i love you like the fire red, now it's turning blue

Oh yeah.

Bagi saya, tak ada apa yang best pada masa ni daripada duduk depan komputer, pakai seluar gabak gila, jenis beli dekat pasar malam sehelai RM5.00, pakai baju si boyfriend bersaiz L, kunyah biskut Jackers perisa strawberry sebab dekat koop tak ada jual dah cokolat macam yang kau nak tu, pastu pastu rambut kadang2 sepit dengan ketam, kadang-kadang lepaskan sebab geram nak tarik rambut bila tak faham baca International Law; kenapa Security Council Resolution boleh impose dekat Haiti, tapi dekat Myanmar tak boleh pulak isssssh what are you trying to say ni, woman?!!!. Pastu terus giveup and pasang lagu Like A G6 sambil berangan ada jet peribadi sekarang. Hmm. Yes, bagi saya tulah yang terbaik pada masa ni.

Kesukaan saya pada masa ini juga.

Elianto Eyelash Curler, Elianto Eye Primer in shade 01, The Body Shop Born Lippy Rasberry Lipbalm, Maybeline Eyestudio 2-IN-1 Impact Shadow Liner, In2it Eyeshadow Pen in shade Silhoette.

Buat masa ni, tak boleh kata suka atau tak suka semua benda. Semua baru-baru lagi fresh from the oven. Cuma selamat untuk saya katakan, eyelash curler tu best bagi saya. Memang memanjangkan dulu bulu mata ni sebelum disapu mascara. Lipbalm tu pun best jugak. Tak bau kuat sangat macam lipbalm-lipbalm saya yang lain. Eyeliner tu, try dekat kedai tadi okay laaa. Pekat warna dia tapi senang smudge. Deh, nama pun 2-in-1 sekarang ni kan. Tak payah beli eyeshadow hitam dah sekarang. Yang eyeshadow pen tu err..warna cantik, tapi nak guna leceh sikit. Kalau beli, make sure hati-hati, tegakkan pen lepas tu pusing tiub dekat bawah dulu untuk keluarkan produk sebab eyeshadow ni semua dalam powder formula. Jangan nanti jadi macam saya, bukak dalam keadaan pen melintang so memang fuuuuuh berterabur habis semua. So be careful, and vice versa untuk tiub yang dekat atas jugak (maknanya, terbalikkan dahulu). Hmm apa lagi apa lagi? Oh, eye primer tu. Eye primer tu saya suka sebab nampak mahal padahal tak mahal langsung. Fungsi eye primer ni untuk buatkan eyeshadow kita stays on longer dekat mata tapi I'm not sure whether this brand really works or not. Sama jugak saya rasa bila saya pakai/tak pakai eye primer ni. Eyeshadow tu lepas 5jam hilang jugak. Mungkin boleh beli untuk kepuasan? Anda tentukannya.

Hee. Bai semua, memang tak ada makna post ni.

"memang I, tunggul kayu you sebenarnya," Bicara Hati

Love,
And yet you promised me that you'll love me forever and ever,
Yet, you say you'll never hurt me
But ouch!
Does that didn't hurt?

don't blame me if the Truth hurts

Oh I think I get it now.
Bird could not be with the Bee because of a lot of things.
Because Bird knows only Bird
Bee know only Bee.
Bird is much bigger, can fly much higher than Bee
Though that, Bee has it's own capability.
Bee has a Queen that needs to be pleased.
Bird when in trouble, they'll flee.
Bee carries the extra baggage, suck it up and survive.
But a bird's eyeview, they see everything in life.
No matter for Bird and for Bee.
Both exist in the same world, on the same footing.
What pleases Bird might not pleases Bee.
What Bee likes would make the Bird angry.
So in the end when stories unfold.
Now that Bird knows what Bee has to know.
It's no wonder that from the start,
You can't feed a Bird honey.
When all it wants is the wormy.
And you can fly wherever you want,
As long as you don't touch the hive of the Majesty.
We leave it at that, we let it be.
We let the truth die though not in peace.
Because in reality,
Bird and Bee would never be able to face each other.
Because in reality,
"Only birds of a feather flocks together"

sometimes I think my hand has more feelings than me -lylasyahirah

and it's not my fault cause u don't deserve, what is coming now so don't say a word.

