Good things can happen when two friends with a love of weird photography get together on a summer day….
Each culture has its own ideals of female beauty, and American ideals seem to me to be among the least realistic (I focus on America because it’s the culture I’ve grown up in, though my studies in anthropology have definitely given me some insights on other cultures and the stunning range of ideals therein).
To make a long story short: I’m not pretty. Never have been, never will be unless I decide to pay for a multitude of cosmetic surgical procedures, which I don’t plan to do even if I could ever afford it. Like most American women I can sit in front of a mirror and pick apart every single inch of my face and body that does not meet the modern standards, standards that are shouted at us daily by cosmetic companies, the entertainment industry, and so on.
Being a rabid Facebooker AND a visual artist (though I use the term “artist” with a bit of humor) as well as a women who just doesn’t stand up when it comes to looks, I started taking self-portraits and Photoshopping them to oblivion, until my pictures looked as good as society seems to think I should look.
Here is one of the self-portraits I posted recently:
As expected, it got a good deal of admiration from my friends, and I agree: it’s a pretty awesome picture. But then I started thinking about it: Even though I and all of my friends know what I really look like, and that the picture was heavily edited, did I really want to keep perpetuating images that are based on a fantasy that can never be achieved?
So I created this image to make my point:
The point of this “Reality Check” picture was to remind everyone that all of the amazing images we see in ads and magazines, they’re not real. No one looks like this. Even the supermodels get Photoshopped, even the most gorgeous movie stars.
And the nice part is that the unedited pic got as much praise as the edited one. Because the people who know me and love me don’t love me for a perfect imaginary face, they love me for me.
Mission accomplished, I think.
Many of the Photoshop techniques I used are ones I found in online tutorials and then modified to suit my own taste. I figured I would share the steps I used to edit a photo into three different types of image. I began with a basic Photoshop HDR trick, and then made some little tweaks here and there to create the three final images, so here we go! And by the way, I will write this for people who are already pretty familiar with Photoshop and the basic tools and menus. If you have any questions please feel free to post them in the comments section 🙂
Here are the three final images I created:
To create these images I began with this unedited photo I took in a SW Washington cemetery a while back:
I created the “Statue HDR” image first, here are the steps:
1. Once you’ve selected an image, first resize it if needed. My camera produces images with 300 pixels per inch, and I typically resize my images to 150 ppi to make them easier to work with and upload. Once you’re ready, go to Layers>Duplicate Layer and make a copy of the image. Name it Copy 1.
2. Set the Blending of Copy 1 to Overlay.
3. Now go to Layers>Duplicate Layer again to make a copy of Copy 1. Name this new layer Copy 2, and it will already be set to Overlay, since the layer you just copied was set to Overlay.
4. Go back and click on Copy 1. Go to Image>Adjustments>Desaturate. Now, on the same layer, go to Image>Adjustments>Invert. These two steps will turn Copy 1 into a B&W negative.
5. Click on Copy 2 and go to Filter>Other>High Pass. The High Pass filter has a slider bar that goes all the way from 0 on the left to 250 on the right. I usually start at 5 or so and gradually increase the number until I like the effect and I usually choose a number somewhere between 20 and 30, but play around and experiment to see how you like various levels of this filter.
6. Once you’re done with Copy 2, click on Copy 1. Go to Filter>Blur>Gaussian Blur. Once again you have a slider bar and I also start at a low number with this filter and gradually increase it until I like what I see.
7. Click on the original layer, the image you started with, and go to Image>Adjustments>Hue/Saturation, then click the little Colorize box. This will change your real-color image into a single-color one. I tend to go for sepia most of the time, but use the Hue slider bar and see what color appeals to you.
That’s the basic process for creating the HDR image. I definitely encourage you to play with the filter settings, and play with the Blending: sometimes changing from Overlay to Soft Light can give a more subtle effect. Just play, you can always undo it!
In order to create the second image, “Statue Shadows”, I simply did the HDR steps, then went back to Copy 1, the B&W negative, and did Image>Adjustments>Inverse again. This will turn it back to a positive image and create a cool shadowed effect. This does not work for every image, it really depends on the individual picture and the various lights and darks and contrasts, but for some images it turns out quite interesting.
And in order to create the “Statue Overlay” image I first did the basic HDR process, then put a picture of a fiber optic lamp over it, at the top of the Layers list:
I set the Blending of the fiber image to Soft Light (though play with the different blending modes, sometimes Overlay looks better, or Hard Light, etc) and went to Image>Adjustments>Desaturate so the colors in the fiber image wouldn’t clash with the statue image. Then go to Image>Adjustments>Brightness/Contrast to make the fibers (or whatever your overlay image is) lighter or darker for the best effect. I also moved the fiber image around so that the fibers fell on the statue image in just the right place, since the fibers are clearly more dense and bright near the bottom, which overwhelmed the statue.
That’s pretty much it. Get some pictures, play with filters and layers and blending, and make something cool!
A few more tips: Each of the layers can be played with, and sometimes small changes in one layer can drastically effect the final image. Brightness/Contrast and Levels can help if a layer is too bright or dark, or doesn’t stand out enough. Hue/Saturation can make colors vibrant or subtle.
Another effect I like sometimes is the Glowing Edges effect. Sometimes a final image is just too bright and washed out, so once I have my three layers (Original, Copy 1, Copy 2) I go back to the original and do Layer/Duplicate Layer again. This will give you a fourth layer that sits on top of the original in the Layers window, and underneath the two copies. On this fourth layer start by setting the Blending to Soft Light, then desaturate it. Now go to Filter>Stylize>Glowing Edges. Once the filter window pops up I like to set the Edge Width to the lowest setting (1), Edge Brightness to the highest (20), and Smoothness to the highest (15). Once you apply the filter you should see you overall image looking quite a bit darker, with a thin white line around all of the edges. I then like to go to Filter>Blur>Gaussian Blur to soften that white line, and again you can play with all these settings and create all kinds of neat effects.
I don’t have any pictures to share tonight, just moody thoughts and sleeplessness, so I decided to share a few of songs that I enjoy when it’s too late to still be awake in a lonely house.
Maybe two years ago or so I found an online tutorial for making HDR images with Photoshop. I tried it out, loved the results, and over time tinkered with the steps and put my own twist on it (As I am prone to doing. Seriously, I can’t even follow a simple recipe without meddling with it at least a little bit). Here are some of my favorite shots using this technique. When I play with pictures, that’s exactly what I’m doing: playing. I’m not thinking, “I must make it perfect so people will buy it”, I’m just experimenting and having fun. This is why I don’t call myself a professional photographer 🙂
I was intimidated by B&W photography for the longest time. I had a hard time being confident with bold contrasts and the lack of color, though I have no idea why. Fortunately I got over my hangup and here are a few of the many B&W’s I’ve created over the last 4 years or so, in no particular order…..

