At the ripe old age of 34 my life started over. I'm passionate about cooking and trying new dishes. I dabble in scrapbooking and home decorating, and I have an impressive shoe collection. I love to travel to new places, but Honduras is my favorite. After trying to get and stay pregnant for almost 2 years, we are expecting our first baby May 9th, 5 days after my 38th birthday.



Chris is the most amazing man I've ever known. After "meeting" on match.com, we had our first date December 12, 2007. We were engaged by July and married on October 11, 2008. I would be lost without him. I never knew life could be this good!



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Sunday, January 16, 2011

24 Weeks

I can't believe we've made it this far. We are technically at viability. Although I do NOT want her to come early. For many reasons. Most importantly, I found out that you have to be off the Lovenox for 24 hours before you can have an epidural, so I really want to be induced, cause I am all about the drugs! :-) And I just want a healthy baby, so the longer she can cook the better.


We had the anatomy ultrasound and everything looked great. She had all the chambers of her heart, she weighs 1 lb 5 oz., and everything looks right on track. The tech said she has long legs. Not surprising since I'm 5'10" and hubby is 6'2". I feel her move a lot these days, but if she doesn't move for a half hour or so I start getting worried. Then I poke and shake my belly until she kicks me. I thought once I got to this point I wouldn't worry as much, but I guess after RPL the worrying never stops. Sometimes I even worry that they got the sperm mixed up, although the chances are slim to none since we were the only couple in the office that day doing IUI.


I can't wait to see what she looks like. I am hoping she has hair and blue eyes. My sisters babies all had hair and I think it was so cute. But I am sure no matter what she looks like, we will think she is perfect. Since they won't let me go past 39 weeks, I know I will be holding her in 15 weeks!


I’m 24 weeks!!


Baby’s Size: Baby Beavers is the size of a papaya



Weight Gain/Loss: up 6 lbs.



Stretch Marks: No, but I’m thinking about taking this off. You either get them or you don’t. It’s hereditary. Neither my mom nor sister had them, so I doubt I will either, but who knows?



Maternity Clothes: Maternity jeans and a few tops. Still wearing several regular shirts, but big ones and wraps with tank tops.



Symptoms: Stuffy nose, this one surprised me, but I’ve actually had it for quite some time, just didn’t relate it to pregnancy. I’m hungry and also I have “restless” legs at night. Not keeping me from sleeping, usually just while sitting on the couch.



Foods I’m Loving: Peanut butter, milk, apples, and Mexican especially Chipotle (we got one here and Chris took me yesterday!). Also craving strawberry milkshakes from McDonalds. They're the same color as the paint we used on the closet!! ha!



Foods I’m Hating: Still not liking to cook, especially meat, not liking candy and sweets.



Sleep: I can still sleep on my stomach so I'm sleeping pretty good right now.



Gender: It’s a GIRL!!!



What I Miss: Nothing really



What I’m Looking Forward To: The nursery being finished. We started on getting the new closet organization system installed. We can't do anything in the actual room until we get all her clothes and things in the closet.



Milestones: Viability!!!!



Emotions: I have been pretty weepy and crying for no reason. I worry all the time that something is wrong. If she doesn’t kick for a few minutes I start worrying.

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Sunday, January 9, 2011

Cloth Diapering

We decided to cloth diaper.

Up until about 3 weeks ago I was totally against it and wouldn't even consider it. When other people talked about it, I kinda laughed like they were crazy. I thought cloth diapering was the way my Mom did it, with the old fashioned ones that you fold and use the pins and plastic pants.

Then Lisa did a post about cloth diapering and I realized I knew nothing about the cool products available today. I started researching it and I mentioned it to my husband and he said he had always thought we should do it, but never said anything since I seemed so against it.




Within 3 days we had decided we're going to do it and I ordered some FuzziBunz, which are the cutest things ever and now I have little stacks of them piled all over the nursery. We bought the one size and then decided we also needed some XS for the newborn phase. I've also had a couple of people offer to give me some. There is a huge market for used diapers but I decided that wasn't for me. I can handle ones used by my friends, but not some stranger's baby. Just seems a bit weird to me.

There are so many reasons to cloth diaper and I like them all, but I'm not sure one in particular sold me.

- It DOES save money, if you don't spend a fortune buying all the cute things out there. Which I will probably not be able to do. It might save us money if we have a 2nd baby, but as an infertile, I don't like to count my "chicks" before they're hatched.

- 5% of all solid waste in the US is disposable diapers, so I like that it's green and I'm helping with the planet.

- Supposedly it is much better on baby's bottoms with diaper rash and such. Although I don't think anyone is totally immune to it, so I'm sure we'll experience it at some time.

- There are chemicals in disposable diapers that can cause all sorts of health problems, including infertility. I was cloth diapered and I'm still infertile, but why take chances.

- Tax Savings. Yes, I said tax savings. Apparently you can buy cloth diapers out of medical spending accounts. Who knew?