Kronologi kehidupan malam ni macam ni sebenarnya:

9.30pm: Balik from makan malam dekat luar dengan kawan-kawan. Masa makan,sembang pasal family-family, pasal anak perempuan-anak perempuan. Sembang pasal betapa susahnya mak ayah tu nak besarkan anak perempuan, patutlah mereka compare kita dengan sekandang lembu. Saya ada 4 adik beradik perempuan. Emi ada sorang kakak. Adeline ada lima orang adik beradik perempuan. Zah ada tiga orang kakak. Syak tak masuk dalam perbualan, DIA ADA SORANG ABANG SAJE :) Pastu sembang topik, "Adakah seorang suami perlu memanjakan isterinya?," Lepas tu lagi sembang pasal topik masak-masak. Lepas tu Emi kesian, order telur separuh masak tapi dapat telur mata kerbau. Tapi Zah yang paling tak tahan laaa..dia kata, telur mata cina :p

Kembali pada 9.30pm tadi : Bukak laptop, bukak facebook, tak ada orang yang post dekat wall. Balik-balik Deline, Zah, Emi dan Myra saja. Tak sure perasaan apa time ni. Lepas tu cium-cium baju, alamak dah busuk. Lepas tu teringat yang diri ni sebenarnya tak mandi lagi. Terus capai towel and toiletries, jalan terkedek-kedek seret selipar nak pergi mandi.

9.40pm: Dah habis mandi, wangi dah. Pegang kulit muka, teringat jalan raya yang tak siap lagi. Terus pakai mask Himalaya saya tu. Lepas tu gedik sapu lotion kat lengan. Habis tu, duduk depan laptop and berfacebook.

9.42pm: Message Hadzwan, tanye sibuk tak? Dia reply, nak pergi keluar pergi karouke sekarang. Mendoakan kejayaan dia menyanyi sedap nanti.

9.50pm: Berwall-to-wall dengan Deline. Macam aktiviti wajib setiap hari.

10.10pm: Teringat yang saya nak buat pembaharuan pada project paper, lalu terus buat projek paper pulak. Lepas tu email kan project paper pada diri sendiri supaya esok pergi lab computer boleh terus print sebab tak ada thumbdrive sendiri. Saya rasa ini satu idea yang cerdas. Ataupun cergas, saya pun tak pasti. Tengok-tengok waaaaah, banyaknya email. Bila mau delete pun tak tau.

10.30pm: Message Hadzwan untuk tau perkembangan karouke dia. Dia kata dia nyanyi lagu Relaku Pujuk. Dalam hati, "wah nyanyi lagu yang tak mencabar. Cuba nyanyi Warisan Wanita Terakhir sikit" Bila ajukan cadangan ni dekat dia, dia tolak mentah-mentah. Sementah getah mentah, rasa sekarang mentah tak mentah getah tu huuuh budak mentah! Eh, merepek.

10.40pm: Tengok video dekat youtube sambil cuba download lagu California Girls dari 4shared untuk ingat dekat Ari sikit. Dah lama tak nyanyi lagu ni dekat Ari, bila saya nyanyi, dia selalu terdiam tanda tergamam. Mungkin dia tau saya tak sehot gadis CALIFORNIA, HOKEH FINE.

10.50pm: Message Myra untuk list senarai bacaan PIL. Untuk dibuat assignment. Bangga dengan diri sendiri akhirnya dapat jugak kesedaran nak buat assignment ni tapi bila dibelek-belek page nya pun tak sudah-sudah, tutup dululah baca esok saja T_T

11.45pm: Habis download lagu tu, bila play dekat Winamp, rupanya tu bukan lagu Katy Perry pun T_T Entah lagu kumpulan indie mana tiba-tiba tersesat. Kecewa sungguh sebab nak download satu lagu pun punyalah payah.

11.50pm: Mendapat idea untuk mintak lagu tu daripada Deline esok via bluetooth saja. Sekali lagi, idea yang cerdas/cergas. KENAPA KAU TAK FIKIR AWAL-AWAL?

12.14pm: Message Hadzwan sekali lagi, dia dalam perjalanan ke Mapley. Rasa bersyukur ada boyfriend yang suka makan selepas karouke macam dia.

12.30pm: Dah tutup lampu, baring atas katil and tarik selimut untuk tidur. Cuba untuk pejam mata tapi dalam otak, eh perempuan, kau tak research assignment Environmental Law lagi. terus bangun dan on balik laptop. Tapi sebelum tu pergi buat air milo dulu untuk tenaga konon nak stay up malam ni. Lepas tu bukak blog pulak terus ehhh, nak update blog lah!


12.50pm: Deline message nak datang bilik untuk ambil soalan tutorial Juris. Saya sempat pesan, "lagi lima minit nanti baca blog aku, aku tengah tulis ni," Lebih kurang macam tulah ayat saya pada Deline.


1.15pm: Tengah-tengah berblog, dapat ilham untuk tulis pasal tajuk apa untuk assignment Environmental Law ni. Google. Ada about 112,000 results appear in 0.12 secondsssssssssssssss ah, tengok esok saja!

1.23pm: Habis tulis blog. Dah rasa mengantuk. Bai semua.

if happiness has a voice, it would go soprano.

