Patrick Farrell

The imagery from the earthquake in Haiti 2010 a very haunting but also very human.  These images lack the cold detachment of most photojournalism I have seen.  After seeing him talk about this series I ca understand why.  While photojournalists create stunning and often very human photographs to me they always feel slightly detached, no matter how many guns are fired or explosions are going off around them, there is an invisible wall between artist and subject that seems to come through.

The images of Haiti are different, they are quite, introspective the world is not attached Haiti is not  thousands of miles away, it is the ghetto in  Los Angeles or Oceanside.  He transforms a documentary work into a peace completely personal and at the same time worldly.  It speaks to me of bringing the tragedy into our personal lives.  Some how he connected with these people.  I think he truly lost his defensive armor in this series.

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Cycles Day 42

At this point the project is moving along nicely.  It Has slowed a little bit and part of that may be due to cooling temperatures.  But the Compost is continuing to turn into a dark moist soil and now my little plant friends has decided to creep out of their jars.  The basil in the growing bins has become quite fragrant, i really believe i need to move on and transplant the plants and start a new growing jar, and possibly a larger compost jar.

Graciela Iturbide

Graciela Iturbide is for e an inspiring photographer in her exploration of the world.  She describes photography as a away to explore the world, life and ones self.  Which is truly a away i feel photography to be.  Not only is her work exceptional examples of black and white imagery she refuses to be trapped into a single vein of photography.  In many ways I find myself the same way, I started as a portrait photographer but wanted to create more, more meaningful work and i guess in many ways explore my own, world life and feelings.

Her work explores her feelings of the world.  Or her feelings of the place she is in.  It seems to be in some ways political but with out making a direct statement.  Much of the work seems to be deeply personal but with out being so locked in on her that the viewer has no way of extracting his own meaning from the work.

In the Arts 21 Video she says she shoots very quickly, and in the scenes she is shooting I see that, a very interesting point because all the advice you get in the world is to slow down.  However in some ways I also found that this is how it works for her, she quickly composes and does not think to much of influences on the image.  Like the part where she states that she was not going to make abstracts from the bark of trees because she felt that it was too influenced by her mentor, and then quickly changed her mind because of the beautiful light on the tree bark.

Rabbit Proof Fence

Rabbit-proof fence is another awful story of colonization by europeans.  I am really not sure I understand why white europeans feel the need to be so awful towards brown natives of the land the inhabited prior to them arriving.  Did they really think they were bringing salvation to these people or was that the lie they told themselves in order to feel better about the abuse the put on these people that lived relatively peaceful lives prior to the arrival of white europeans.

Seriously how can you make one man the warden of an entire peoples.  A single person is the guardian of all these people as if he is their parent.   I think most of the people had parents or were parents.  The roamed the hunted they gathered and played all in the Australian wilderness.

I believe that white europeans had the mistaken belief that because those that lived in the wilderness that did not not where appropriate clothes in their eyes that they were “savage.”  They had not realized yet that the advances made in Europe began out of necessity for survival of the whole.  The built large communities in order to cooperatively farm and raise the young, in a land that was less fertile than those of Australia or america.  The were packed closer together so they had to create extensive laws in order to keep the peace.  And they made weapons to protect themselves from the relatively close neighbors that disagreed with them.  The natives of many of these lands had no need for this, land was fertile plenty of game roamed the land as well.

What also impressed me in this though is the desire to return to what they had known and lived in prior to the invasion, and attempt to incorporate them into white society.  The girls risked life limb and health to return to their families.  This reminded me of the first nations boy we heard about earlier in this course that ran away several times when he was brought to Indian Schools, running home to southern California from as far away as New Mexico.

Cycles Day 35

Cycles is continuing to move along, though the growth rate has slowed some the basil is begging to peak out of the top of the jar I opened.  I believe our recent fluctuant weather in San Diego to be prt of the culprit, it has alternated between blazing hot and wet and chilly here over that last week.  Given that the plants are no longer existing completely in their little enviroment this is probably affecting them somewhat.

