After last month's BFN which I took surprisingly hard, we decided we'd give it one more shot, and that's it. Originally we figured we had the money for 3 IUI attempts, but clearly it's not just about the money. I was an absolute horrible person to be around for those 3-4 days I was testing at home up until my beta. I felt so guilty for how short I was with everyone, especially Maddie. So for everyone's well being, this is the last hurrah. I triggered with 2 18mm follies on the right ovary. DH's count was 43 million post-wash, so those seem like good odds.
Just like last month, I don't feel very good about this cycle, but we'll see. Beta is 2 weeks from today, so I'm officially in what will likely be my last 2 week wait ever.
Monday, April 23, 2012
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I will be keeping everything crossed for you. These steps and decisions we take and make are not easy. (((hugs)))
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