Tuesday, August 31, 2010

merdeka, sejarah?..

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 12:28 AM 1 comments

Esok genap 53 tahun Malaysia merdeka. Selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan Malaysia and frankly speaking, I’m proud to be Malaysian. Keamanan yang dikecapi sehingga hari ini masih dirasi. Cuma ada serba sedikit masalah. Maklumlah setiap negara ada masalah masing2. Baik dari segi pemimpinya dan juga rakyat. Sejarah mengajar kita tentang peritnya zaman penjajahan dahulu. Perit nenek moyang kita berperang dan berlawan demi mempertahankan negara kita dari British, Belanda, Spain, Jepun and Bintang 3. Zaman kejatuhan merupakan zaman yang amat pedih, dimana rakyat dipecahkan mengikut kaum dan ditindas. Ada yang dibunuh dengan sia-sia.


Aku berharap zaman itu tidak kembali. Aku berharap agar kita dapat belajar dari sejarah. Sekolah2 dah banyak tekankan tentang sejarah kita, tapi sedih bila kebanyakan pelajar hanya datang ke sekolah untuk bergembira. I was a school student, i played a lot, i met friends and at same time i study. I wasn’t a good student, not smart. But i love class. I love English and history class. Pelajar hari ni tak pernah try untuk tau mana asal usul Malaysia, asal usul Melayu dan tidak heran pun untuk mengetahuinya. Sedih kerana merekalah yang bakal memimpin negara. Aku akui, aku pun macam student2 lain. Asik nak main and lepak. Bila dah besar ni baru nak menyesal. Bagi aku, tak terlewat untuk berubah dan belajar lagi.

Pernah ke kita kisah dimana asal kita? Siapa yang pernah menjajah kita? Kenapa kita dijajah? Apa yang Tengku Abdul Rahman lakukan demi mendapatkan kemerdekaan kita? Dan apa yang menyatukan rakyat Malaysia?.

Betul kata Tun Dr. Mahathir, melayu mudah lupa. Pemikiran kita dah dijajah dengan hiburan dan kemewahan hidup hingga kita lupa terhadap kewajipan kita pada agama, bangsa dan negara. Sedih bila aku tanya tentang perdana menteri Malaysia yang pertama, ada juga yang tak kenal. Perlukah kita mengulangi kembali zaman kejatuhan Malaysia. Sedih juga, bila pemimpin2 sendiri lupa asal usul mereka dan berpecah sesama sendiri. Bagi mereka “ko wat kerja ko, aku wat kerja aku”. Di mana pemimpin yang sepatutnya memimpin kita tapi mereka pula yang bergaduh sesama sendiri. Masing2 hanya kejarkan glamour dan harta. Bila tiba pilihan raya barulah sibuk nak turun padang.


Bagi aku pemimpin memainkan peranan penting dalam setiap negara. Bayangkan pada zaman Rasullah, baginda berjaya menyatukan kaum Muhajirin dan ansar, kaum beragama Islam dan bukan Islam. Baginda yang hanya bermula dengan keluarga dan sahabat baginda dan akhirnya berjaya membuka kota Madinah. Dimana peranan pemimpin pada hari ini. Bagi mereka di dunia moden peranan kena berubah. Takut nanti rakyat tak suka. Pandai2 la mainkan peranan. Aku harap kita dapat belajar dari sejarah. Buka harta yang dikejar tapi kehidupan yang beragama dan tamadun. Jadikan kesilapan lama sebagai pengajaran.


NOTE: sejarah bukan untuk dikenang tapi untuk dipelajari. Happy Independence Day Malaysia. ~I LOVE MALAYSIA

Thursday, August 26, 2010

countdown work~

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 1:36 AM 0 comments
sketsa midterm:

Costing = DONE
Consumer Buyer and Behavior = DONE
Psychology = DONE
Islamic Study = JUST DONE TODAY
Economy = 3rd August 2010
Organisational Behavior = 22nd September 2010

Dah boring asik countdown midterm je..
Assigment tertangguh lagi..
Nak balik raye,nak balik raye..cepat2 la raye..

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Sewius aku dah giler..