In the Compost Jar much of the items placed with in are barely recognizable any more.  I actually am thinking it may be getting close to time to attempt to plant in this jar, when opened the smell of soil is rich and vibrant, You can still smell the citrus peels that were placed in with the pile at the beginning but recognizing these things is difficult, some of the more dense yard waste is still recognizable and there are still a few bright green leaves.

I believe the transplants side project has given up, and this makes me a little sad. I did not want my little friends to die, but even with good thoughts, talking to them and plenty of sun and water they have not thrived.  I could not bring myself to photograph them today, but i plan on it in the near future, its just hard to photograph essentially a death mask.  I guess the failure of this part of the project speaks back to the original intent of the project though, not every cycle in life grows to its full potential, and at times some times things get in the way and end that arch of life.

This also brings me to wonder what am i to do with the growth jar, it seems that things are getting dense in there and there is more growth than i expected even though very few of the chives that were planted are visible.  But the shallow amount of soil in the jar, and the number of plants growing i know at some point if I want these plants to thrive im going to need to get them out of the jar. I would rather not pull them free of the soil like the few i attempted to move in the Transplant side project.  I believe my best option is to separate the soil pack into 1/4’s and attempt to remove them that way.

Billy Elliot

This film illustrates something that truly bothers me about American society.  That false belief that allowing boys to dance would automatically mean they are gay, or turn them gay.  I really do not understand this thought process, in reality if you are so concerned about you male child being gay, wouldn’t you want him to be constantly around a bunch of beautiful young women, doing something that is going to make him in peak physical condition.

Why do not we want boys to dance.  I actually have first hand experience with this a friend of mines husband does not allow one of their male children to dance though the child obviously prefers that to the sports her is enrolled in, why because it is not masculine like football.  I am not saying that all boys need to dance or they all should be put in dancing lessons but if they want to why not.  Why does every idea of male be centered around competition, violence or winning.  Where does this idea come from? And you are gonna tell me there is not gay football players or boxers or whatever is this weeks pick of straight male.

It was not that long ago that even in this country men were taught the basics of ball room dance it was part of polite society, were all men gay at that time? In some countries with a strong history of dance Russia springs to mind it is considered to be entirely masculine to dance.  I think we need to re think our culture a little, America does little to encourage dance in the minds of our young people, even after a certain point many young woman stop dancing.  Actually better yet America needs to start promoting the arts in general visual, dance, theatre, music these things are all part of culture and if we allow them to die off then what culture do we have? The screen in our living rooms is truly becoming the screen to our demise.

Cycles Day 28

Cycles is continuing to move forward.  The plants are now trying to grow out of the top of the jar so after today I am removing the lid to allow them to grow.  This is in a small way putting an end to that micro-environment, Put this whole project is an experiment dealing with where is goes once i started the process.  I have noticed that the plants are beginning to require more water than they once did and I am becoming concerned that I am going to have to figure out how to transplant the whole jar.

The compost jar is continuing to move forward as well, opening the jar you get a big smell not of rot but of fresh soil.  Its a healthy and clean sort of smell.  Although the progress here is seeming to slow down some I think I am going to have to go find some of the worms suggested by the guys at Stone Farms in order to keep it going forward.

Finally the side project is not thriving the small plants i attempted to replant just do not seem to be thriving as much as i would like them to.  The weather has been odd here in San Diego this week wet, rainy and chilly at the beginning of the week the towards the end the temperatures soared into the 100’s.  I think this may have been part of the issue.  Some of the small plants are now wilted and and are not seeming to live a few still have some good color to them, and I hope by regular watering and care they my come around but at this point I am unsure as to where it is going to go.  I will photograph them next week wether or not they begin thrive, and either call it quits with that part of the project or not.

Cycles Side Project: The Transplant

After doing some further research on the Cycles project i realized that I needed to thin the plants in the jars so that they could thrive.  However over the last several weeks I have grow attached to my little plants and really do not want to just pull them up by their roots and throw them out.  So I decided to attempt to transplant them.

