Kaciee

Where had the colors of her life gone?
She was devoid of feeling.
What was a life with no color?

She sat quietly.
Thinking of the joys in her life.
Maybe the memories
Would fill her soul
With color.’

She was aware of a warm happy glow
And she felt,
Slowly,
So very slowly,
Her joy came back.
And
With it the color.

Style Card
Body: Maitreya – Lara
Head: LAQ – Noelle
Eyes: Ikon – Eternal
Hair: Exxess – Cookie
Jumpsuit: Scandalize – Natasha
Shoes: N-Core – Donna

This is how I really feel

Angst
I am so alone.
I can still sense the others,
See the colors, hear the laughter,
But the wires must be down.
I have been disconnected.

I have this ache
In my heart
And I can not make it go away.
Where did it come from?

I am empty inside,
Only this ache.
Will I ever learn?

My beautiful magical forest
Has disappeared.
Now, the dull black and brown of winter
Fits my mood.
Bleak and barren
The icy wind howls … and it’s me.

I feel blown away by this cold cruel wind.
I swirl and swish past hearts turn frigid.
I am all alone.

I am drowning in my own misery,
Reaching out for anyone
To save me from this ocean of despair.

Dante’s Inferno was nothing compared
To this woefull angst that I have made
From my thoughts alone.

Worry and anxiety throw me once more
Into the depths of despondency.
The walls are unscalable.
All hope has fled.
I wallow in the melancholy
Of this murky colorless mess.

Can anyone break the ice
That holds my heart imprisoned,
Imprisoned with thoughts
Of what could have been?
Will the Spring thaw this frigid pain?

The warm sunshine of all love
Is hidden in the shadows of loss.
All the beauty of summer gone,
Will it ever return?
Or am I to live forever in this
Cruel gloom?

I ache for the the new birth of Spring,
The sprouting time with its shoots of hope,
The bright colors of new lives born,
My magical forest surrounding me once more
In its tender, hopeful embrace.

I long for hope,
For love,
For sunshine again.
Please, someone
Find the break
And connect me again.

Kaciee