Sekali lagi aku lemas dan lagi lagi dia yang aku harapkan menarikku keluar dari limbo ini.

Chrono -

Lagi sekali,dia terlambat.

Aku nampak dari jauh dia berjalan laju ke arah meja kami dan aku pura pura
pandang ke meja sebelah,ke menu,keluarkan handphone dan periksa kalau
kalau ada teks -- yang aku tau tak ada sebab that's the only thing i've been
doing for the past half on hour.

Aku cuma mengangkat kepala bila dia tarik kerusi di depan aku.
Angkat kening,bulatkan mata dan bagi senyuman tawar.

At least i need him to act like he's sorry.

Apologize a bit.
Make some believable excuse.
I don't care if it's real or not.
Orang dah marah. Bergolek ke merangkak ke dah tunggu berjam aku nak tau kau sampai jugak.

Is this what life is for?
Is this how love is supposed to feel like?

Tau tak perasaan dalam hati,this one feeling,like this one little person
living inside you,who feels exactly the opposite of what you are feeling?

How many times have you said something and you don't even know if you mean it?
How many laughs have you shared because it's so much easier to act than figuring out what you feel?

So many questions in my head and I've been everywhere [ trust me when i say everywhere because i know where I've been and you don't ] and i still don't get the answer.

Or maybe.
I still don't know if that's the answer that i want.

So where the hell have you been?

And why are you always late when it comes to me?

Why?

Maybe right now is the right time to start lying about my age.

i am stopping this silly ego dance.