Tag Archives: infertility

The Family Downfall

Posted on 04/10/2018 by suzangrey

When I got divorced, my ex-husband decided it would be best to keep his distance from me. I know we both needed that break to move on with our lives, so we did just that. At first, I would occasionally … Continue reading →

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Do I seek what I’ve lost?

Posted on 04/11/2017 by suzangrey

Many times I turn to writing to help seek out answers to what troubles me. I’ve found that seeing what’s in my head appear on the screen before me allows me to organize my thoughts and help me find what’s … Continue reading →

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My Four Score

Posted on 09/06/2016 by suzangrey

Four years ago today I was sitting on my couch contemplating the events of the day. I had acquired a new-to-me car who I have since named Gandalf. I was sporting an amazing new pair of silver pumps that I … Continue reading →

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Living The Good Life

Posted on 01/15/2016 by suzangrey

Life is good. I can finally say that and mean it. I’m kind of proud of myself to be honest. I’ve been through a lot the last few years but feel like I’ve finally turned a corner…and I’m enjoying the … Continue reading →

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Curious Conundrum

Posted on 01/13/2015 by suzangrey

Last night I couldn’t sleep. I did eventually, but it didn’t happen until almost 3:00 am. My mind started wandering last night because something was bothering me. I wanted to see what my ex-hubby’s new baby looked like. I don’t … Continue reading →

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Mother’s Day survival

Posted on 05/12/2014 by suzangrey

Well, I made it through another Mother’s Day. I think I was numb to be honest. I even managed to survive without someone wishing me a Happy Mother’s Day. That is like a knife to the heart for someone like … Continue reading →

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Not a roller coaster fan anymore

Posted on 04/03/2014 by suzangrey

Can someone please stop the ride? I wanna get off!!! This up and down of my emotions is beginning to take its toll. In the last week (seriously…7 days!!) this is the rundown of what has transpired: I have found … Continue reading →

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The hard pill to swallow

Posted on 03/30/2014 by suzangrey

Staring at this blank page it makes me wish my mind was blank. I wish I could turn it off even for a little while. On Thursday, I received some news from Lynn, my unexpected confidant. She’s married to my … Continue reading →

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Here I am now

Posted on 08/21/2012 by suzangrey

All I wanted was a family. Was it too much to ask? Guess so. I’m sitting here in my apartment unable to sleep. I moved in last Friday and am at least grateful that my mom came down to help … Continue reading →

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The road ahead

Posted on 06/23/2012 by suzangrey

I decided to take a walk tonight after being in the house all day. There really is no more tension between us, so being at home all day with my hubby isn’t what it used to be. We talked. We … Continue reading →

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