Fevers of the Mind Poetry Showcase: Alexis Murphy

Her Life's Work

She had been persistent for days
instinctually yearning and fighting for her right to exist how she feels she is meant to I never wanted to argue with her
I had no negative intent as I convinced her to move
i even bribed her once
I had finally memorized her name and gained her trust
the next time I saw her she made an unforgettable sound
a shriek so different than even her angriest moments
when i got close enough I saw her being strangled by a four foot snake
inside her coop
and right in front of her nest
protecting her instincts, herself, her..
the snake took his prey into the woods
10 warm eggs exposed for the first time
.. her life’s work.

“extraordinary invisibility”

I’ve made such a comfortable home in the silences between the crashes

i know how to be so silent

so quiet, no intruding even in the room my body exists in

I can make so little known of who I am

i can sit still and say nothing

move no muscles

forget i have them

or bones

a backbone

a spine

a soul

So silent in between the waves you wouldn’t even think you heard me

my chest would rise and fall, but with no visual you might glance, look away, and forget to ever glance back

because there didn’t seem to be anything there the first time

if they saw me, was it so brutal, vile, a hostility with no empathetic capability

no humanic mutuality

no mutual humanity

if they return one day claiming an empty room

will you believe them?

will you ask them what I said?

Will they say “nothing”

will you ask me what they saw

will they report

“an empty void”

“a wasted space”

will they say

“nothing”

“Escalating”

My poems are evolving

a stable deescalation of my methods and religions

i wouldn’t say so much in a crime scene fashion

but it almost appears that way as parts of my own soul splatter all over a page

The experts will appear after the fact and examine my work

declare my purpose beneficial to humanity or against the natural law

I read the fine print, as have they.

why in all of my actions do their stamps of approval always resonate tenfold of my own

no one taught me this brutal art of self-expression, my manifest is still unwritten

my experiences permanent and heavy

immobile like a circle of boulders unable to scatter the rolling hills.

will they wonder how I got here?

why i cant leave,

move on,

subside,

digress.

black ops, but just empty instead of crossed out

there are no warrants shown to demand my thoughts

I haven’t been discovered, condemned, tried

i dont even need to be prompted or triggered

because even though the judges haven’t signed the pages yet, my brain feels warranted in its autonomy

my words my choice

freedom of thoughts, but approval always seems to have a price too high to cover…

of course keep in mind that that does not include gratuity or the price to bring to light what taunts me in the dark

I come with a pen to an untouched possibility

even if i poured my soul in a deep dark stain

would I still leave no trace?

“Believer”


I believed I could see it
but as it turns out, believing isn’t seeing

or maybe she wasn’t seeing anyone right now
double booked, called in sick, on one of her sabbaticals

maybe what she held up as the upmost of faith, regardless of its legitimacy, overwhelmed her as she looked at the path in front of her in that moment

all of the worst case scenarios lined up for role call.
Standing in a brutally strong stance with facial expressions, so confident, so sure.

At attention to detail, but positively the battalion of her own doubts.

so tall someone her size wouldn’t be able to look past the wall of Murphys Law.

So instead of coming to her own table with whatever she could

she gave up her seat, let it all go with 110% effort,

as if to disappoint in full and not over and over again

not repeatedly in the tiny ways she forgot or rain checked or just got too caught up in all of the fault lines of her worn hands

she isn’t a fortune teller, but somehow she is convinced that the future will go along just fine without her,
because today shes keeping the curtains closed

because of her doubt
in her own beliefs

Bio: I have spent my whole life stumbling over jumbled thoughts. As I grow, I feel most connected to myself through my ability to write. The works of artists like Jasmine Mans and Alysia Harris have echoed in my mind for years. I hope to find deeper connections to the world around me through those who are brave enough to do the same. If I am lucky enough to share my words with those who want to read them, I hope their experience takes them further to their own feelings. Poetry may be extremely personal to the author, but the interpretation is profoundly unique to each one of us.