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 3:00 PM 0 comments
Malam ni ade midterm.
tapi aku tak study lagi.
bile dikira lagi 5 jam 51 minit g tinggal.
adoiz!!
aku pon tak tau kenape aku malas sangat ni?!!
mood asik nak tido and rase macam nak moody je today.
tak best la. ape nak jawab malam ni??
sempat ke nak cover g ni??
huhu...
tensi tahap gaban.
nak balik??'
bile tengok keje yg berlambak giler, aku jadi makin malas.
ade ubat tak nak bg rajin??
tampar ke blasah ke..ok gak!!
hehe...
wake me up before this holiday.
tak nak bawa balik keje bila cuti.
t cuti xde fun.
dalam pale otak ni asik ingat nak buke ape je..
adekah bila perut lapar penyebab aku tak bersemangat ni??
it can be..hehe
salahkan perut yang ngade2 ni..
sory yer perot..
huhu..
saya sayang same perut saye.
tapi sayang juge pade study saye..
mane satu nak pilih ni??
perut ke study??
haha..
mengong dah ape aku ni??!


~ustaz jgn bg soalan susah2 sangat k..saye nak try cover dlm mase 4 jam ni..


psychology~

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 12:04 AM 3 comments
Lesson from Psychology class:


I really in deep love with this subject even thought it's a tough subject. Killers man!! But, I love this class for most. Excited and giler not sleepy pon bila dalam class. Miss tq for your lesson. Yesterday, i've been thought more about human and mental intelligent. Those prediction from internet about intelligent are not necessarily true sometimes. I tell you what, go read about psychology. It is the best beb!!.


Human intelligent shows people characteristics and this study has been proven from most of psychologist. Our way of thinking shows us how old is our age. or the right way to say is, how matured you are. As I told you, you are what you think. hehehe~


Actually, there is a lot of think that I want to talk about psychology. if you want to know more, go study la..kui3~


Last add:
Undilah Calon no.22 and 23
Fauziah and Balqis Athirah.
Go UNITANIAN.


Sunday, August 22, 2010

Bubur Lambuk UNITEN~

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 5:54 AM 0 comments
Semalam, student subject ISSB232 or Islamic Study 3, ade wat gotong royong masak bubur lambuk. Actually event ni wajib coz ustaz kata dapat 5% markah. So, tiap-tiap Ramadan, pelajar tahun ke-2 akan bergotong-royong masak bubur lambuk. Tahun ni turn batch aku pulak. Tujuan event ni ada pun sebab nak beribadah. Ustaz kata dapat pahala coz kitorang akan supply bubur lambuk ni kan orang Muadzam and student UNITEN. Memang seronok coz sedikit sebanyak hubungan kami dierat. Ramai yang jejak kasih dengan member2 lama.








Malam Jumaat tu pulak ada Qiamullai Perdana anjuran PPI and IBC. I joined both them. Seronok coz banyak yang aku belajar. Tapi sedih, after Qiamullai aku tertido. Aku tak bangun untuk bubur lambuk. Rugi giler and sedih sangat coz next time tak dapat rasa lagi nak masak macam ni.



Minggu ni and the next week most of my batch tengah buzy berkempen untuk Calon-calon MPP. Aku pulak buzy berkempen untuk Akmal Farhan a.k.a Os. Undi untuk number 4 ok.

Ni antara manifesto Os:
  • menginap secara kekal selama setahun di penginapan
  • menambah kapasiti keluasan rangkaian broadband
  • penambahan watercooler di setiap blok penginapan and akademik
  • pemasangan grill di aras bawah penginapan Ilmiah and Harmoni.

Vote for number 4. ~4 for all~

Undilah melayu kita..

Monday, August 16, 2010

Mc Fly- Too Close for Comfort

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 1:58 AM 0 comments


(tom)

I never meant the things I said
To make you cry can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget and yes I regret
All these mistakes


(tom)
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes I watch as you cry
But it's getting late


(tom)
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
I'm driving you home
Guess I'll never know


(danny)
Remember when we scratched our names
Into the sand and told me you loved me
But now that I find that you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words


(danny)
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand, you won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go


(danny)
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
driving you home
Guess I'll never know


(Tom)
All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right


(dougie)
But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you chose to let me down, down, down
(danny)
Wont you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...