I already had the small metal vessels that i had previously not been able to grow herbs in, I was not nearly devoted as I am now to the growth.  So I took some of the same soil that is in the terrarium, I placed a few stones in the bottom of the planters to provide for drainage and filled them up.  I used chopsticks to try and gently remove the young plants from the jar and then I Planted them in their new homes.

Some of the small plants did not seem to do well and were fairly lifeless after ward I am concerned that i overly damaged them even though I was very careful in moving them.  I guess I will see how it goes over the next little bit.  I am going to have to thin the jar further eventually so If these little ones do not make it I will get another chance.

Cycles is becoming an expanding project and I am quite enjoying where it is taking me.  There are several side projects that are springing out of this one.  I soon plan to plant some tulip bulbs in a planter.  I once bought a live plant and then neglected it but I am curious to see if i could get this to spring back to life.

Whale Rider

After viewing this movie I am left to contemplate a contemporary problem in preserving cultural identity and cultural practices.  Often I feel people are cling very hard to set rules in regards to the role of male and female of their cultures rather than embrace a new way of doing things, much like in the Bird Songs video viewed in class, when they would state that one man was not native american enough to participate, or another was of the wrong tribe, and another one had not yet earned the right to sing.

In Whale Rider Paikea, shows sincere interest in preserving her family and cultures beliefs and heritage.  She goes out of her way to spend time with her grandfather, to learn the traditions and to learn the ways.  Yet she is still shunned during the male coming of age ceremonies.  Then is ostracized when her uncle teaches her.  She showed far more interest and care at preserving the Maori culture than many of the other characters in the film, and yet she still was pushed away by a formally loving grand father.

I find it odd that cultures that are on the edge of obliteration from the world.  The songs the art and traditions about to be left to museums, pick and chose which children they want to teach too.  At some point should they not begin to embrace the ones that are ready and willing to learn.  I realize that my culture is not in peril of being lossed middle class american white people are all over the goddamn place but it seems to me if i wanted to preserve something i would worry more about those cultural things that are handed down from generation to generation to not be lost.  If a you person was interested in what we have passed down I would share no matter what gender, age o orientation, or wrong clan.

I guess the point I am trying to make is it not true that culture is somewhat fluid, ebbing and flowing with changing times? Can we not look at our own American culture and realize this?  Example in the last 10 years, we elected a Black American to office (moving away from the old white man trope), we have moved toward socialized health care, and completely legalized marrige for all humans with in our country.  Several states have legalized the once much maligned marijuana for recreational use (I assume enough children of the 70’s are now in office and want to continue to smoke weed and not have to pull a Bill Clinton).  What I am saying here is american culture has changed, mostly for the better I believe, can other cultures that are so endangered of being lost not  do the same?

One thing that I feel was a glaring neglect in the movie is the leaving out of the traditional tattoos that the Maori wore.  These tattoos are a large part of their culture and are still in practice today.  I am surprised this was not featured at all in a movie that at its heart was about preserving culture.  I actually feel that is a neglectful in the making of the movie.  Maybe some of the older people that were alive during British rule may not have had them, but I truly think the younger people would have worn them.

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Below are some examples of Maori Tattoos, please feel free to browse, these were taken from a google image search and are not my personal work.

Cycle Day 21

Cycles is moving forward nicely.  Things are continuing to progress as i had hoped they would.  My basil is growing like crazy, however I think I may have to open the growing jar in order to allow the plants to continue to grow.  Also i started doing some research (Probably should have done more prior to planting) and I am going to need to thin out the plants.  I plan to add this is as a secondary project to Cycles.

Cycles is starting to take on a bit of life of its own.  More and more am I thinking of other things to add into the project.  This started out as project that was intended to be confined to a constantly growing and a composting jar.  I thought that perhaps i would start adding new jars in as the compost became soil.  But now I am thinking that this project can live on a little more and grow a little more to be encompassing of more life and death cycles.