Ekphrastic Poetry Challenge: The Crow’s Eye Pt 2

Crow's Eye by dan smith

In the Crow's Eye
minions scarecrow
summoned evil clouds.
An automaton army
born in the heartland's
rigid stoicism.
Raised up in lonely
individualism.
An occult cult
becoming many.
Rising to take the field
then the big house
on the hill.
The crow's cackling
laughter faintly heard
amid the screams.

Bio: dan smith is the author of Crooked River and The Liquid of Her Skin, the Suns of Her Eyes. Widely published, dan has had poems in or at The Rhysling Anthology, Deep Cleveland Junk Mail Oracle,Scifaikuest, Dwarf Stars, Jerry Jazz Musician, Gas Station Famous, Kaliedotrope, Star*Line, microcosms, Zombies for a Cure and Paper Crow. Nominated for the 2025 Pushcart Prize, his most recent poems have been at Five Fleas Itchy Poetry, dadakuku, Lothlorien Poetry Journal, Under the Basho, The Ekphrastic Review Challenge, Sonic Boom, The Solitary Daisy, Sense and Sensibility Haiku and Fevers of the Mind.

Blackbird, Magpie, Pigeon and Crow by Simon Collinson

The silent crows from their tall trees could see it all unfolding in the garden speckled with
darting blackbirds snatching snacks, swooping fast back to the low trees to the sweet lullaby
of tiny wren, spied upon by sparrow with its twinkly eye as two blue tits tittered in the trees
and pigeons settling in their nests, cooed and stroked each other. Malevolent magpies
encroached and crept up, crying out their harsh chak-chak, getting ready to attack.
The congregation of crows left their high trees to come down observing, marching across the
lawns in a minatory way, strutting and doing as they pleased, holding dominion over all they
surveyed, till it was time to screech and circle back to the tall trees.

Bio: Simon is a writer from England. He seeks stillness, solitude, shade and shadow.

The Gathering by Thompson Emate

Twilight awakens the unseen.
The eyes of the crow serve as a gateway to this awakening.
A summoning arises from the depths of the night,
Calling from a realm beyond the superficial.

The crow’s cry pierces the silence,
Heralding a gathering of darkness—
An aura of mystery descends,
An outburst from what has been cradled.

The crow takes flight,
Darkness envelops us,
Fear grips our hearts.
We’re transported to a tunnel,
A scythe dangles at one end,
While an endless echo dwells at the other.

I am awakened;
Someone sits beside me in the park,
Feeding the crows.
I am startled—
It is my doppelganger.

The Zombie by Jackie Chou

I could have joined the crowd
of cookie-cutter dolls
yet I chose to turn around

I envy the crow
whose eyes see everything
and nothing
all at once

I've reached the summit
only to find a higher peak
I wish I had climbed

My eyes are vacant like a ghost
my mind somewhere else
in a past that has been erased
a dream I'd love to crawl back into

I stand on my balcony
wishing for wings to fly away
without anyone knowing
instead of descending the stairs
to a world all too familiar
of endless anxiety

The eye of a crow
is both freedom
and a prison
with its round brim

PURE GOLD by Paula Puolakka

What is love?
The amber of your heart,
a glowing piece of
fossilized tree resin,
that will someday be fiddled
by a complete unknown
who will not see
- what you felt -
but "it's alright, Ma:"
we had pure gold.

Inspired by
(the gaze of) Father Tuomas
& Bob Dylan.


Bio: Paula Puolakka (Aug 18, 1982) – Intergalactic-Planetary Healing Communicator (Planetary Well-Being, JYU & SYO, 2024) – Expert in Service Design, Customer Service & Team Work (SYO, 2024) – Academic Writer & Beat Poet (MA, History of Science & Ideas.) Puolakka's latest book (in Finnish) UNIVERSUMI ON ISOMPI PAIKKA KUIN LUULIT (#universe #space #ufo #grasshopper #reptilian #grey #terencehill #christinemcvie #stevienicks #doncamillo #finland #ii #humor) came out in 09/2025: it's a limited edition paperback, but the PDF is available for private reading via LinkedIn. In 08/2025, YLE (the Finnish Broadcasting Company) published her poem VÄSTÄRÄKKI (#nature #motacillaalba #priest #catholicchurch #freedomofspeech.)

Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free

—Paul McCartney


His Kind by Elizabeth Cusack

A black bird wants to start life again;
Each day much sadder, one day she will fly.
Her liberty’s gone, and so she does cry,
A survivor now of his cruel dark plan,
What more can he take? He now owns her land,
He grips her body and chokes her, but why?
She grows her nest slowly until time is nigh,
And she sighs, One day he will understand.

Please kill me now, please take my one command,
Cover me now, love, and please let me die,
I am all that you see in your dark mind;
My heart is ready, come back, I demand,
You are ravenous, kill me where I lie!
But he does decline for she is his kind.

Havoc by Elizabeth Cusack

The demons had swarmed
Inside his mad mind—
She shook as he scorned

He she could not bind
She he would expel—
Go get thee behind!

His conviction held
His lover would burn—
All mercy withheld

His lover did burn
The scaffold did creak—
And flamed ‘round her urn

Then vengeance did speak—
Havoc I will seek!


A Fevers of the Mind Poetry Showcase: Sam Bartle

BIO: Sam Bartle was born in Hull, England and has received publication in numerous poetry magazines and journals, including Lothlorien Poetry JournalWildfire WordsPomona Valley ReviewDreich, The Writer’s ClubGreen Ink Poetry and Poetry Lab Shanghai.

He performs regularly at open mic events in the Hull and York region, also at The High Wolds Poetry Festival and Driffield Literary Festival, and has made various local radio appearances.

A suite of nine poems about the planets in our solar system, and the dwarf planet Pluto, entitled ‘The Planetary Ennead’, was published in March 2023, and Sam has recently expanded into visual arts with commissioned audiovisual interpretations of this and other poetic works, including interactive QR audio trails and exhibitions for the Bath Fringe Festival, Pocklington Arts Centre, Hull Minster, York City Screen, Yorkshire Wildlife Trust, and East Riding Festival Of Words.

In 2024, Sam’s debut collection, ‘Emergent Dreams’ was published by Alien Buddha Press and is available now on Amazon .

Sam has a website and blogs about his and other poetry at www.poetinverse.com .

The Door

Never showing a glimmer of inside,
A wall in all but name.
It matters not, I still decide,
To love you all the same.

This closed portal that entices my mind,
Fixed shut, steadfast and sure.
Though intentions are more than kind,
I am forever poor.

Worshipped, adored, in all kinds of esteems,
Oh, that I could say more.
Hopeless wishes, desperate dreams,
Lay dying, at the door.

Behind, withholds the happiness I seek,
Bountiful in its store.
Yet, no shudder, nor shake, nor creak,
The still, unmoving door.

The tide is out as the Moon wanes,
Waves recede from the shore.
I’ll walk this land,
But my heart remains
Here, outside, the door.

First published in Lothlorien Poetry Journal

Some Thoughts On Love

Oh what a thing that love can be,
Seeking its face in all we see,
Captured, by its power to free,
As long as we have it, that is all.

Bless young hearts, of gentle joy,
Before sorrowed love’s employ,
May tend to tear them, or destroy,
Withered and ravaged by that quest.

Love, the stranger on fortune’s wheel,
Never to touch, never to feel,
Elusive, transitory, unreal,
Like a faint face seen in the clouds.

Or, Love, that makes all troubles pale,
Masks the cruel world with its veil,
Infuses joy in your life’s tale,
Ever present, there at your side.

To some, a shimmer, of delight,
That came to break an endless night,
For others, love is always bright,
They bathe in its forever dawn.

We hope and wonder, will it keep,
Or, over years, die, or sleep,
Love is rare, and lust is cheap,
Cradle, with care, good fortune’s hand.

