I wish it was foggy and blurry.
I wish someone had lit fire,
so in the smoke I can’t see you while in a hurry
you fulfill another one of your desires.

Instead is so clear… Your grinning face,
your hand on my cheek fondling me so dear,
and your voice asking if I’m alright with your pace,
when you know every pace only brings shame and fear.

I am getting dizzy from this hellish seesaw,
yet I can’t remove you from my mind.
Even if the whole universe disappear and go,
you’ll stay in the corners of my soul to hide.

I know you are with me until death,
in every thought, step, emotion.
I just wonder to who you pay your debt
who slips forcingly in your mind his cruel potion.

17.08.2021
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