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wow! dah lama gler tak tulis blog..the last time was november last year..huhu. this is the thing..i really need to write something so that i won't be gila..there are a lot of things that i want to vomit out actually..but i really dunno how to put it into words..

First thing first..the holidays! instead of relaxing and having a good time..it turns out to be a tiring and exhausting holidays. Not that i have to do kerja buruh or what.. tp i am really exhausted..mentally exhausted. Assgnment dah siap dah..hmmm.. I think i am tired because other people kot..i dun mind helping ppl, tapi org yg nak kita tolong tu kenalah tolong kita gak..bukan tolong apa..jez tolong buat kerja kt mudah. betul x? dun make my life miserable where at the same time you want my help! i m not saying that i am damn good..it's because i am not that good lah i need help too..huhu. tengok..my english sume dah broken dah..geram nye pasal. huhu. sometimes i feel like people are taking advantage on me..and that i feel that i care too much about people.. i dunno..it's really memeningkan! or is it because i am being emotional? or not ikhlas enough? maybe..could be.. tak taulah.. i think i need to muhasabah diri..do some reflections and look at things in different spheres..yg penting, abis cuti ni..kita buka buku baru! start a new life!

i dunno what to write dah..tu je kot..tadi mcm banyak..haha. k chow!