Hi all:
I bring you another book from Rosie’s Book Review Team, and one from an author I discovered recently. Another great one.

Finding Verity by Jenny Loudon
‘Quite stunning… one of my books of the year.’ – Anne Williams, Romantic Novelist Association Media Star of The Year 2019
NOMINATED FOR 2018 & 2019 READERS CHOICE AWARDS by TCK PUBLISHING
The heart-warming bestseller from this exciting debut novelist.
An unhappy woman. An unfinished romance. A sense that time is running out…
Verity Westwood is a successful London businesswoman whose husband is handsome but selfish. When Edward Farrell, a nomadic American journalist from her past, returns unexpectedly, she is swept by the irresistible desire to fulfil her dreams of working as an artist, like her famous father before her. After being caught in a storm on the Cote d’Azur, she vows to change her life.
What she does not foresee is the struggle involved, the ultimate price she will pay, and the powerful force of enduring love that changes everything.
‘Engagingly written’ Crafty Green Poet review
‘A bittersweet read’ Bookworm Lisa review

About the author:
Jenny Loudon is a British novelist whose work includes SNOW ANGELS, a moving and uplifting tale of recovery after loss, and the bestselling love story FINDING VERITY. She read English and American Literature at the University of Kent in Canterbury and holds a Masters in The Modern Movement. She lives with her family in the English countryside.
Learn more about Jenny Loudon at www.jennyloudon.com
My review:
I write this review as a member of Rosie’s Book Review Team (author, check here if you are interested in getting your book reviewed) and thank her and the author for this opportunity.
I recently read and reviewed Loudon’s second novel Snow Angels and loved it, and I also loved this one. Both novels share some characteristics even though the stories and the protagonists are quite different.
This novel is about second chances —it starts in 1989 at a party where Verity meets Edward, a handsome American stranger, but despite their evident attraction for each other they both decide to go their separate and very different ways, and it ends in 2013-14, with a Verity who lives in London, is married with two grown-up daughters who have already left the house, a seemingly happy marriage, and a successful business. Life has happened in between and things are not as they seem to be to the casual observer. It is also one of those novels that I think of as an adult coming-of-age story, although perhaps in this case it would be more appropriate to say that it is a novel about “finding Verity” as the title indicates, in many senses: we, the readers, get to know and understand the real Verity, with her self-doubts, her fears, her desires, her contradictions, her attachment issues, her panic attacks, her menopausal symptoms, her naivete…; Verity (and those around her) gets to find —or rather, become— the real Verity; and it is a novel about looking for and finding the truth (Verity comes from veritas, truth in Latin, after all), no matter how unpalatable or hard it might be and how many layers of conventionality and good-manners it might be hiding under.
This is a novel where women are the central characters, Verity in particular, and where all the women (except for a couple we don’t really get to know much about) seem to understand each other and be mostly supportive of each other’s dreams and interests (Tills, Verity’s younger daughter, is a bit contrary, but she is very young and seems to have matured by the end of the story). I liked all of them, especially because they are all very different, multifaceted, and feel like people in their own right, rather than being there just to add depth to Verity’s story. And there is a kind of sorority between them. I was particularly fond of Fiona, Verity’s mother, who despite her mental health difficulties and her troubled marriage does her best to support Verity and offers her good advice; Stella, her friend who lives in the countryside and is always a strong supporter, no matter what, while keeping her anchored in the real world; and Jane, the artist who helps her make her dreams come true. Verity can be very frustrating, because she is quite naive at times, and I think most readers will have their suspicions about what her husband, Matt, might be up to, but she trusts him and feels bad for him nonetheless. Her reactions feel realistic though, and through the novel, we get to understand the impact her childhood had, and why she might have chosen to live the life she was living rather than taking any risks. She is quite taken aback towards the end of the novel when she realises that none of her closest friends or relatives seems surprised by what has happened to her, and she comes to the conclusion that she has been turning a blind eye and working very hard not to see what must have been quite evident. I liked the fact that she is an older protagonist (almost fifty), who despite suffering from empty-nest syndrome, feeling unsure about herself as a woman, a wife, a mother, and a business-woman manages to start a new life afresh, all by herself. Well, with a little help from her friends.
The men… Matt is not a terribly sympathetic character, but there are some scenes that help us understand why he might be the way he is, and he offered Verity something she was looking for (or seemed to) at least for a while. I didn’t like him, but he tries so hard to live according to his standards of what a successful man should be like, that it is difficult not to feel a bit sorry for him. Edward has more of the romantic hero about him, and the author offers us some chapters narrated from his perspective (the whole novel is written in the third-person, mostly from Verity’s point of view), and that makes us get to know him a bit better, although we only learn his secrets at the same time as Verity does. They might seem to be total opposites, but you all know how these things can go.
Apart from the characters (oh, and I loved Charlie, Verity’s old dog. He is a sweetheart), I also enjoyed the focus on Verity’s love of art, her gift as a painter, and her attempts at finding the perfect place to paint. Loudon’s writing is precious; the descriptions of London, Oxfordshire, Scotland, and France are breathtaking, and I felt as if I could see the places, walk and run with Verity through the streets, forests and mountains, and enjoy her canvases. The pace of the narrative is contemplative and paused, allowing us time to get familiar with the characters’ thought processes, their feelings, and their psychological make-up, rather than being swept by non-stop mindless action. Plenty of things happen, but the emphasis is placed on how Verity and the other characters react to them and how they feel about them.
Some short examples of the writing, although you might want to check a free sample to make sure the writing is to your taste.
The truly great marriages are the ones where each person sees inside the other’s heart, and responds. A rare thing, sadly, but they do exist. (Fiona, Verity’s mother, tells her).
The rain had stopped and patches of watery sunlight blotched the landscape, lightening swathes of hillside and sea. Low sunlight added drama, making the atmosphere almost surreal. A double rainbow arced across an entire valley, and snow dusted the mountain tops like icing sugar.
She knew it was a cliché but also recognised deep truth in the observation that life was precarious, and that no matter how much some people liked to believe they were in control, or the orchestrators of their own fate, life was utterly unpredictable.
It was as if the island clung to the edge of the world, and every swerve of the road offered a feast for the eyes.
And the ending… This is not one of those novels that shy away from real life and leave us with the message that taking a life-changing decision is easy and it will all work out as if by magic. There are moments of loneliness, of hesitation; there are glitches and hurdles in the way; and living a day at a time and learning from it is what it’s truly all about. Do not worry, though, there is a happy ending, in case you were wondering.
I recommend this novel to readers looking for realistic female characters, especially women of a certain age, second-chance novels, and romances where the focus is on personal growth, and not only on romantic relationships. Art and nature lovers, and those looking for beautiful, inspiring, and descriptive writing, will have a field day.
Thanks to Rosie and the members of her team for their support, thanks to the author for her book, and, thanks to all of you for reading, sharing, commenting, and spreading the word. Remember to keep smiling and stay safe.


