Spellbound

Spellbound, acrylic on paper, collaged onto panel, 40 x 40 cm, 2021

After several days of snow and bitterly cold temperatures the sky cleared today and turned a deep, clear blue. Everything sparkled and the streets were looking like a Christmas card. So, to keep in tune with the seasons, I’m making more winter-themed work at the moment, including this scene with a barn owl flying over a frosty landscape.

The cold here in Berlin has been intense, but, thankfully, our flat is toasty and we’re cosy indoors. I wish we had an open fire though, that would make the snug feeling perfect, that and maybe listening to the shipping forecast whilst sipping a cup of hot chocolate – there’s nothing so cosy as being indoors under a blanket listening to news of a howling gale somewhere else.

I’ve made images with barn owls before, I find them so awe-inspiring, I never tire of trying to paint them. Whenever I return to Sleaford, the town where I grew up, I take a walk out of town along the river at sunset and I often see a barn owl flying along the river in exactly the same place each time. It always stops me in my tracks and I’m utterly spellbound. I don’t know anybody who reacts differently when they see one of these birds, they are such a magical sight.

I’m not surprised that so much folklore has grown up around barn owls, they are so arresting. Most of the associations are rather doom-laden though; foretelling a death etc, and it was a custom to nail a barn owl to a door to ward off lightening strikes and other evils. I’m glad they don’t do that any more; their habitats are under constant threat and they’ve been struggling in places so they need all the help they can get. Funnily enough, when i see one, they always make me think of my Dad, who passed away a few years ago, perhaps because he was the person who first took me birdwatching when I was a child. I always want to turn to him and say, ‘wow. Dad, did you see that?!’

There are few sights that make me catch my breath like seeing the ghostly shape of a barn owl flying at dusk, it’s just marvellous.

Winter gloom/winter gleam

Winter can wear such dramatically different faces from one day to the next, with moods ranging from deepest gloom through to bright and cheerful; I know which I prefer!

As we’ve not been able to see groups of family and friends in the way we’re used to over Christmas, we’ve been out for a few walks by ourselves. Christmas day here in Berlin was utterly dreary; cold, grey and wet, the light itself seemed brown and grimy. We dragged ourselves out, to ward off a lethargy that seemed, in part, brought on by the grey skies. There was nothing remotely Christmassy about the dim, empty streets, everything seemed to be shut down completely. We ended up at a park in the north west of the city we hadn’t been to before called Jungfernheide, or the ‘Virgin’s Heath’. As we arrived, a smattering of sleet came down, cranking up the drear factor even further. The light, which had never really got going, went early and we found ourselves at the edge of a dark lake, fringed with pale, dead rushes, which hissed gently in the breeze. It was all very hushed and melancholy, it felt like absolute midwinter.

But today, the mood couldn’t have been more different as the sun came up in a crystalline clear blue sky and everything glowed in a myriad of rich colours. I grabbed the bike and got out into the Grunewald forest, on the southwest edge of the city.

The frost was hanging on in the sheltered spots and every blade of grass and seedhead was dusted with gleaming ice crystals. It was a magical winter wonderland, as far from the deep gloom of a few days ago as could be imagined. I don’t think the clear frosty weather will last long so i’m sure i’ll be taking dark, moody photos again soon!