Mostly I think they're cute and it seems like a good idea, so we're going for it. My biggest concerns are that I will hate it after spending all this money on the diapers and that they'll smell. But I guess any diaper would smell so we'll just play it by ear. Chris had the brilliant idea that we would just store them in the washer and he would turn it on every night and dry them every morning. Not sure how that plan will work on laundry day, but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.

I'm planning on doing a 23 week post this week if I can get around to it.

Happy New Year to everyone!

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TTC #2

April 2012 - Back to RE, Bloodwork is good, order drugs from overseas

May 2012 - Uncle Robert dies, have to be in Memphis when cycle starts, postponed until next month

June 2012 - Cycle day one - wrong - cyst on right ovary, put on BC to calm ovaries

July 2012 - Ovulated through the birth control, tyring old fashion way, did PIO and heparin shots, BFN

August 2012 - 150 U.I. Follistim 1x/day, only 1 egg, cancel Ganirelix, go ahead with IUI #1, 22 million sperm post wash, heparin & PIO injections - BFN

September 2012 - Skipping a month, couldn't get the drugs in time for the start of my cycle

October 2012 - 225 U.I. Follisitm 2x/day, Ganirelix, 3 mature follicles, IUI #2, 22 million sperm post wash, PIO and heparin injections - BFP

November 2nd - 1st beta, not good - 9

November 5th - 2nd beta - 3, chemical pregnancy

November 2012 - 2 weeks BC

December 2012 - 225 UI Follistim 2x/day, Ganirelix, 3 mature follicles, IUI #3, 18 million sperm post wash, doxycycline, PIO and heparin injections,

December 19th - BFN

January 2013- 2 weeks BC, 150 IU Bravelle 2x/day, Ganirelix, 2 mature follicles, IUI #4, 20 million sperm post wash, doxycycline, PIO and heparin injections - BFP!

January 29th - 1st beta - 42

January 31st - 2nd beta - 43, not good

February 4th - 3rd beta - 320! What? Maybe this is going to happen after all!

February 7th - 4th beta - 1196, RE says I have graduated to OB!

February 13th - 1 beautiful baby, saw the heartbeat, too early to hear it, measuring exactly 6 weeks

February 22nd - Heard heartbeat!!! Measuring perfectly at 7 weeks 3 days, Due date - 10/8/13

April 25th - It's another girl!!!!!

TTC Journey to #1

October 2008 - Married, never started BC

December 18, 2008 - BFP, second month trying!!

January 2009 - Miscarriage 7w2d

February - April 2009 - trying old fashioned method, no luck

April 2009 - First RE appt. SA:163 million, excellent motility & morphology

May 2009 - HSG all clear, IUI #1 - BFN

June 2009 - 50 mg clomid, IUI #2 - BFN

July 2009 - 50 mg clomid, IUI #3 - BFN

August 2009 - Follow up with RE, says 1% chance of getting pregnant, recommends IVF

September 2009 - I don't believe Dr, decide to go to Chinese Medicine Dr & Acupuncturist

October 2009 - Appointment with CM Dr, orders an expensive, out of pocket hormone test. I go to get records from RE, surely he tested hormones, right? WRONG, never did any basic hormone tests

November 2009 - Appointment with new RE, testosterone level elevated, diagnosed PCOS, 1500 mg Metformin, Birth Control for 1 month

December 2009 - Femara & HCG trigger shot- BFN

January 2010- Femara, HCG trigger shot, scheduled IUI, think I'm ovulating before giving trigger shot, go for Progesterone test, already ovulating, IUI canceled

February 2010 - Femara, Injectibles, trigger, IUI #4 - BFP

March 5th, 2010 - 1st beta - 79

March 8th, 2010 - 2nd beta - 96

March 10th, 2010 - 3rd beta - 99, Diagnosed as chemical pregnancy, never start on my own

March 17th, 2010 - 4th beta - 113, U/S, nothing in uterus, Ectopic, Methotrexate Shot

April 2010 - Tested positive for heterozygous G20210A & MTHFR gene mutations, started baby aspirin and Folgard.

May 2010 - Laparoscopy - tiny bit of stage 1 endo removed from left ovary, drilled right ovary, no blockage found in tubes.

June 2010 - Mixed Cycle - Femara and Bravelle injectibles, trigger shot, 3 good follies, 46 million sperm post wash, IUI #5, Heparin injections - BFN

July 2010 - Femara + Bravell, trigger, 2 follies, 29 million sperm post wash, heparin injections, IUI #6 - BFP

July 27, 2010 - 1st Beta- 29

July 29, 2010 - 2nd Beta - 22 - Chemical Pregnancy

August 2010 - Bravelle, Ganirelix, Trigger, 29 millions sperm post wash, heparin & PIO injections, IUI #7 - BFP

August 30th- 1st Beta - 90

September 1st - 2nd Beta - 209

September 8th - 3rd beta- 4150

September 15th - 4th beta - 29,481

September 20th - 1st Ultrasound - 1 beautiful baby, measuring 6wks6days, heart beating away

November 23rd - It's a GIRL!!!

May 2, 2011 - Quinn Caroline born at 8:25 PM, 7 lbs 14 oz, 20.5 inches

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