Uncategorized – My son, Elissa…

Without him

He moved out It was very sudden but not in bad terms or for any bad reasons.. he just wanted to live with his new boy girlfriend. Me, as always, supportive and loving… didn’t argue or get pissed off, he met someone who makes him happy and if he’s happy, so am I. It’s beenContinue reading “Without him”

Did I miss the signs?!

This is one of the hundreds of examples of why I can’t bring myself to believe my son was always a girl.. He now re creates details of his past to say he has always felt this way but I am sure that in the first 16 years there were never any feminine traits inContinue reading “Did I miss the signs?!”

18

Technically an adult. Second birthday in lockdown so wasn’t as eventful as I imagined but I made a whole weekend out of it. He wanted a Nintendo Switch for his birthday, so that’s what he got.. those things cost a fortune by the time you get the extra controllers, different charging stations, games, cases etc!Continue reading “18”

LGBT music!!

Here are two more of his songs, done with beats he found online without usage rules and his iPhone in the shed…

What about me

My life is my boy… or my girl.. but what I am going to do when he eventually moves out and starts his own life.. I have no idea. He is my only child. I have no friends or family in England.. we moved here with my on again off again partner. He is great,Continue reading “What about me”

12/1/21

We had a good Christmas… like everyone else we were locked down so it was just us… loads of love, presents and food! My boy is doing well, been happy as far as I can tell… I’ve given him new more new clothes, makeup etc.. and he is posting selfie’s every day on Instagram, notContinue reading “12/1/21”

2 AM talk

So he woke up properly.. I made him hot chocolate, he assured me that he wasn’t angry with me for the Instagram thing… he got a bunch of responses to his post asking what people would do if they caught their mum secretly following them.. all were negative, saying it is wrong and they wouldContinue reading “2 AM talk”

Forgiven..

So I couldn’t sleep, it is just after 1am, and I had to know if he was really angry with me for making a fake Instagram profile to follow him or not… so yes, I went and woke him up. Before I did, I stood at the end of his bed.. my boy, almost 18..Continue reading “Forgiven..”

Ok, not quite the greatest…busted!!

So… I might have made myself a fake Instagram account with a fake pic and name so that I could add my boy and see what he posted… I wanted to make sure I wasn’t being ignorant to what was happening with him, he doesn’t really talk about his online life, yet he spends mostContinue reading “Ok, not quite the greatest…busted!!”

I am the greatest!

So apparently I’m doing something right cos I made a mask for my boy, he posted a pic of himself wearing it on his social media and he called me into his room to show me what he done and what the responses were… and he had 80 something likes and comments mostly saying howContinue reading “I am the greatest!”