dreams – Lavender's Dream Web

Dream Fragments

Published on March 27, 2017March 25, 2017 by LavenderLeave a comment

Note: Please be advised these were fragments from my subconsciousness.

I’m finding pieces of whole nails, uncooked rice, and yellowed nails that I had ingested in my throat.

I unzip my clothes and find my entire naked body has been tattooed. I also notice it’s a youthful body. I’m intimate with someone who is physically repulsive.

I’m pregnant, do not know how the father is, but also know I’ve had a miscarriage in the past and hope that will be the case again.

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I felt as if I was inhabiting someone’s body during these scenes. I didn’t feel myself at all. I knew my physical body wasn’t covered in tattoos nor was I slender.

Perhaps it’s a check on dreammoods.

Random Thoughts for the Day

Published on March 20, 2017March 19, 2017 by Lavender1 Comment

I have a dream….

I have a dream that one day I will be free.

Free from all that binds me to this status in life,

Free from all the decision making done for me,

Free from financial, physical, and familial bonds,

Free from all which bounds us as husband and wife,

Free from all which gives me my dignity, integrity, and honesty.

I dream of one day acquiring these basic morals to adapt to my life.

To one day, tell myself, “Hey you DID it! You did it all by yourself.”

That is my dream.

A Boy and A Girl

Published on September 9, 2016 by Lavender11 Comments

Dream:

I’m heavily pregnant I’m having a daughter. I should be having the child within a month.

I can feel the baby kicking me. I’m thinking to myself if I should get my tubes tied so I won’t have this issue again. I sit down in a classroom setting.

I sit down next to the boy I’ve always had a crush on. I ask if he will be able to visit me when I have the baby he said he will try. Then he hands me a flyer of an art gallery exhibit I ask if it’s at University he said no at College and then asks if I would like to go then remembers it’s for invitees only. As we were talking, a woman tells me get up and move over as her stuff is in her desk. I am shocked she asked me as I’m heavily pregnant. But I don’t look very pregnant.

After that we part ways….

I jump into another dream

Reaching Deep into My Subconscious

Published on August 23, 2016 by Lavender20 Comments

Dreams:

Not sure what prompted me but I was carrying a flip phone. I turned it on and after a few tries I see the message from her. She’s found out about me and has found a creative way to correspond with me. There’s a photo of dirty laundry, towels, undergarments. I notice the waistbands of the woman’s undergarments have words written. She talked about her life, what she had to put up with. The photographs were a glimpse into her family life.

Next scene, I am at a friend’s house. She wants to sell her apartment and we are in discussion. I notice her laptop is the same as my son’s. I tell her that. She asks if I would like to stay watch a movie. She only has one pair of headphones. I ask if she has earphones; I see a light purple one her favorite color. I don’t know why but she insists on wearing heas phones instead of earphones because the sound would be better.

Following scene, I am running in a hurry to catch a boat. I am almost out of breath, I manage to get on but I’m on the wrong side. The water is underneath my feet while I am holding on. I pray and hope I don’t drown. I glance over and see its a distance to get on the other side.

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All these weird dreams! Whatever is my subconscience thinking…
~Lavender

Interlaced

Published on August 21, 2016 by Lavender21 Comments

Dreams:

I am vacuuming, it’s one where it’s long with a tube similar to an elephant’s trunk. It’s light beige in color. I turned it off and imagined the shape is symbolic and tried to think how it would used.

Stepping out, I see myself half awake, I gradually find myself back into the dream. I find my arms above my head, immobile, paralyzed, legs slightly bend. I find myself seeing images in green night vision. I am observing my son and daughter.

I am then transported into another scene. I am looking for my daughter. I pass through several doors which go into different places. I remember walking up a blue carpeted flight of stairs.

I cannot remember much as I was awaken by a phone call. Ugh….
~Lavender

Outsider

Published on July 20, 2016July 20, 2016 by Lavender9 Comments

Dream:

I am there but not there. You don’t know who I am. I am your kids’babysitter.

I was helping your son take a bath. Asked him to gather his clothes. Then I found my underwear and girls underwear in his pile of clothes to change into.

You’re wearing minecraft shorts and super hero gear.

I watch your interactions with other people. Very endearing, I would have never known…

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Alarm awakens me.

Text

Published on July 20, 2016 by LavenderLeave a comment

Dream:

I received regular text from you. You stated its been difficult for you to communicate.

I texted back twice

“Call me now.”

Somehow it didn’t get through.

So I proceed to write out on a chalkboard an extended explanation of what I was about to say, then I found myself at a child’s science fair.

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Maybe my subconscious will telepath my thoughts to you one day. Until then, I’ve done my duty…

Butterfiles

Published on July 5, 2016July 5, 2016 by Lavender22 Comments

My tears of laughter turned to tears of sadness.

Luckily the darkness hid the droplets of water falling upon my face.

After composing myself a few minutes later, the image of you remained in my mind.

And remained it did.

A few nights ago, I dreamt of us. We were having a baby only to hear it was gone.

Perhaps that was the best. Best to connect our memories as dreams.

However, I do wonder why butterflies kept fluttering about me the day I went on a trail.

Was that a signal from you ?

Or the Universe?

Reflection

Published on June 21, 2016 by Lavender2 Comments

Dyed platinum blonde touseled hair with dark mahoney roots

Cascading down my shoulders dipping towards the back to the nip of my waist

Smooth pale skin caressed by the

Tips of my newly raven polished index finger gliding slowly towards my navel, dipping lower

Abruptly Awaken

By the sounds of my alarm clock

Still I remember the warmth pooling between my nether regions,

I can still feel a slight,

Tingling

Buzzing

Withering

Anticipating

A Thousand Deaths (A Parody)

Published on June 11, 2016June 11, 2016 by Lavender6 Comments

Hyperventilating

Where is my inhaler?

Breathe,

Breathe…

One step closer

I am frantically searching to kill every trigger of you

Risking all of myself for you

Moments stand still

Our memories remain

My deep sobs

Within my warm broken heart

They come and go

Like the warm, crisp ocean breeze

Weakened

I ignore my feelings

I stab them straight away

Desperately wishing the pain

Fading into the breath we shared

Once a thousand years ago

One step deeper

I have died everyday thinking of you

I’ll forget you for a thousand years

And ten thousand more

My hopes and dreams died

Believing the man you aspired to be

Not the man you were

Baby don’t you worry

My love for you

Will burn

Traveling at the speed of light

Will you love me for a thousand more?

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