Nervously wondering why your text messages have begun to fade. Did I say too much when I let my walls down? Fully expressing myself is always a sour note with me. My point of view can seem very jaded at times. Layers of thought processes mashed up into my overwhelming need to share.
Will you wait for me
Engaged melodically
Wanting chemistry
Fiercely independent
Unsaturated sarcasm
Vibrantly engaging
Empowered by recent events
Strengthened by my commentary
The gleam of my smile
My kinky curls
The quickness of my gait
Loudly proclaiming
Inspired by my boldness
As I line dance pass you
My laughter boastfully interrupting your conversation
Jazz box to the left and slide
Inner joy unveiled
Unique in a variety of ways
Vigorous vocabulary
Surprisingly uninhibited
Filled with estrogen
Body movements so melodically poignant
Sweat now rolling down my sternum
The shine from my dimples
Smooth grooves from the numerous body rolls
Announcing the next move
Total shock of the quickness of my steps
Inviting them to try the combinations
Delving deeper into my psyche
Untouchable on paper with a pen
Daring my talent to up jump the boogie
Trying to allow myself to see the inspiration they’ve gathered
Those testosterone filled suitors’ desperately awaiting the cheat code
Soul stirring
Enveloping aggression through jokes
Uncommonly relatable
Eve’s many great grandchild
Swiftness combined with rhythm
Belly dancing in between causing my wave to flicker
The broadness of my smile allowing you to be at ease
Determination glaring back at you
Sup sir
Heavenly host surrounding me
Protecting the gift instilled within
Aura of stillness whilst in my presence
Audience full of beguiling individuals
Looking for one gentleman to court me
Not afraid to show vulnerability
Excited to learn something new
Perhaps succumbing to the music
Infatuated with the giggle from my mistaken footsteps
Still moving in the groove on the right wall
Head held high due to confidence unshaken
Gloss on my lips twinkling as wink
Making eye contact as I return to my seat
Turning back to see if any interest has sparked
Head nod acknowledging the attention given
Sup witcha
Envisioning a romantic rollercoaster ride of emotions
Flirting through stolen moments in a crowd
Unlike many of the women on the floor
Jealous ones still even leaving me wondering why
This villain had made a fool proof plan to take over the world
A witty individual by nature
Gift of gab passed down from generations of convoluted ideals
Diabolic constraints leading to improper commentary over the span of time
Not seen as inconsiderate on the surface
Common speech amongst this circle of friends
Invoking an emotional tie to a certain sect of uninformed individuals
Jaded views of reality already clouded by those designer rose colored glasses
Inappropriate conversations had regularly in safe place environments
Gathering like-minded constituents together to promote false propaganda
Seeing your gains in the end as exponential
Corrupt advances viewed as inconsequential
Vast potential for change making
Caught up making change from unfair practices
Spewing vocabulary unfit for your position
Constantly waiting for everyone to agree
Unbeknownst to you
Signing documents to set in play
Extradition proceedings to cut your power
Crawling back to your lair to cower
Skin crawling noise coming from my trashcan
Fear beginning to create beads of sweat upon my forehead
All of a sudden quietness
As I peer over my desk concern clouds my mind
Calling facilities while frantically filling out the proper request form
Envisioning the cartoon sensei from one of my favorite cartoon movies
Afraid to go over to the trashcan
Fearing every know disease known to man is being carried through one bite
Believing in any minute this creature would attack me
I prepare my notepad and pen
Sending documents to the printer
Planning to go to my supervisor’s office for a reprieve
Nerves so bad unable to fully concentrate
Did I just see that out of the corner of my eye I see the mouse in full flight
It is trying to escape
Concerned for my safety I scurried down the hall
A nice gentleman came to save me
He suggested that I should not be so dramatic
It is a small thing to bring you so much fright
Despite his encouragement I hid in the office across from me
All of the noise I had heard of course were non existent
I explained that the mouse was tired
Unbelief came across his face as he chuckled
Till the mouse quickly ran up his chest, his face, and down the hall
Good Moring my love in a text from the one upon rising to start a new day
Heart filled with joy from the emotions invoked from a mere greeting
Flying aimlessly like a runaway balloon
Trying to focus on the task at hand
Riding the train in to work
Staring into the darkness searching for a glimpse of light
Words becoming jumbled in the background
Thoughts flying aimlessly like a runaway balloon
