As the season changes, a reminder of what we left behind in the Berkshires where all roads led to Great Barrington.
some nights are like this
you look out into the darkness
and it makes itself at home.
a glass of burgundy, leftover candles
permeating the air with lavender,
a subtle overwhelming nostalgia
for having passed this way
the window on this world is made of lace
from which you do not hide behind
but view this space, and well beyond,
with gratitude and grace
what you see so clearly now
reflects back on you that which
you have made your own,
the in-between of sunrises and sunsets
the experience of waking dreams
this place, this space of transitory occupancy
already a memory, complete with worn out habits,
is like the comfort of an old threadbare coat
you don’t want to let go of,
holding on tight to what you know
yet the unknown,
beyond the view of the window
beckons, the darkness whispers goodnight,
dawn awaits in a warm wrap of light
new beginnings, new possibility
you rest in the moment and reminisce,
for in a present knowing,
every living cell within you
carries the physical recollection
of your being here in a special place,
the space between the thought
of how it came to be
and how beautiful it was
all roads lead to this
where memories of the mind
have come to rest
you see a path never before taken
that does not lead away
nor does it harbinger a yearning to stay.
here is a place you have lived, loved
and left behind a number of times.
it’s not often you are given the opportunity
to step back and revisit a path chosen,
rewrite a scene that has no end to a beginning
a move forgiven, an opening encounter maybe,
with a second chance
leaving it up to God to ask for the next dance
your window on this world
is as it seems,
for all you have envisioned
has come true
for what you see in you
light entered here
and here butterflies were born
a child found his way home
words flowed freely, easily,
although, as wit would have it
with a price to pay
for here became a stop along the way
and yet another window waits
upon another day