Well, not all bugs. I prefer the prettier ones, and usually would rather that they don’t touch me, but oh my they can be such beautiful and fascinating creatures. These are just a few of the multitude of pictures I’ve taken over the last couple of years. They were all taken with my little old Nikon Coolpix, so the resolution isn’t always perfect, but it’s not too bad, either….
This little jumping spider must have snuck in on our groceries. I’m pretty sure it’s not a native Oregonian.
I also love bones. Bugs and bones, does it get any better?
Considering that I’m a girl born and raised in Alaska, it seems a bit strange that I’d feel happiest, often as not, in the desert. Maybe it’s the quality of the light, or the dry heat. Maybe it’s the way the rocks glow and crumble, maybe it’s the animals and insects that live in places things shouldn’t be able to live. Whatever it is, I’m in love with deserts. I recently took a road trip with a friend of mine to Summer Lake in south central Oregon. There’s a hot springs there, you can rent a cabin or just pitch a tent, soak in the pools, wander off on the playa, lay out at night and stare at the amazing stars blazing down at you. It’s worth the trip, assuming you like deserts, hot springs, and miles of empty highways….
Did I mention empty highways?
Antelope!! 😀
These were possibly the most curious cows I have ever encountered. They could not keep away from us. They’d creep up to the fence, we’d get too close and they’d run away. Then they’d creep back to the fence, then run away. Rinse, repeat. About a full hour of fun doing that. Seriously, you get your kicks where you can in rural Oregon.
The three outdoor pools, and inside the barn is the large pool. Heaven, I tell you. I would have taken a shot of the indoor pool, but it’s clothing-optional in the evening and I didn’t think the other guests would feel too comfortable with some weirdo taking nudie pics of them.
Some adorable horses who were clearly in desperate need of petting. I know the feeling, man.
The view from the back porch of our cabin. We got the oldest structure on the property, about 100 years old. Little kitchens, little bathrooms, all creaky at night when the wind blows, the cabins are great.

If you go south a ways you’ll come to the town of Lakeview. It has a rather nice Safeway and a selection of restaurants for those who are unsatisfied with the offerings in Paisley, the little town nearest to Summer Lake.

On the drive home we stopped off at Lava Lands State Park. The lava itself wasn’t horribly exciting, though there is definitely a respectable amount of it. No, the best part was the unbearably adorable squirrels (chipmunks? What are these things?) that live there and which have clearly learned that people=snacks.

The only photo I took on the night of July 4th that actually came out. Go figure. I wandered off to a little beach after dodging all of the usual fireworks-watching spots, which were packed. I ended up being invited to share a campfire by a group of four young men whom some would consider, shall we say, of the lower classes. They offered refreshment, chatted about various run-ins with the law and which cities are the most supportive of graffiti artists (just because I’m a middle-class white woman with a college degree doesn’t mean I can’t talk about graffiti), I told them a bit about archaeology and photography. Despite the differences in our social circles, for lack of a better term, we had a very nice time hanging out. Just a note to all the folks who are scared of people from different socioeconomic levels: we’re all human, and we all look weird to someone.

Just a random shot, no plan in mind, but it became one of those images that seems to tell a story, though for the life of me I can’t decide what that story is.