Rosh HaShana is a day of deep prayer and meditation- as well as an opportunity to connect with family and friends. The prayers allow us to connect with ourselves before we connect with others. This Shabbat, which is between Rosh HaShana and Yom Kippur, is called Shabbat Shuva- The Sabbath of Return.
The Haftarah for Shabbat Shuva begins, “Return O Israel unto the Lord your God…” We are told to blow the shofar and gather together. The painting for Shabbat Shuva is based on artwork by Ben Shahn. It presents the grandeur of Yom Kippur. The shofar is a central and defining sound of our supplications to God. We see Jews with different traditions and approaches to life gather and recognize Yom Kippur in their own way. The menorah represents the religious objects that guide us through our observances. The hand of God, immersed in flames, hovers above the imagery. Through prayer, shofar, and community we strive to get closer to God.
I’ve been thinking about the act of personal prayer and our place in society and the world. Much of the New Year and Day of Atonement is spent in personal prayer. What do we get out of personal prayer? What are the benefits?
On the first day of Rosh HaShana we read the story of Hanna, a childless woman who goes to the Temple and prays silently, moving her lips, but making no sound.
Hanna was the first person in Jewish text who prayed silently. She expressed her thoughts to God, conversing with God and stating her needs and desires. Hanna must have been a person who knew herself well. She did something unconventional and clarified her path to allow herself to advance.
We live during a time full of natural disasters, spiritual disasters, leadership disasters, and international tragedy. The world may have ever been thus, but with the existence of the internet, Twitter, X, Meta, ZOOM, cell phones, and immediate news we are aware of international calamities immediately. The global peace watchdog- the UN is a disaster. Forest fires, earthquakes, hurricanes, mudslides, and droughts are all natural disasters that have destroyed lives and communities worldwide- all disasters we have witnessed in the last couple of months. It is very difficult for some of us to know what to do, and how to respond to these world crises both man-made and natural.
It makes me think of Elijah’s experience in the haftarah for parashat Pinchas.
A Still Small Voice by Laya Crust
God tells Elijah to step out of a cave. A violent wind comes by, breaking the mountains and rocks. Then there is an earthquake. After the earthquake there is a fire. After the fire Elijah wrapped his face in his mantle, stood in the entrance of the cave, and “behold, there came a voice to him (Kings I 19: 13).” The voice was the voice of God.
This story encompasses my thoughts about prayer and personal prayer.
Each of us is a compilation of experiences. Within our psyche, we carry the lessons we have learned from parents, grandparents, teachers, wise individuals, illnesses, and events we have experienced. We carry ethical truths based on what we have learned. Those ethical truths are God’s voice. It is the still small voice that speaks to us and can help us unravel difficulties that we face in a day or in our lives.
It is a thought I will take with me. As I enter synagogue to pray or meditate, like Hanna I will focus on my own prayers rather than pose for others. As the shofar is blown I will hear that pure, unusual call and know it is calling all Jews from every corner of the world. When I am distressed by the earthquakes, fires, and hurricanes, I will listen to the still small voice and work out how I can best help and contribute to making the world a better place.
May you have a meaningful Yom Kippur, May your year be one of health, peace, tranquility, and goodness throughout the world.
גמר חתימה טובה וצום קל
Shana Tova, Laya


Hanna’s Prayer by Laya Crust



art by laya Crust


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