I Am, Do you Know This God?

Exodus 3:14

God said to Moses, “I Am who I Am. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: ‘I Am has sent me to you.’”

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I am looking for a god who will love me through all my bad choices and free will decisions and stand up in the end to save me because it is HIS WILL to do so, even if my decisions and my choices were the wrong ones. One who bases his judgments on his love and desire for me his creature and not on my ability to obey or understand Him or His demands. One who leads me on right paths for His names sake, even if I don’t choose that path for myself. One who will overrule me should I willfully go in the wrong direction and save me in the end in spite of all my willfulness and failures! Who is not so much a gentleman that he cannot be My Father, even when I don’t like him or desire his interference. One who DOES NOT allow me enough freewill to destroy myself in eternal torment! A god who loves me enough to never let me go for any reason that any human being can think of, because he thinks Greater Thoughts than any human being. A god who saves his enemies by making them his friends.
This is the GOD I am searching for. One who is sure of me even when I am not sure of him.  
If you know a god like this, please tell me his name, He is the One I am searching for. I don’t need one who will let me down in the last day, because I let him down somewhere along the way. I need a god who is much, MUCH BIGGER and more dependable than that…
And if there is not ONE like this that you know of, please just keep the one you know to yourself… Because he is not the one I am searching for!

Love In Him!