Biore Cleansing Oil, Neutrogena Oil-Free Moisturiser, St.Ives Apricot Scrub, Cetaphil Gentle Skin Cleanser, Clinique Dramatically Different Moisturizing Lotion, Givenchy Wake-up Skin Make up Base, Vaseline, The Body Shop Lip Scruff.

Again, this is a beauty related post. I felt like I didn't do one in quite a while, and while I am at it, a little note or two if I may :) I know when you're speaking of skincare, it could be quite tricky as not everyone reacted the same way as not one skin's condition is similar to another. Same goes to makeup products but that I'm not too worried about.

Okay,things I'm about to mention here are purely 100% experience-based and it is for my own that I claim. I just hope to help out a bit if any of you readers are curious and interested but at the end of the day, you must always, always stick to what your dermatologist had recommend to you to use. Believe me, I've had many past experince during my teen years where I believed I have tried all different brands that while it might seem fun to do back then, I have had to pay the consequences of it now. I don't have the perfect skin like I used to-now I have acne scars, bad, bad eye bags and under eye circle (yeah I don't sleep), redness on my nose and uneven skintone. What's important that first of all, you've got to consult a dermatologist first, or do your own research on a product that you think might suit you. The time has long past for tacky product packaging to catch our eyes- we should be concerned on whether they really work or not.

Alright, I don't know why that intro turned up a little long but anyhoo, let's get on to the products.

Oh, first thing first, I have normal-to-dry skin. I have dry T-Zone and i'm oily on the cheek area. My breakouts are hormonal, or when I'm just too lazy to care on about my skin, which I wouldn't be now. (let's all crossed our fingers, ey?)

I cleansed my face daily using Cetaphil. It's basically just a normal cleanser that is perfect even for sensitive skin. I bought it at Vitacare for less than RM20, if I'm not mistaken. I could say that this cleanser works just to wash and clean the face, it doesn't improve the skin's condition nor does it make it worse. So it is one of the safe options out there in my opinion (and again, experince). I've used this for more than a month now and I have not had breakouts from it. Then, twice or three times a week, I would use my St.Ives to exfoliate the impurities on the face. The Apricot one that I have now is specially formulated to prevent blemishes and clean pores. I don't have big, open pores but I do need to get the dirts out of the system and to prevent blemishes so I used this product. It's suitable to use even on my dry skin as it's not over-drying and it really does refreshes the face. I don't use a toner (which is bad, I know) but I haven't found a good one yet and I think that with the dry skin I have, I need to focus on giving it moisture first? I don't know, I'm on a trial basis here :)

So toner skipped, I used two moisturizers for my skin. Not all at once but I will use them alternatively every other day. The one I used to use before was the Clinique Dramatically Different Mouisturizing Lotion. If you don't know by now, this product has been raved by many. I admit that it does work and it absorps to the skin really quickly so you don't feel like you're wearing too much on your face. What I don't quite like about it a bit is that it makes my skin feels like I haven't put anything on (which is sort of the point when you know the product absorps fast), but I think I would prefer the ones that I can see the difference it made to my face once I had it on. I know my skin is moisturise enough, but I can't see it, you know what I mean? And I like to use a lot of this at once when in actual, you only need a teeny bit to last on your face. So I used this, if not, my current fave is the Neutrogena Oil-Free Mouisturiser. Current fave because, it moisturise dry areas and control shine in oily areas of the face. Haven't I mentioned my skin condition already? And this works wonders. I absolutely love this moisturiser to apply before I do my makeup. It doesn't cause breakouts either and it makes my skin feels totally moisturising. I wouldn't mind to go on and say that it is my best dupe for the Clinique one.

Then I would use the Givenchy Make-Up Base after I apply my moisturiser for a good ten-minutes and before I apply my foundation and the rest of the makeups I want. This one had SPF 15 in it and it really does make my makeup stay all day long. It evens out my skin as well, I sometimes only wear this and a powder and are ready to go.My face doesn't feel sticky at the end of the day, but I know that this is a high-end one and I really wanted to find a good drugstore make up base to replace this. I am thinking of getting the Revlon Beyond Natural Primer or if not, I'll just get another one of this.

To remove my makeup at the end of the day, I'll go for my trusted Biore Cleansing Oil. At first, the cheap deal at Watsons and the cute packaging sold me ( I know, talk about earlier motivation aren't we?) But once I used it, it really does work to lift up all the makeup, even waterproof mascara and eyeliner. I admit that it is advisable to get a separate eye makeup remover as this one comes out quite strong for the eye but if you know how to work it out avoiding close contact with the eyes, then I'll think you'll be safe. Also, a cleansing oil works well on dry skin like mine because all the gel and cream one sucks. I have used a ZA one and my makeup was still intact. So I would suggest getting an oil-based makeup remover (preferably this one!) if you have dry skin.

