Over time I shared my desires My deepest feelings And felt no response As if I’d never divulged Your expectations of life Held close to your heart Incompatible with mine And your comfort zone Protection from a pain That you…
Over time I shared my desires My deepest feelings And felt no response As if I’d never divulged Your expectations of life Held close to your heart Incompatible with mine And your comfort zone Protection from a pain That you…
It feels like I gave you the best years of my life Loved you with everything I had And received so little back Only a faint echo of my expression It feels like Now that I’m dying inside And…
Resisting the pull of sleep Resisting the call of tomorrow Feeling the pain tonight Lost relationship Lost connection With this person beside me Talking does not reach Touching does not feel Together alone Pain prolongs with staying Pain transfers with…
I wanted us to be apart For my own sanity Then suddenly she’s gone And all I feel is loss It wasn’t meant to be like this Freedom was supposed to be liberating, not debilitating
I can’t bear your touch Without feeling your love I hide around the corner And cry for my loss While your hand searches Forcing me to participate In a painful game Of why won’t you catch me (7 February 2015)
This morning I remembered an occasion when I had a nightmare about not being married I awoke upset and talked with her about it later. These days that would instead be a pleasant dream and I would treasure the feeling.…
(Regarding Grief. via 42 Days Younger Than Kylie.) I think I would cope better If I felt more If grief was sobbing tears, stabs of pain, or wrenching emotional pangs Physical symptoms Allow me to “be present” acknowledge and experience…
What if I can’t love you anymore? What if I can’t bear to greet you at the door What if I can’t kiss you goodnight What if I can’t wake up to you with a heart that is bright What…
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photo from http://www.michaelnichols.org Maybe We will love each other until we can’t, until we don’t. ? Endings This is how I will let you go— slowly, painfully, and then completely. ? Make Sense If time…