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The Unseen Struggle

Posted on 06/28/2018 by suzangrey

I am the sum of my experiences. They make me who I am. The tough times I’ve been through shape how I view the world. They shape how I react to what someone says or does. No one else has … Continue reading →

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The Boxing Ring

Posted on 01/01/2017 by suzangrey

I’m feeling like a boxer right now. That’s the only way I can describe my dating life. I started off almost two years ago with the ding of the first bell following my divorce. Round 1 I take hit after … Continue reading →

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How Do Normal People Date?

Posted on 08/01/2016 by suzangrey

I’ve been lost in my thoughts most of the day, and, for me, this can be a bad thing. I’m not good at dating and I don’t know what is normal and what’s not anymore. I’m so grateful I’m at … Continue reading →

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The hard pill to swallow

Posted on 03/30/2014 by suzangrey

Staring at this blank page it makes me wish my mind was blank. I wish I could turn it off even for a little while. On Thursday, I received some news from Lynn, my unexpected confidant. She’s married to my … Continue reading →

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Cold Turkey

Posted on 01/05/2014 by suzangrey

It was the right decision. I know that. My head knows that. My heart is having trouble letting go. After spending a wonderful New Year’s Eve with William, our relationship ended on New Year’s Day. It was growing increasingly obvious … Continue reading →

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My realtor’s big mouth

Posted on 12/31/2013 by suzangrey

I really didn’t need to know that!! I had a feeling it was heading in that direction, but really…I didn’t need to know that. Just before Christmas I was at the mall and ran into my realtor. He was doing … Continue reading →

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Milestones

Posted on 05/05/2013 by suzangrey

During my adult life I have experienced many milestones.  I remember my high school and college graduations. I remember my wedding…which happened in between my graduations. I remember when each of my dogs came into my life…and when two of … Continue reading →

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My heart-brain battle

Posted on 03/25/2013 by suzangrey

My life is a conundrum. I am reaching out to my blogging peeps as I could really use your input. It is rare that you have access to unbiased opinions, so I truly value the relationship I have with my … Continue reading →

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My two-step forward

Posted on 01/20/2013 by suzangrey

I have been very blessed in the last few months to have met some new friends and become closer with some I already had.  My partner in crime, Sugar (at least that’s the nickname I’ve given her since she’s so … Continue reading →

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My Isolating Thoughts

Posted on 10/11/2012 by suzangrey

Every song brings back a memory for me.  Feelings start flooding back all at once.  I’m right there in the moment.  Whether it was with my ex-husband or moments I shared with any of the other men.  Two Steps Behind.  … Continue reading →

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