One of my pet peeves is having chapped lips. So what i used for my lips are Vaseline and The Body Shop Lip Scruff. I think that I have had it with balms because for me, they are either too sticky, too smelly or too fancy for my liking. Vaseline is more of a versatile product to me and I like to just scoop a little of the amount with my finger and work my way on the lips just as I like it. It works just as well as any other lipbalms, maybe even better. I like the polish sheen that it gives on the lip, it's kind of like a just-out-of-water look rather than a rich look that lipbalms used to give, if you know what I'm saying. Then once a while, I would use the lip scruff from Body Shop to exfoliate the dark cells on the lips (sometimes your lips looks black like a smoker, that is why) It works just like a face scrub, only for the lips. The formula is this: if you have even lip color, it would be easy for you to pull off any lipstick color, so you wouldn't go wondering why does the pink lipstick doesn't look as pink on you?

That is it for my skincare routine. I have omitted the face mask simply because it is still my old and trusted Himalaya. This collection wouldn't last long either, as I'm always on the hunt to find the perfect product, one after another. But for now, I can safely say (after you've receive dermatologist's recommendation) that these above-mentioned products do work.

cause sometimes i think, most times i don't

Countless times I see you fall
On your bended knees with your head hung low
But I've never seen you climb from down below
Instead, you avoid raising up again.
And I wonder, why?

Sometimes fate has chapters
You're either on the good side or the bad side of the book
But I've never seen you taking a leaf out of it
Instead, you just don't buy it.
I wonder, why?

You place love on a drunken man
Who gambles with your heart
And steal from your friend
But I've never seen you getting it back
Instead, you keep giving in.
I wonder again, why?

Paths so steep, ends so narrow
I know I walk it in long strides
And I reach there in the end
But I've never seen you walk away from the backyard
Instead, you paint on the shattered walls.
I wonder, why, oh why?

If you think love conquers all, think again
For life is more than being "more than friends"
If you think you're right, be my guest, for I can't say another
Maybe you'll be the Cinderella someday
But good luck in finding your Fairy Godmother

-lylasyahirah

because i never know too much to learn something new.

Memang tak best langsung rasanya kalau dua minggu straight kena bangun pukul 8pagi, even on weekends. Mana nikmat weekends di situ? Lagi tak best kalau esok ada class pukul 8pagi tapi malam tu kena tidur pukul 2pagi sebab nak siapkan tutorial untuk esok. Lepas tu pukul 3.23pagi dikejutkan dengan FIRE DRILL pulak semua orang bising-bising.Pergi kelas esoknya dah tak pakai dah dress yang kau gosok malam berikutnya, pakai baju huduh dan seluar huduh je pastu dalam kelas emo taknak cakap dengan sape-sape sebab tak cukup tidur. Lepas tu tak makan lunch, terus buat kerja untuk kelas pukul 3-5petang Company Law. Tengok-tengok dalam kelas, semua orang dok argue pasai benda yang sama jaa ehh apesal tibe-tibe kena cakap utagha tak tau. Pastu terus kena pergi satu event dekat Kelab Golf Negara Subang, anjuran Asia Law Students Association (ALSA). Jalan yang jam pukul 5 petang tu buatkan kita sampai pun pukul 8.30malam, ditambah dengan sesat lagi, jadi dalam kereta hanya mampu terbaring dekat belakang sambil mulut tak habis-habis whine dekat Myra and Deline, "....fire drill.....fire drilll...," Readers sekalian, sila memahami sekarang =_=

Ceh penipu kata penat sangat dalam kereta.

A little bit about ALSA; ni kire satu persatuan untuk semua pelajar undang-undang dalam negara, tak kire IPTA atau IPTS. Semua pun ahli ALSA jugak. Pastu persatuan ni melibatkan pelajar-palajar undang-undang dari seantero Asia jugak. Yang saya kenal setakat ni dari Indonesia, Thailand..macam-macam lagi lah yang dah pernah sampai dekat Malaysia ni. So dinner malam tadi is for their National Forum, tapi ni untuk pelajar-pelajar dalam negara saja. So yang datang dari UM,UKM,UUM, UNIZA, Help College, MMU..you get the picture. Ceh you get the picture ayat lame setiap post dekat sini, maaf!

Okay, nama panjang dia ALSA Malaysia National Forum 2010 rupanya T_T

Purpose dinner malam tadi adalah untuk berkenal-kenalan antara student lain dari Universiti lain, mana tau boleh jadi penpal dan bertukar-tukar setem. :) Saya semeja dengan students dari HELP. Okay, obviously semua pun malu-malu kucing at the first time, sampai Deline pun sopan gila tapi bila dah tergelak tu diaaa aih, bulat mata diorang tengok. And saya jugak semeja dengan kawan-kawan lama masa zaman Asasi UiTM dulu, Zou and Ollie dari UiTM jugak. So yeah, takdelah awkward mana, i guess.

