She put her hand in his perfectly manicured extended hand, marveling at how his brawny masculine hand swallowed her tiny fragile hand.

It’s a pleasure to meet you Sebastian, I’m Alana Reynolds” She said still smiling at him.

Sebastian had seen a lot of girls around the world, as the CEO of his father’s Rights Incorporated  the biggest steel and shipping company in the world, his job took him everywhere and introduced him to women from all walks of life.

The pleasure is truly all mine Alana” He said with optimism in his voice as he was so surprised and pleased to be talking to her.

Well Sebastian, if you are going to continue talking to me, I suggest you take a seat, you will make me grow horns standing over me like that” She smirked as she scooted over making a space for him next to her.

He laughed richly and deeply as he took a seat next to her. “I have no idea what that means, but i’d love to take a seat

They continued to talk for a while getting to know each other and realizing that they have so much in common.

She told him about how she is a student and talked about her studies, he listened, grateful to have been blessed enough to find this beauty, breathing in her rich lavender, spicy scent. He told her about his latest business meeting which left him completely drained and without any solutions to his problems. He had been dealing with his father’s latest business purchase, a small company in Malaysia which he had been sent to help get it underway, this was easier said than done.

Most of the employees could hardly speak English and it was up to him he would just close the danm business and go back to Geneva.

It seems to me that you could use some help understanding them, and also learning about their culture and maybe find some way to improve their work ethic” She looked thoughtful and ready to give him more ideas.

He appreciated that she was trying to help him, he had never spoken to a girl who tried to share his problems and help him solve them. It excited him in ways he didn’t understand.

Its been so enriching and such a pleasure getting to know you. You have turned my day around, but I really have to get going, the bus is coming” Alana said, a little sad that she will have to part with this gorgeous man with green expressing eyes.

I am the one who is grateful to have met you, believe me when I say I have never had a better day but now” Sebastian said as she got up to leave.

They said their goodbyes and exchanged contact details then parted ways. As he watched her get into the bus he felt his heart flutter, she looked out at him from the bus window and waved at him with a sultry smile.

The rest of the afternoon passed in a daze as all that was in Sebastian’s mind was Alana, he sweet voice, her small pink lips, the way she cocked her head when she got shy, her silky, soft chocolate skin.

Sebastian knew no matter what it took, however long he had to wait, whatever he had to go through, he had to make her his.

exy

To be continued..

I Long For You..

We used to have everything..
I your Cinderella..
You my Prince Charming..

Oh mi amor..

Laying under the night sky..
Counting stars and making love..

Mi corazon…

Embracing blissfully and talking till the sun comes out..
Walking hand in hand and kissing on the streets..

Oh il mio angelo…

Living in our own beautiful, magical world..
Whispering “I love yous”..

My Darling…

Wherever you are..
Dream a little dream of me..
As my mind and heart lingers on you..
Sweet dreams with bitter longings haunt me..

Mon cher…

In a world with out you I am lost..
I wish to feel you with me, on me, around me..

dream

My Warrior..

Built like a god..

Tall, dark and handsome..
As strong and as agile as a stallion..
Eyes which piece even the bravest of fighters..
Legs and arms the power never known before..
His face seamed with an immense scar..
Mythical and magical he stands erect..
The unwise and fearful scurry at the sight of him..
No opponent is worthy of his wrath..
With a soul covered with Armour he loves painfully..
Starring patiently over the calm sea..
Watching, waiting in anguish for his queen to surface..
Yes, he is my warrior..
warrior