Malibu Sleep

Malibu Sleep

Peace.

And we both so out of our minds
And you whisper to me “stay over”
It’s gonna be a different kinda night
You said the night isn’t over…

-Col3trane, Malibu Sleep

As you guys know I’ve been kind of dealing with a lot. But I’m happy to report, I’m starting to come out of the fog. Hooray! Continue reading

The Writing On The Wall

The Writing On The Wall

Peace.

Haven’t had a dream in a long time
Haven’t been able to sleep.
Are you coming back?
Are you coming back?
I’m waiting
I’m waiting
-Alice Boman – “Waiting”

How do you guys deal with grief? For me, grief is an all-consuming experience. It’s like a hole that swallows me up from the inside. The pain is incredibly unbearable. To be honest, I’ve experienced so much loss and pain this year…I don’t really know what else to say about it. Continue reading

Sharp Edges, Sweet Soul

Sharp Edges, Sweet Soul II

Peace.

I got sharp edges
I get defensive
Too lost to care
Middle finger in the air,
I’m sorry that I scared ya
Be my protector
when I cross the Sahara
Take me there

-Lolo Zouaï – Desert Rose

I admit it. Sometimes I’m a little sensitive and I get defensive when it comes to my work. I know that I don’t have to prove anything to anyone. But I have moments where I feel like if people don’t “get it” it’s like a personal attack and instantly my walls go up. That’s just who I am. Continue reading

See Me Now?

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Peace.

I’m the one
Everybody’s here but it’s you that I came for
Empty eyes, too high to be grateful
Baby I’m the one
I could blow your mind
Make you cry, make you pray for it
But I can’t wait for it

-Jada “Keep Cool”

Ever have to wait for something to manifest in your life? Sometimes when I have to wait for things it feels like an eternity. It’s like staring at a pot waiting for it to boil. I’m patient but sometimes the wait is grueling. Continue reading