look at me without any adjectives

Judgements are just one of too many perceptions that people like to make about others. And when they do, they tend to put in adjectives.Well, to tell you the truth, adjectives ARE judgements. one can not separate one from another.the words that come out of your mouth, if its a description, than its adjective and they are judgemental.

You look at Paris Hilton and you say "Gosh, that girl has it in for hollywood the right way. She's beautiful,blonde-haired blue eyed American beauty". The adjective here is beautiful. The drags are "blonde-haired, blue-eyed". owh, and hollywood is a place for you who might not know.You know, where the superstars lived..in fact, there's a rumour that Brangelina are moving out from her crib in Hollywood and moved to France and urm....forget it *thee thee*

Paris Hilton is a major live-barbie if i can have one.She's stunningly beautiful, talented in acting and a real,show-everything-you-got reality tv star. (hey, i love Simple Life for a reason). But to many people out there, maybe including YOU, Paris is no angel.In fact, one of my friends even called her "Pasir Hilton" when i said i wanna have her lookalike.Well, looks like you have your own reasons for using the prefered adjective. Anyway, thanks kronx. *thee thee*

This just not just happened to Miss America, i'm sorry to tell you. Maybe you have your friend looking at you and giving you many kinds of adjectives that ever exist in the vocabulary.(will buy thesaurus next time for a better effect). Some say you're skinny and needed fattening up. Some would say you are exploding yourself.Your mother might think that 148cm is the height of the daughter she dreamed of but the doctor during whom you went to to have your medical checkup would say otherwise.Your boyfriend might quite enjoy sniffing at you but your perfumes could send your cats to hell. See, you could'nt even pleased your cats..

So people,lets look at each other witout any adjectives. if you see someone preety, don't go comparing yourself to her cuz you might find someone preetier than her. then you'll learn that other people might think you're preety too and comparing them to yourself. Ain't that crazy?

So, embrace the fact of life that we all exist for a reason, a good one. REJOICE.

Praises to God

O Lord I praise You,

for bequething me with all the colors in life-from red to yellow,from blue to green,from purple to preety pink..
and also,sometimes the white serene color of my life,You painted it black.
Sadness,Grieve,Hurt and Shallows..
So that I can always be constantly reminded that all rainbows has an end,bending down upon whatever stake in life I may have.

And even when I try to wash away the gruesome spots,there will always be the cloudy marks of it.So that whenever I'm happy,I can be aware..whenever I''m aware,I'll be alert.So that I can sometimes forget to remember,but not forget to forget..

O Lord I thank You,

For the best of family any soul can wish for.

For a hardworking father that would do anything under the sky for his daughters.
For a loving mother that "dares" calling her daughter in 3 a.m in the morning just to say how she miss her eldest daughter.
For sisters that are as rascals as anything in the world,always the last ones to send their birthday wishes,but will always on my back whenever I'm down..

O Lord I thank You..

For the best cocoon of friends in friends i could see.
For all the happiest moments in life I could be.
For all the places that I've been to..please Lord,do let them know that I carry them with me all the way,no matter how they think they are meaningless to me..

O Lord please guide me..

To the serenity of mind,lightness of heart and calmness of soul in my everyday live..
Lead me to become a good and faithful muslimah..Shall I hope my self would be like Ainul Mardhiah,Zulaikha and all those renowned women..but O Lord,
Make me in the same league..
Spare me Your thoughfulness so that I would not be lost..
Love me in Your Love,now and in all the way to hereafter~