If love could be for evermore,
Then welcome it with open door,
And fight to save it, clutch and claw,
Its peace won’t find a shielded soul.

From stricken-poor, to kings and queens,
The old, infirm, or fresh-faced teens,
Life may knock, and kick, and shove,
But nothing marks us quite like Love.


First published in Emergent Dreams

The Passing Year

Can one be but in shock and awe
As tides shift swiftly against or for?
From contentment’s heart, into despair,
Or rise from shadow, to good fortune’s glare.

In so short a time, life is up or down,
New births or romances, fill hearts with joy.
Then fate can topple your brief, fragile crown,
Adjust its gaze, with intent to destroy.

Forget the hate that crushed your soul -
Bitterness breeds nothing but ill laments,
That unwelcome events may well cajole,
But only ever at your own expense.

Do push on, persist through the woeful times,
Whatever should be the source of your pain.
The journey will yield much sunnier climes,
With the passing of night, the clouds, and rain.

And when good favour once more gives you grace,
To banish the trouble that caused your blight,
These different worlds, all in the same space,
In transience, come and go from your sight.

I can’t fail to wonder, at all these things,
To be amazed, by what the passing year brings.

First published in Pomona Valley Review

Hope

We can all lose heart and lose sight,
Leave dreams outside closed doors,
And perhaps one day you just might
Seek to surrender yours.

The plights of life can take their toll,
All seems a seething mess.
Clipped wings can ground the free-est soul
With troubles relentless.

But, Hope can radiate the sky,
Power, to free a mind.
To un-clip wings and let them fly,
Give courage to our kind.

So despairer, let it fill your heart,
Like desert that meets rain.
Let aspiration be your art,
Come back to Hope again.

Your problem, while it feels unique,
You will not be the first.
And trust me friend, though it is bleak,
Yours will not be the worst.

Don’t dwell on what may seem unfair,
Keep moving on your way,
And you might find that Hope is there,
In everything you say.

First published in Emergent Dreams

Everyone

Everywhere is a moment
Every time is a space
Everything has an order
Everyone has a place.

Every earth has a sun
Every species, a race
Every creature is connected
Everyone has a face

Every life is a canvas
Every decision, a choice
Every story has a maker
Everyone has a voice.

A result for every act
A deed forever done
A rise for every fall
A place. For everyone.

First published in Wildfire Words

Bare Bones Writing #3: Two Poems by Fiza Amir

Bio: Fiza Amir is a 20-year-old medical student and emerging poet from Pakistan. She writes reflective and emotive pieces that explore themes of memory, identity, and transformation. Her work often draws inspiration from the patients she meets and the quiet poetry of everyday life.

Yet

It's throbbing, so is my heart numb now.
It's continuous river, so are my eyes dried now.
It's like a sky full of stars, so are my eyes blind now.
It's warm outside, yet my blood is cold.
The path leads to you, yet my shadow is in search of my soul.
Steps of you have faded, yet the light in my heart is still burning.
You opened springs, yet dried rivers that never run dry.
You never looked back, yet my frozen feet stand where you left.
There's still a hope, yet the sun & the moon shall never meet.

The Light That Watched Me Fade

Lumpy bed under the starry OR light,
I lay slowly—like a boat sinking in the Pacific.
Waves of diabolical thought crashed in my mind,
I found myself lost in the eye of the cyclone.
I looked around—no sign of a shore in sight.
Suddenly, the dark lightning clouds disappeared.
A gentle kiss on my forehead,
Making me feel like I'm back in your womb.
You held my hand as departure knocked on the door.
Strengthen me with raisins,
Refresh me with apples, because I'm weak with love.

My gaze surrendered to the hush of the dark.
I blinked—yet the OR light flickered in my gaze.
Blurred image of bunch of men in scrubs projected over my eyes,
All of them are trained fighting men
With their swords at their side.

Behind the curtain, I sensed rivers of blood and flesh.
Like butchers, void of emotion,
They carved deep into my skin.
Closed the door—
The very door from where souls enter this world.