I have not been packing lately, I've been dumping my stuffs into my luggage bag..
Enter my room, you'll see my folded and unfolded clothes occupying 90% of my queen bed.. another 10% is for me to sit on when I need to fold em..and because of that I pulled out a single mattress and slept on the floor for quite some time already... RIGHT NEXT to my mattress are 3 luggage bags filled with clothes, toiletries, instant food, medications, shoes and more.
Holy jolly I have no idea what I should do already.. my parents went speechless every time they enter the room..speechless too because I'm always in the computer room playing games, listening to music loudly and downloading movies for my own supply of entertainment for the first few weeks in India..just in case I couldn't get the internet connection a soon as I reach there.
There's just so much to think of, appointments here and there, typing my mum's stuffs this and that, spending time with my rabbits, photostating documents till the printer's ink ran out and so much more till I just cannot think anymore. I feel agitated and I get irritated by my own breathing.. it is supposed to be involuntary but i feel sore everywhere. This is pre-departure syndrome.. worse than pre-natal syndrome.. I eat like mad, everything just looks so delicious..especially that fruit rojak.. swallow a tub of ice cream at once.. uncontrollable apetite.
I cannot feel satisfied at the end of the day until I get my dose of gay-themed movies/ military-themed movies or trailers or short scenes..doesn't matter as long as I get to watch men.. men ya men, and i feel annoyed when a woman suddenly appears in the movie.. I sound so obsessed but well sometimes these things are addictive like chocolate, drugs, cigars, alcohol, orgasms..you name it I don't know.. mine is addictive like cough syrup.
So, I felt excited today I really wanted to lick the dentist's fingers..because he was such a fresh graduate the nurses had to tell him what to do.. what the? credits to him for making me excited with his blue gloves, soft touch all over my jaw..mmm hmm.. while taking the impression of my teeth.. and once again they asked me to tahan tahan.. go as deep as you can because I have enough practice deep down in my throat with bananas. Only next week then they will remove my braces, for now I have yellow bands.. I have no idea why I chose that colour over black and white I should have chosen black.. *regret*
Okay.. I don't know how long have I typed but enough for now.. deprived of sleep because the coffee made me sweaty I cannot feel sleepy.