Monthly Archives: January 2023

Together

Posted on January 26, 2023 by joefingas

If can hustle like I hustled yesterday everyday today today then I’d be on my way to a better day. I’d be on my way. I’d be on my way. If I could love you like I loved you when … Continue reading →

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Conversations With Self Tok

Posted on January 25, 2023 by joefingas

These kind of days happen. Days waiting to get my car fixed. Days waiting too long to hustle cash. It’s always been this way. Always. Sometimes, I think, too late, I’ve found the way to lasting love, comfort and prosperity … Continue reading →

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Who’s There

Posted on January 17, 2023 by joefingas

My head is full. My heart is full. I have so much to tell you So much is going on Inside. I have so much to tell you when it’s time. When it’s time. They are not ready yet for … Continue reading →

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What To Do

Posted on January 12, 2023 by joefingas

Did my Spanish lesson first thing. Now, I have to clean my car, take a shower and put 100 dollars in the bank. Going to book some gigs for the season, find a mechanic I can afford, workout and finish … Continue reading →

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Dios Ayúdame

Posted on January 9, 2023 by joefingas

He’s pushing the trash cans to the curb. Making more noise than usual. I think he’s trying to wake me up but I’m not sleeping. I’m working on my Spanish. Every morning. 45 minutes to an hour. Practicando español. I … Continue reading →

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Single Minded

Posted on January 6, 2023 by joefingas

I wake and it’s on my mind. Every thing I accomplish Is accomplished in Its name. Every action Every moment Every breath Every thought Every word Every intention Gesture Grimace Smile and Smirk Is either For or Against the Work … Continue reading →

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All Right By Me

Posted on January 4, 2023 by joefingas

Some folks are keeping their Christmas lights up and on. I like that. On my night fog creep watching for first peeps of red green white and gold… Then enormous inflated Santa Frosty Rudolph and the sleigh the sleigh guiding … Continue reading →

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