Well now

In sickness and health
This vow lingers in my my mind
Never have I’ve been married
Yet the thought impressed me

What does that look like in a single situation
Has your family stood in the gap
Have your friends become your chosen kin
Do you feel like an alien in you skin

Abandoned by those you’ve loved
Laying down your life
For issues that caused them strife
Risking trials and tribulations

Now that you’re down
No one seems to be around
How can you turn your own smile upside down Lifting your countenance out of the frown

What happens when you’re the life of the party
Now the party is over
The lights are off as the decorations have been trashed
Now uncommon feelings allow you to lash out

Bow down to the Holy One
Lay your ills at His feet
Rest in His retreat
As He restores what you perceived as defeat

Today I cried

Overwhelming dreams of loneliness and abandonment

Reached out to you but to no avail

Remove the veil of pride

We need to come inside

Unable to cry

Due to a negative view I derived

How can I feel sorry

Look what has happened to you

You chose to reject

What GOD had for you

A miracle you claimed

Yet not once did you bow down to His Holy Name

Turmoil gnawing at your feet

Unresolved familial pacts

Led to hardening of hearts

Disdain for those who expressed through arts

Adamant about what you wanted

As you watched it before you

Not realizing a change must come

To the same fate you have succumbed