this old apple tree

 
 
Google pic winter apple tree
  

This old apple tree

is a holiday inn for birds.

A bastion of bugs that are room service

for anything that flies, crawls and festers.

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I imagine me as a tree

with hot apple pie & ice cream

on the menu.

 

My blossoms, particularly beautiful,

a canopy for an apple crumb and coffee

on the deck, followed too soon

by the smell of rotting apples underfoot,

 

then naked, baring but an apple or two

hanging on like loose skin

flapping in winters’ long, cold, breath.

 

I imagine being reincarnate

offering a feast of fruit

in every lifetime.

 

I’m to look at it all,

the crusting apple tree

budding outside my window,

without imparting my perception

 

for then it becomes

all that I am.

Pre Pandemic Repost from 2015

Free to Be Me


free to be me

 

Free to Be Me 

I wish for you the perfect gift

under the perfect tree

not locked in a box, ribboned or tucked in a sock

but open for all to see

as visible as the brightest star,

this gift, hopefully received most festively,

would simply, and mindfully be

“a present me”

in this season of your making

I wish for you garlands of friendships in waiting,

a thousand lights of joy, harmony, and fullness for the taking.

I wish for you a time of believing

in a Pandora of possibilities set free

a time to walk through the door

that has truly opened in your mind

and imagine you are as unique

as an individual snowflake caught in a flicker of candlelight

destined to brilliantly adorn the wonderful tree of life

where your light shines        and others see it

where your life matters        and others feel it

the gift I have faith you will accept most festively,

would be the peace of mind

that comes from believing in yourself

and finding the way, to finally say

“I’m free to be me”

A LONG WAY FROM NOWHERE is divided into five Books and an Epilogue: BOOK 1 The Memory Box; BOOK 2 Hidden Among the Magnolias; BOOK 3 The Goodbye Wedding; BOOK 4 Tumbleweed; BOOK 5 Let the Mourning Doves Fly Free; EPILOGUE What Goes Around. I will be posting each book from December through May on Sunday mornings.

making the most of our twilight years

 

birthday girl

birthday girl

 

 

Celebrating your birthday today

more than just a yearly trip down memory lane

it’s a thankful reminder

that if you live long enough, and believe.

 

Lasting relationships don’t just happen,

often it takes what seems forever,

to find the driftwood

that makes for a work of art

in the heart and mind of a drifter like me.

 

I’ve always been a dreamer,

Inventing colors, bird-dogging rainbows.

 

Cocksure wishes came true,

And memories should and could

Be made of the same ingredients

As the aroma of after love,

Or a kitchen perfumed with preparation

for a feast, for two.

 

Had the day not happened,

Sky blue would be a tinge grayer,

Sunlight a bit dusky on the best of days.

 

In the evenings under a canopy of stars,

Sitting by the fireplace, listening

to the mellow sounds of season,

Not so beautiful

 

Without the essence of you

Sharing the space I am in.

 

For the sun is a touch warmer now,

Days a little longer lasting,

 

And nothing, I’ve ever done

More fun, than loving on you.

 

 

Read Me

Random thoughts on Poetry on a rainy day

 

A poem says, read me, I am what you see in me.

It is a living thing and once written you don’t have to leave it alone.  You can rename it, add, delete a word or two and change the form it’s framed in.  It’s the object of imagination. Malleable, never cut in stone.

What you can’t change is the voice you give it or the rhythm it contains.  The emotions, love or fear, no matter if sincere, will in all ways be true to you.  And its message, subject to the moment of creation will always be the same.

Like you, your objective world can change.  You can rename yourself.  You can rewrite your story.

You can see yourself anyway you want to be, depending on the view you choose and what you want others to see.

No matter if sincere, you can’t give voice to other than who you are.  If you believe you are created in Love, you have nothing to fear.  The message you convey, to all who choose to listen to what you say, is simple, loud and clear –

you are a poem that says,

read me as I am,

not as you think I can be.

Reflection on the Great Barrington

 As the season changes, a reminder of what we left behind in the Berkshires where all  roads led to Great Barrington.

 

some nights are like this

you look out into the darkness

and it makes itself at home.

a glass of burgundy, leftover candles

permeating the air with lavender,

a subtle overwhelming nostalgia

for having passed this way

 

the window on this world is made of lace

from which you do not hide behind

but view this space, and well beyond,

with gratitude and grace

 

what you see so clearly now

reflects back on you that which

you have made your own,

the in-between of sunrises and sunsets

the experience of waking dreams

 

this place, this space of transitory occupancy

already a memory, complete with worn out habits,

is like the comfort of an old threadbare coat

you don’t want to let go of,

holding on tight to what you know

  

yet the unknown,

beyond the view of the window

beckons, the darkness whispers goodnight,

dawn awaits in a warm wrap of light

new beginnings, new possibility

 

you rest in the moment and reminisce,

for in a present knowing,

every living cell within you

carries the physical recollection

of your being here in a special place,

 

the space between the thought

of how it came to be

and how beautiful it was

 

all roads lead to this

where memories of the mind

have come to rest

you see a path never before taken

that does not lead away

nor does it harbinger a yearning to stay.

here is a place you have lived, loved

and left behind a number of times.

 

 it’s not often you are given the opportunity

to step back and revisit a path chosen,

rewrite a scene that has no end to a beginning

a move forgiven, an opening encounter maybe,

with a second chance

leaving it up to God to ask for the next dance

 

your window on this world

is as it seems,

for all you have envisioned

has come true

for what you see in you

 

light entered here

and here butterflies were born

a child found his way home

words flowed freely, easily,

although, as wit would have it

with a price to pay

for here became a stop along the way

 

and yet another window waits

upon another day

First Snow – Trick or Treat

Then: Halloween 2011 MA

Then: Halloween 2011 MA

 

Now: Halloween 2014 Ajijic

Now: Halloween 2014 Ajijic

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I know there’s a logical

explanation:

a predictable mixture

of cloud, moisture and cold

when it steals over sleep

enters my morning world

with a gentle benediction

I know it’s foolish

but it smells

of children laughing

and I want my footsteps

to make a lasting impression

in the first snow

Today is the Day

easter-chimes-awaken-nature-Alphonse Mucha

easter-chimes-awaken-nature-Alphonse Mucha

 

understanding stands by the doorway of a quantum leap,

apprehension, the Maitre’D of age holds the key

 

on the other side of the door

there is no more than can be imagined

transcending thoughts transforming notions of possibility

awaiting your creation

 

this day has always been waiting for you to arrive

alive with the love and potential energy you bring to it

 

waiting patiently on your awareness

 

waiting for your creation

 

waiting on what you want it to be

 

a thing of beauty, a thing grace

 

today as everyday the sunrise and the sunset

are bookends for the stories you create

the birthright, the toddlers stand,

the child within and the urge to mate

the maturing of existence knocking at the gate

 

the same story, over and over again

each volume, a day in the life of

all there is and all there will be

 

So choose this day the words you speak

you would say to a loving you

and the people that you meet

will only hear you say I love you and I care

 

no matter how fast seems the hustle of our lives

dawn approaches as if a butterfly

evolving moment by moment at the speed of light

 

it is never too late to step outside yourself

and experience the world around you

that’s what it is there for

waiting on your awakening