Wah, gambar vintage terus, i loike.

Persembahan malam tu dari UM, ada banyak lagi persembahan tapi its either buffet ataupun ke-depan-tangkap-gambar-orang, I'll take the buffet :)

Tapi gambar food pun tak sempat ditangkap sebab khusyuk sangat makan lalu tangkap dengan serdak-serdak kek tiramisunya saja.

Wah lepas tu terus tak berkata-kata dah main upload je semua gambar ciss.

Bai semua!

ku tanya malam, dapatkah kau lihatnya perbedaan?

Kelam itu aku simpan pada lubuk yang suram
Biar karam, biar paling dalam
Agar bila aku kegersangan
Bila aku kesepian tak berteman
Yang datang cuma aku, hati aku dan akal aku
Buat penyambung kekuatan

Terlalu lama aku pujuk sekeping hati ini
Untuk terima saja suratan
Terima saja ujian tanpa balahan
Kerna jika bukan kita yang diuji Maha Pencipta
Kepada siapa lagi Dia mahu tujukan kasih sayangNya?

Nama saja hidup ini berliku
Tapi lebih terkehel langkah andai diatur seorang diri
Tetapi telah ku pujuk hati ini
Sabar, dan aku sedar aku lebih menghargai diri
Bila kau pergi

Hidup ini sampai akhirnya jua
Maka aku bersyukur dengan apa yang ada
Dan aku tak pernah meminta-minta
Apatah lagi mengharap ianya diulangi
Aku faham anak kecil takkan mahu permainan lama
Ini pula aku yang sudah dewasa
Berikan saja 'mainan' itu pada yang 'kurang sempurna'

Yang sudah ada, terlalu banyak
Yang tiada itu bukan aku harapkan
Cuma mahu menjaga yang di depan mata
Itu bagiku lambang maruah, lambang kehormatan.

we're unforgettable, daisy dukes bikinis on top!

Malu nak mengaku sebenarnya, tapi saya tak tengok chick flicks. Saya tak follow GG, OTH, The O.C atau yang sewaktu dengannya. Pernah satu ketika dulu, saya dok sebut-sebut je OTH-OTH tapi tak tau what it stands for. Lepas tu Deline si peminat hardcore cerita-cerita leleh ni cakap yang OTH tu stands for One Tree Hill. O.C saya tau stands for Orange County betul tak betul tak? Pelakon-pelakon jangan cakap ahh, kalau saya cerita pun, mesti macam, "apa tu namanya tu yang rambut cacak-cacak badan tough pakai spek yang couple dengan sipolan sipolan tu ehh Brandon ke ehh bukan ke James ecececcy main bantai je kau," Tapi one thing je yang saya suka pasal chick flicks ni, saya akan tengok for the sake of nak tengok actresses saje. Nak tengok fashion style diorang, cara diorang mekap and buat rambut macam waaaaaah santeknya patutlah laki tu suka kat kau! Jadi walaupun i'm not interested whether Blair or whathisface asyik dok on/off/on/off main-main suis lampu, saya still akan tengok sebab nak tengok cara dressing diorang. Sebab dari situlah kita dapat inspirasi kan kan kan?

Pertama sekali,saya sangat suka style Taylor Momsen dalam Gossip Girls. Sebab saya minat pada fashion rock-chic.

My own version of Taylor Momsen's rock-chic taste. Hope its not too over-tracked.

Bagi saya, key penting untuk tema ni ececey tema, ingat nak buat folio ke ape? ialah untuk banyakkan elemen hitam. Tak namanya rock tu if baju warna oreng, kuneng atau penk yang terang benderang tapi elemen hitam itu tampak menawan takde. Dengan rock-chic, accessories jugak kena banyak. Gelang tangan mesti yang bold, hitam..lebih nampak ganas lebih bagus. Makeup pun kena pale saje tapi mata make sure tonyoh eyeliner tu lebih-lebih sikit. Kasi cukup-cukup punya macam style Taylor Momsen tu. Maka A++ lah gaya anda.

Sebab memang taklah saya nak pakai warna penk kontot dekat pinggang macam tu. Hehe, dekat kepala boleh :)

Next, yang ni yang paling paling paling terpaling tersuka sangat lah, if boleh tiap-tiap kali keluar nak beli baju macam ni sebab sukaaaa sangat. Selalunya orang cina suka pakai and bila diorang pakai rasa macam waaaah, nak jugak mana aci macam ni, aci dekat India, buat apa dekat India hokaaay lawak lame. Artis yang pakai style macam ni tak berlakon dalam GG, OTH mahupun The O.C tapi pernah berlakon satu filem ni yang saya sukaaaa sangat-sangat jugak. Dah Lai, if style pun kau suka semua benda kau suka sekarang kan MENGAKU SEKARANG. Hokay dah, i'll tell you the style that I love, ni dah macam main teka-teki dah ni suruh teka apa style yang saya terpaling tersuka pulak.

