Syawal semakin tiba... Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Mmmm, lagi berapa hari nak raya...

Sejak 4 tahun yg lepas, as usual, raya without my mom...

Dan bila beberapa hari lagi nak tinggalkan Ramadhan for syawal, kenangan lepas2 mesti menggamit kembali... lagilah bila arwah my mom meninggal lagi 5 hari nak raya 4 tahun yg lalu...

To Mama,

Mama, tahun nie, kalau Mama still ada, mesti dapat raya dengan cucu barulah, Qaira Jasmine nama dia.. Muka dia, ramai org ckp ikut muka Aril... But, rasanya peluang tue takkan ada even kita tunggu sampai bila2 sbb Mama pergi terlalu awal..

Yang pasti, 1st day raya kita tetap akan ziarah kubur Mama mcm biasa... Tapi kita selalu terkenang, macam manalah rasanya kalau Mama ada sekarang dan kita sambut Syawal nie bersama2 mcm dulu2....

Kita tak rugi apa pun, sebab yang pasti di akhirat nanti pasti kita jumpa kembali...

Semoga roh Mama tenang di sana... Al-fatihah, Amin.

Happy Mother's Day to all of you! Saturday, May 9, 2009

Dear Diary,

If my mom was here right now, it would be her birthday today! And we always celebrated her birthday together with mother's day... tapi itu dulu...

Dear Mama,

Rasanya dah almost 4 years you're not with us.. Oh! Semuanya ok di sini.. I'm busy preparing the arrival of ur future granddaughter to be with us... Adik also is busy preparing for her coming wedding! Yes, she would be married soon! And Rizuan need to struggle a lot for his coming PMR! But, no one put attention to him as what you've done to me and Adik. We do put attention to him...But not as good as u did to us! Aunty (ur sis) would be the greatest aunt in the world as she is the one who replace ur place since u're not here.. Thanks a lot to her!

Ma, I just can't write this anymore.. Airmata nie mengalir laju jer sbb I really miss u! If u were here right now, I just want to wish u Happy Mother's Day! U're the best, the greatest moms in the world! I wish u could see all the happiness that happened to us right now! I pray for ur peace in there.. Will always recite the Fatihah and Yasin for u.. Semoga Mama tenang di sana. Al-Fatihah. Amin...

Will always love u forever!

R.I.N.D.U Monday, January 5, 2009

Pernah tak kalian rasa rindu pada hari2 yg tak sunyi spt hari ni?

Maksud aku, suasana sibuk itu ini, tapi tiba2 rasa rindu.

Pada masa skrg, dlm keadaan skrg, aku RINDU dengan org2 yg pernah hadir dlm hidup aku. Tapi mereka semua telah tiada. Walaupun pada masa mereka hidup, mereka bukanlah org yg selalu aku rindukan.

Bangun pagi tadi, aku rindu mak aku. Malam tadi aku tak sihat. Aku muntah2 teruk dan sakit perut. Kalau dulu, bila malam2 aku sakit, aku bangun, aku terus menuju ke bilik mak aku dan ketuk pintu sampai dia keluar.

Aku akan ckp aku sakit perut dan dia akan bagi minyak angin ke dan sapu kat perut aku.

Tapi sekarang, takde lagi.