You keep trying to figure it out.
Keep writing your own story
trying for the perfect ending…if this happens…if that happens
I’ll…if I do this then…if you say that then I’ll…
listen to the Ego telling you what to do.
It’s the great prelude to trying to control
the situations that might be.
Believing that if you could only
handle everything that comes along,
pre-empt all possibility,
analyze all potential obstacles
in a moment in time down the line,
figure it out ahead of time,
as if time
had a beginning and end
and you could control the outcome.
One minute you are walking on water,
the next you’re hanging upside down,
and what was a perfectly positioned smile
turns into an in your face frown.
One minute you’re taking a breather,
with a sigh of relief you sit down,
before you know it,
you are six feet underground.
What gives?
Your brain and your mind are a duet of a kind
working here separate from what you know to be true.
Manipulating the future is like altering the past.
You need to be joyful of memory
and open to what comes along when it does,
knowing it will unfold in its own time in love.
Learning to be true to yourself is being aware
of the dichotomy of life,
the past and the future,
the wrong and the right,
love and fear going round and round
until an opening occurs and you embrace it.
If the way is open before you
And you can’t see it – is it open?
If the way is open inside you
And you can’t be it – is it open?
If the door is open
And you can’t go there – is it open?
If your shadow is behind you and you can’t turn around,
is the past open to you?
If the river flows beside you and you stand your ground,
is the future open to you.
What you bring to the embrace
is your perception of who you are.
If the vision is one of love,
carries with it an inner awareness
that all possibilities are there for you,
trusting you are here for a reason,
then the way is open for both the shadow and the light.
When the door opens
and in walks surprise,
let it enter unsurmised
when the door opens
anger may appears,
let it be a part of you
needless to fear
when the door opens
many things believed in
may simply disappear
all the order in your life
may rearrange
and everything or nothing
may never be the same.
when the door opens
stay, still time
manifest the child
be open to your self
let love radiate from you
and nothing will enter
your life but love