For the past, I don’t know how long now, I have spent my days and nights zoned out, dazed, feeling like a zombie, passed out on Benadryl. The flea bites just don’t ever end. They are 90% gone, but now even one or two bites trigger a massive reaction and I get robbed of my “sobriety”. Its a decision, being super uncomfortable, wiggling, squirming around all day, feeling like I want to jump out of my own skin – but able to have a clear mind. Or to feel comfortable, but not have one clear thought, focus on reading, being able to write anything, or even focus on television! Catch 22.