{"entry":[{"hash":"5ccdcb9a07e4070ab3761e622b1ab985d535103b7b68e8631120aa29c2728b39","requestHash":"justinalcala","profileUrl":"https:\/\/blue-sea-697d.quartiers047.workers.dev:443\/https\/gravatar.com\/justinalcala","preferredUsername":"justinalcala","thumbnailUrl":"https:\/\/blue-sea-697d.quartiers047.workers.dev:443\/https\/2.gravatar.com\/avatar\/5ccdcb9a07e4070ab3761e622b1ab985d535103b7b68e8631120aa29c2728b39","photos":[{"value":"https:\/\/blue-sea-697d.quartiers047.workers.dev:443\/https\/1.gravatar.com\/avatar\/1e54cfb2403f35e93312b7110c37ae68","type":"thumbnail"}],"displayName":"justinalcala","aboutMe":"GHOSTS OF THE PAST\n4 Days Ago\n \nHave you ever opened up some of your long forgotten poems, short stories or novels? Painful right? The document is probably littered with vague pronoun references, unnecessary shifts in tense and fused sentences. Even worse, there are sections of the story that don\u2019t contribute to the plot, insignificant characters and mawkishly sentimental underlying messages. \n \nIf you\u2019re like me, the first thing you do is plant your face in your hands (a.k.a. the \u201cFace-palm\u201d) and try not to cry. Afterwards, you stare at the Delete button, tempted to obliterate all proof that this story or poem was once yours. Finally, after waging a war with your conscience, you decide to live and let live, leaving the document alone, but lamenting about how terrible your writing once was. \n \nBut wait, that\u2019s not fair. Your old work shouldn\u2019t be some dark secret that needs to be hidden from the world. It should be a testimony of what you\u2019ve accomplished. Not only did the \u201cold you\u201d put a lot of effort into that story, but the work is a reminder of who you as a writer once inspired to be. It\u2019s a roadmap of your writing life. \n \nSometimes, we as writers are very hard on ourselves. We have to be because we\u2019re constantly pursuing perfection. However, we forget that we didn\u2019t just learn how to write overnight. There wasn\u2019t some magical gift bestowed upon us by a divine being. No, we had to start somewhere and work at it, and those old documents are a symbol of that.\n \nFor me, once the shock wears off of how bad my writing once was, I realize how beautiful these works really are. Because behind the jungle of grammatical errors and turbulent plot hooks is a vision I once had. I see Justin Alcala, the writer who wanted to give readers a little scare with his horror stories. I see Justin Alcala, the yarn spinner who wanted to give a fresh perspective on legends and folklore. I see Justin Alcala, the young man who wanted to make people happy by telling great stories.\n \nAll too often, we authors get swept away by the power that comes with having your works published. I know I get a real kick out of talking to my publisher about cover art or sending new ideas to my editor. It\u2019s fun to put your work onto bookshelves. But we can\u2019t forget about the fundamentals. We need to remind ourselves why we started writing in the first place, and those old tales are just the thing. So the next time your dusting off an old manuscript, remember what those pages really mean. The words may tell a bad story, but the history of its creation is its own sort of autobiography.","currentLocation":"Chicago, IL","emails":[{"primary":"true","value":"www.justinalcala@justinalcala.com"}]}]}