Oh Taylor Swift, dahlah comel kau suka sangat pakai dress pergi mana-mana pun, dahlah pernah date dengan Taylor Lautner pastu pernah menang Grammy haaaisssh what else do you want in your life? I fell in love with the careless man's careful daughter, she was the best thing that's ever been mine ececey terus-terus kena ngorat dia pulak apehal?

I love dresses to the max, biar lah umur saya 40 pun nanti I still wanna rock in dresses.

Okay Taylor Momsen pun nak jugak? Hokay fine.

A drop in the ocean, a change in the weather, I was hoping that you and me might end up together

Penat. Letih. Bosan. Sudah tak tertahan lagi menanggung harapan yang tinggi mengunung ini wacheh perumpamaan, tak payah klasik sangat lah okay Lai? okay, cakap dengan diri sendiri lagi. Tapi saya rasa kalau dah hari-hari ada event yang membuatkan saya lama-lama sakit tekak and waktu tidur pun dah lambat tak boleh tidur macam bayi lagi, memanglah penat, letih dan bosan kuasa dua puluh enam. Macam, kalau ada BB sekarang mesti best sebab hari-hari boleh check email tengok whtsthenextplanfortodaaaaaay. If takde BB, boleh guna notepad je macam saya and 'tick'kan pada column aktiviti yang dah berjaya dibuat dengan cara itu, siapa-siapa pun boleh merasa pakai BB.

Rabu lepas, Sultan Azlan Shah Law Lecture tu, lepas tu hari ni ada Law Career Convention pulak. Nak jadi lawyer ni hidup kena pack kan? Saya bercadang nak start minum Innershine dari sekarang, and bila lagi? Anda mampu mengubahnya.

Tengok tu, semua busy kan? Pagi-pagi lagi dah busy, takde sorang pun yang pandang camera Olympus T-100 12 Megapixel saya, menci :(

Berbaris untuk opening ceremony. Opening ceremony yang outdoor gitu, i
loike. Black & White looks charismatic by standing not by sitting -LylaSyahirah.

Booth magazine kami yang mempromosikan err..magazine lah :) Ini barisan jawatankuasanya.

Hail the Holy Grail y'all.

Saya ambil shift pagi dekat booth supaya tengahari boleh jalan-jalan keliling tengok-tengok firm yang datang. Bila orang dah ramai sikit baru syok berjalan kan rasa macam boleh camouflage dekat tengah-tengah orang ramai and if usha lawyers yang hot-hot pun orang takkan perasan. Bila jalan waktu pagi and orang yang datang pun, orang yang sama yang duduk dekat booth, rasa macam, saya cakap dekat satu booth pun booth sebelah kiri tepi tangga depan pintu pun boleh dengar kita tak mau terjadi seperti itukan? Maka pilihlah berjalan di waktu tengahari. Anda mampu mengubahnya.



Cantik-cantik kan setup firm masing-masing? Skrine siap ada mesin popcorn lagi, jadi sambil tanya what is the best field here? how does the attachment proggrame works here? what field are you in? pada lawyers yang datang, boleh makan popcorn sekali ye. Bilik pun dah malap-malap macam dekat panggung wayang tapi tak, mereka bagi talk saja. Yang. Kelakar. Nak. Mampos. Hahahaa. Next pergi dekat Bar Council pulak, tapi tak bercakap dengan wakil diorang pun. Cakap dengan Persatuan Peguam-Peguam Korporat Malaysia saja.Ni first time saya dengar pasal persatuan ni, yang apparently bertindak sebaagai satu pertubuhan untuk peguam-peguam yang tak practice law ni. Kiranya, if lepas grad saya decide untuk tak practice law and kerja in-house saja di Shell, Petronas, atau yang sewaktu dengannya, saya boleh mendaftar masuk persatuan ni lah. If saya decide untuk practice, saya kena mendaftar dengan Bar Council. Tapi untuk persatuan ni, pendaftaran tak mandatory macam Bar Council and tak ramai yang mendaftar. Tapi if mendaftar banyak advantages, ada macam-macam aktiviti and boleh jadi saluran bantuan pada peguam yang tak practice law ni. Woow, penerangan dah macam spokeperson dah waaah memang betul saya dah tak nak belajar dah tapi nak mendaftar dekat Bar Council and dekat persatuan ni jugak, boleh? BOLEH LAH.


