No, my mind isn’t drawing a blank. A blank is a nice, empty, open space waiting to be filled with information.
My problem is that my mind is full, a veritable bucket of sludge, snippets, pieces, ends, odds, one of a kind random sparks of coherent thought that just don’t seem to come together.
Event: I finalized the deal for a contractor to erase my house. His crew is planning to start some time this weekend. I guess I might go rummage through the rubble just one more time, but soon that episode will no longer exist except as a set of memories.
Other event: Working on my favorite job today, changing up controls on a decent-sized generator, twenty or so megawatts. Changing up controls means that I get to compare a set of drawings that probably started off just a little bit wrong twenty years ago with the stuff that’s actually in the cabinets, then make a determination as to how to accomplish the changes that the client wishes to have made. Accordingly, my day has consisted of sit, read a drawing until a question pops up, get up, go look in the cabinet, wiggle a wire or two if necessary, then go back to my table and make a sketch of the actual condition. I did this for six hours, and finally got to the point that I could actually start doing the physical work involved.
I’m bringing in younger help for this. Much of the needed changes involve re-wiring some components that are mounted at floor level deep inside a cabinet a bit smaller than a little closet. I could probably do it myself, but I’d rather let a younger, more flexible man do it instead. While he’s working on this project, I get an opportunity to give him a little exposure to the world of electrical power and control.
On another front, I miss having my own place. Now I know sometimes home didn’t seem like much, but I miss having my own place to ease of into, my little refuge, my quiet place. Nothing short of my own little place offers that, no matter how nice and friendly people might be where I try to stay for a few days. That’s just not MY place. A place I can call my own IS important. I think that it’s a combination of several factors: privacy, familiarity, ownership…
For anybody who might wonder, southwest Lousiana is getting more and more normal in many ways. The storm brought some changes. One that causes me awe is that we lost entire blocks of trees, big oaks and pines. Places that have been delightfully rich, dark forest now has huge holes where the sky hits soil that hasn’t seen sunlight for untold years. Some owners have chosen, rather than sit in a lot with a few unsightly snaggle-toothed trees remaining, to instead just clear the whole thing off.
I still overhear snatches of conversation from people who are talking about getting repairs underway to damaged homes, and moving back in, finally, after a month of living who-knows-where.
Many people are back at work, at least in the sectors I work around, the industries, where pay tends to be pretty decent. I assume there are a lot of people still NOT at work, though, especially in the lower-tier jobs, because just about every restaurant and supermarket is posting “help wanted” signs. I can only render a guess as to why the people who USED to fill those positions haven’t gone back. Who knows. Maybe that FEMA money gave them a new outlook on life. $2000 in FEMA cash is more than two month’s take-home pay for a lot of folks at the low end of the scale, and somebody with a poor sense of planning might just wnat to lay around until that money runs out before going back to bussing tables or sweeping floors.
I have sympathy for the folks in southern Florida. I figured that last year was Florida’s turn, and this year was ours, but Wilma kind of snuck in there at the tail end of the season and gave Florida a whack just to remind us that the peninsula is the REAL hurrican magnet. I’m hoping that we’ve finally finished the hurricane season this year. Frankly, I’m getting a bit sick of it…
I wonder how a Cajun restaurant would work in Idaho…