With the ding of a bell alerting me of my station stop
Instantaneously back into the reality of this mundane sequence of events
Wrist vibrating from texts amassing on my cellular phone
Smile so wide seemingly flying off of my face like an aimless runaway balloon
Eerily silent my application has now become
Just three days ago I could barely get anything done
Trying desperately not to keep checking my phone
Eyes darting back and forth like an aimless runaway balloon
How could this capture my thoughts so vividly
Needing the encouragement daily to succeed
Coming to the realization that it was a want
Now my happiness has flown away like an aimless runaway balloon
A pose made famous by those who have done wrong
In darkness for hours due to behaviors that are not congruent with the population
In packs of three or four in social environments
As the camera flashes it never fails
Down on one knee
Two fingers up in the air
Mouth twisted to the side
Ready to give someone affirmation on the black hand side
Strife emanating from the position of the shoulders
Stiffly structured as the others tilt their heads in agreeance
Arms folded with confidence
Showing camaraderie due to common influences
Derived from negative connotations
Allowing the pose to form a habit
Thoughts of making a statement
Relaying comedy to dire situations
We should stand up as our ancestors did
Pride within our shoulders
Heads hung high
With hands posed in worship
Often times I wonder why I have not mastered proper eating habits
So many things improved in my life due to that lifestyle
I could complete a 5k with encouragement in a good time
Energy level was on a different level
Leaving home in darkness to get my day begun
Feeling as if I had been flung out of my bed
Laziness has settled in
An incorrect thought process can lead you astray
Not wanting to see another day
Goals swaying in the wind
Automatically winning became a stigma
As a loser there is nothing to prove
Been there done that is a catchy phrase
Looking at my reflection trying to dig down deep within
Confusing fantasy societal goals with actual attempts at conquering foes
What is next for me….
I just learned these steps a couple of days ago
Amazingly I cannot remember any of the steps
It is a one wall dance so it should come back quickly
The chorus is blaring in my head…This mean war
Oh my goodness I am so late
Ok I have my keys, purse, and coat
Speed walking is not my sport of choice
What kind of river dance is this girl doing at the bus stop?
Come on children
We are all late this morning
Lunches are all made you all can drink your smoothies in the car
Why is that lady standing in front of my car like a deer caught in head lights?
This turn is the sharpest one the route
Oh man I hope she does not dance herself into the street
Beep Beep watch out there
She is really into her music and choreography
Every Monday it is interesting to see what line dance she learned this weekend
This rider is always so hyped up at this second stop for our complex
Well at least she is warm from all of that moving around while the rest of us are cold
Perhaps I should try the class myself….hmm
Generally, an open book no need to truly share secrets
Over expressing at times to somewhat of my demise
Trying out different forms of artistic outlets
Unfortunately failing at many
Uncomfortable in front of others
Willing to be the representative to get my point across
Taking a back seat so others may properly release
Leads to crossed feelings of despair feeling as if no cares
Spotlights are not the place to be
Ups and downs of life outweigh the shine radiating from my smile
Inside crying from embarrassment of no longer passing the test
Trying to do my best to survive the outline of what is right
Despite the deep-down void of confusion inside
Fighting within to see what could possibly be
A star is what everyone sees
Yet I am just striving to be me
The soft color of calmness illuminates my soul
The joy that was crafted from your very mission
Many times, the aroma that wafted into my room
Allowed me to squeal with glee
Hearing various utensils clank against your cream-colored sides
Cleaning up the overflow of ingredients as the mixture of ingredients grew
Scrumptious edible treats rejuvenating
The oversensitive pallet of tasty concoctions
My mommy prepared the most exquisite meals for us
My heart literally broke into pieces when you were no longer useful
Broken into pieces unable to be replaced
Your memory holds a special place in the recesses of my mind
Love for a simple object can invoke a myriad of emotions
Almost felt like as if you were a family member
Ever present for all events
The line discontinued no descendants to socialize with
A lovely decorative mixing bowl from England
Left an ever-present imprint on my heart
Holding love expressed through dry ingredients
Poured out into very forms for my pleasing
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