Baru pergi dua tempat, dah gaduh cari benda nak makan. You're an inspiration, Lai T_T Belakang tu Ainnur muka garang sebab kena bangun pukul 6 pagi hari ni.


Booth LawNite sangat comel ;) Ada makanan comel-comel seperti muffin, brownies, egg & tuna sandwich, and Subway. Pastu orang-orang yang jualnya pun sangat comel juge, termasuklah di situ ada ex-director lawnite ni yang sangat comel juga okaaaay berapa banyak tah perkataan comel dekat sini. And maaf camera sedikit tak fokus maklumlah kadang-kadang camera saya ni feeling-feeling lomo.

At Zaid Ibrahim's. And sekarang camera ni feeling-feeling DSLR pulak.

Booth firm ni dah macam IKEA Showroom pun ada rupanya tengok tu siap ada kotak kat tepi lagi tak habis kemas barang lagi :) Comel.
Firm yang comel ni dinamakan Mah-Kamariyah & Philip Koh. Lawyers dekat sini semua muda-muda belaka sampai saya tengok jadi stress, itu ke salah satu syarat nak masuk lawfirm ni?Must look young. Dan mereka juga suka melarikan diri dari bergambar nampaknya T_T
Mari tangkap gambar dengan background comel and real macam ni, setiap kali habis consult lawyer :)
And then melawat Aish, senior terchenta and his firm. Dah dua kali LCC pergi jumpa Aish dekat firm yang sama. Tahun lepas, dia chamberring student lagi. Tahun ni dah jadi lawyer dekat firm tu :) Tapi perangai gila-gila tak macam lawyer langsung, i loike.
Barisan seniors terchenta. Muzanee, Kak Anisa, Kak Pia and Aish. Kak Pia kata she likes my blog weeee :) Thank you Kak Pia sayang, and if nak tau, hari tu Lai asyik dok ulang je video Sejarah Mungkin Berulang versi boyfriend Kak Pia & the geng, SUMPAH KELAKAR TAK PERNAH LAI JUMPA ORANG YANG SE-FEELING TU :D


Okay, dekat firm lain lepastu dah segan nak ambik gambar. Dahlah time ni photographer paksaan, Zah kena keluar kejap so saya takde lah gedik-gedik nak tangkap gambar sorang-sorang macam profil MySpace tu, jadi saya snap je gambar bunting firm ni. Objektif kita untuk mendapatkan pinggang sekerempeng model itu ye teman-teman ;)


Khusyuk dengar talk dari Skrine, Legal Practice:"What your mother didn't tell you" .Yang. Kelakar. Nak. Mampos tadi tu. Khusyuk dengar walaupun saya tau saya pendek and terpaksa jengket untuk ambik gambar tapi takpe.
Lastly, tangkap gambar dekat firm Lee Ong & Kandiah, yang mana saya tak pergi pun sebab nak pergi awal, ramai sangat orang. Pergi lambat cisss orang pun semua nak balik dah. Jadi tangkap gambar saje jadi kenangan di masa depan.

Tengok tu, semua benda nak dicabut and disusun balik. Heee, ini saya and adik Myra yang eh ehh nak masuk jugaaaaak dalam gambar-gambar terakhir macam ni. Hee comel heee tapi dah ada girlfriend dah heeeee. Okay heee. Bai semua heee!

one woman's search for everything, Elizabeth Gilbert

INSTRUCTIONS FOR FREEDOM

1. Life's metaphor's are God's instructions
2. You have just climbed up and above the roof. There is nothing between you and the Infinite. Now, let go.
3. The day is ending. It's time for something that was beautiful to turn into something else that is beautiful.
Now, let go.
4. Your wish for resolution was a prayer. Your being here is God's response. Let go-and watch the stars come out-on the outside and on the inside.
5. With all your heart, ask for grace, and let go.
6. With all your heart, forgive him, FORGIVE YOURSELF, and let him go.
7. Let your intention be freedom from useless suffering. Then, let go.
8. Watch the heat of the day pass into the cool night. Let go.
9. When the karma of a relationship is done, only love remains. It's safe. Let go.
10. When the past has passed from you at last, let go. Then climb down and begin the rest of your life. With great joy.

-Eat, Pray Love

Dulu saya pernah baca buku La Tahzan. Atau dalam versi melayunya, Jangan Bersedih. Buku ni macam buku motivasi kedua yang saya baca and I feel like i'm born all over again.

I believe that us women, we have our own view on love and life. We are the devoted creatures. We devote ourself in a family system, because they say it's much tougher to raise a daughter than to raise a herd of cows (okay, basically I don't know if herd is the correct word but you get the idea). We devote ourself to our husbands, because our heaven is determined by him. His words..his actions..so we devote. We devote ourself to our children. We literally sacrifice to have them. An hour before they were born or so, we would have died for them. We devote ourself to our friends, to our brothers and sisters. Pick a category, and we would give our devotion in any way we can.

