i may look calm, but in my head i’ve killed you 3 times

i want to sit in front of you and open myself up, like an over read book.
i want to be able to be honest with you and tell ou everything thats been steeping in my head and in my heart for 2 long.
but i cant.
im too afraid to get hurt, to discover the truth, the truth that probably differs from my own.
soo, instead ill sit down and spell out the words and feelings im too afraid to look you in the eyes and say.

holaaa!
hope yall got great xmas gifts!! 😀
right now im @ the bed, just took a shower so i feel lika a new person.lol 😛

c u guys later!

It takes a strong heart to cry, but a stronger heart to say why