I believe that our small frame of body and our small beating heart could cater for more things larger than life itself. I think someone with such capacity deserves to be respected. Respect that must be earned. So does devotion. And that doesn't mean that your life has to be the monument to anyone else not deserving the same.


We the women. I'm a free woman, so, *attraversiamo?

*let's cross over

what i know is that i don't have to love you in order to love myself

Semalam saya pergi satu tempat ni. Untuk event tu. Pakai baju ni. Jumpa orang tu. Okay, sudah rasa annoyed? Saya faham. Takpe, biar saya diam sekarang and gambars yang berkata-kata.







Daripada gambar ni, boleh diringkaskan yang ada sepiring desserts and Ad makan sampai terduduk and Azzairi angkat gelas toast untuk Ad. Jadi itu saja sekian terima kasih ececeh takde lah okay sekarang saya nak cerita betul-betul ^_^

Semalam ada public law lecture dekat Mandarin Oriental, sebalah KLCC. If anda, anda dan anda baca earlier post saya yang saya sendiri tak ingat bila, saya ada mention yang tiap-tiap tahun, Fakulti Law UM akan anjurkan satu law lecture ni, dinamakan Sultan Azlan Shah Law Lecture. Tapi setakat ni saya baru pergi dua kali saja termasuk semalam. First time dulu masa saya first year, and Tony Blair yang datang bagi lecture tu. Ohh ya, bestnya jugak event ni sebab bukan nama saje Sultan Azlan Shah punya Law Lecture tapi Baginda sendiri pun datang mencemar duli pergi Law Lecture tu how kewl okay gedik.

Pergi sana dengan menaiki LRT sahaja. Mudah dan senang disukai ramai tak payah nak berpeluh dalam jam.
Dan juga tak perlu takut sebab ditemani Yannick student International yang err..muka tak buat orang takut langsung jadi defeat the purpose sebagai bodyguard.


Dan best jugak sebab kat dalam LRT boleh main gedik-gedik tangkap gambar kalau yang naik yang namanya mobil itu emang bisa seperti ini? Hoh terus kena cakap macam Cinta Kirana apehal?


Pukul 4.40pm kitorang sampai dekat hotel, padahal dalam tentatif, Sultan datang pukul 4.45..tahniah semuanya =_=.



Nampak tak Sultan tengah kusyuk dengar lecture tu?SILA FOCUSKAN MATA ANDA SEKARANG.

Lecture tu best and inspiring, saya rasa better daripada yang Tony Blair bagi dulu tapi tu mungkin oh well, i'm more interested in seeing Tony Blair kot masa tu sampai tak dengar sangat lecture dia. Tapi dengan Lord Rodger ni saya mengaku yang saya dengar eventhiugh accent Scottish dia pekat. Tolonglah percaya yang saya memang betul-betul dengar, sampai rasa nak jumpa dia and komen, "That was a brilliant speech, I think you are not bias at all," ^_^ SERIUS.

Namun begitu, semua ketekunan itu telah dilupakan apabila leture habis dan disusuli acara seterusnya iaitu MAKAN :)

Yes, dapat makanan!

Senyum pada makanan, bukan pada camera

Me and Deline without food is like Justin Bieber without me wacheh perumpamaan!

Semua orang nampak matang dan berkarisma bagus-bagus tak sia-sia kita pergi Kem Karisma hari tu.

And saya kena masuk untuk rosakkan gambar, tahniah T_T

Adleena & Farina

Azzairi yang tak perlu diperkenalkan lagi.

Qayyum & Laila bukan Qaisy & Laila

Lepas makan-makan borak-borak, semua usherers event nak tangkap gambar dengan Lord Rodger tadi tu. Saya ikut Myra and Ad sebab diorang usherers and nak jugak tumpang sekaki walaupun impossible lepas tu rasa nervous tibe-tibe sebab nak tangkap gambar jepun haaa tengok nervous sangat sampai nak cakap je pun terus tersambung pulak dua-dua perkataan jadi jepun okay tak faham kan, tak pelah.

Saya bukan usherers, jadi saya undur diri dari gambar ini hehe tapi masa sampai nak tangkap gambar diorang konon-konon photographer event, tengok-tengok kiri kanan semua tangkap guna DSLR, saya sorang je pakai Olympus T-100 12 Megapixel hokaaaay fine.

Tengok perangai Shahrul =_=

Hehehee okay, habis setakat ni saja ceritanya pada kali ini. Paku dulang paku serpih, sorrylah kalau saya buat post panjang-panjang sampai anda letih.

Bai semua.