(tom)
Was I invading in on your secrets
(danny and tom)
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
(Yeah yeah)


(tom)
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
I'm driving you home
Guess I'll never know


NOTE: singing is the best medicine~

Saturday, August 14, 2010

OH, Watip~hehe

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 5:54 AM 2 comments
salam~

Salam Ramadan dear Muslimin..
sayup nye pagi ni dangan dengar soft songs and it make me think of Mak and Ayah..
Hari ni aku bersahurkan dengan sekeping Roti Boom plus 1 cup of milk.
yeah, kenyang bangat!! Alhamdulilah.
Last night, we had a surprised for Awatif or Watip or Kak Long..HeHe~
Happy Belated Birthday Watip, aku tau ko terharu..Jangan la nangis =)

Semalam special sikit coz aku jemput Kak Chuya sekali.(senior)
Dia ngan Kak Mai, so aku suruh Kak Mai bawa Kak Chuya coz aku pon baik ngan dia.
sekejap je aku boley masuk dengan Kak Chuya, and she's very nice and friendly person.
Haziqa pun ade and yang takde cume housemate2 aku je. Balqis and Lela balik while Tim she had to go to Balai Islam as she handle the event there for this Ramadan. Busy betol kan??
Ok, selamat berpuasa and may Allah bless us~

Friday, August 13, 2010

After exam~

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 2:31 PM 0 comments





Best giler bila dah habis jawab mid term. tadi aku gelabah coz ramai sangat yang keluar awal. Wei, dah pandai sangat ke?. haha, cakap orang aku pun keluar awal gak. Exam suppose to finish at 11.30 am tapi aku keluar pukul 11.10 tadi. sejuk sangat la exam hall tu, menggigil dah dibuatnyer. Alhamdulilah, berbaloi aku buka buku CBB, kalo tak tak leh jawab la aku tadi. Malam tadi, after finish doing the case study aku terus tengok CBB, risau coz tak study satu ape pon lagi. Nasib baik la lecturer bertimbang-rasa. But, I hate True/False question!!.

After exam, aku plan nak tengok movie. Nak tengok "How I met Your Mother". Best bangat cerita ni,lama tak tengok. Nak gelak puas2 lepas tu baru tido. Tapi, plan cancel coz Kak. Mai meseg tanya "habis exam bile?". Nak suruh aku datang rumah dia la tu. So, aku pon pergi la coz dari malam tadi dia ajak aku datang.



Rupanya, Kak Chuya ada jual baju and dress. cantik2 pulak tu~.. Aku ingat kan Kak Mai rindu kat aku ke, ape?. Wat suspen je. Usha punya usha aku ambik dua t-shirt and 1 cardigan. Harga pun berbaloi, tak yah beli kat mall. Tapi, tu bukan baju raye k, aku pon tak tau baju raya nak beli bila. Baju kurung pon takde lagi ni. Hai, tak raye la aku tahun ni. Padan muka~hahaha..

Ok after finish men-usha, aku pun mangambil langkah aku ke rumah nak tengok "How I Met your Mother" juga!! Rindu kat series ni. Lepas ni nak kene cover tuk Islamic Study, AMAB and Mickro pula. Waduh, susah bangat begini. Mak, nak balik. tapi lecturer suka wat exam hari jumaat, nak balik pon susah cos Ahad kena balik Muadzam balik. huhu. =(

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Discussion is about Discuss.

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 11:01 AM 0 comments

" Discussion is about Discuss"..

what a stupid statement?? I hate group discussion as I love to be at home and do my daily activity here. why should I go to library seems that everything is here. Books, internet and huge study table. I feel alive here, and library too. But It just too cold them and I can't stand freezing for a whole day.

Whatsoever,I still need to go for discussion as this is a "GROUP ASSIGNMENT". I need for blessing so that our OB's case study will finish on time. Then, I can focus for my midterm. Ok, its time to get ready for library.

Mood: Focus~

~fasting month blessing~

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 8:06 AM 0 comments



Miss them a lot..Camane agaknye sahur tadi. Dekdi boley makan 2 pinggan tu bile sahur, ganas kan dia. tapi tang pasti, Poji paling liat nak bangun. hahaha. Rindu diorang especilly Fayid, sampai terbawa-bawa dalam mimpi. Hari ni dah start bulan puasa and aku rasa happy coz still diberi kesempatan sampai ke hari ini.

Lama tak puasa bersama and tak sabar nak tunggu cuti. Sahur and buka sama-sama. yang pasti aku rindukan sambal telur mak yang mak selalu buat tiap kali sahur and tiba-tiba teringin gak nak makan apple pai teacher. sedap giler, teacher memang suka bagi aku gemuk. haha, cakap pasal makanan, nanti nak buka ape eik??Adoiz~

Monday, August 9, 2010

SeLaMat BerPuaSa..

Posted by Fauziah Abdullah (poja) at 5:16 AM 2 comments








Alhamdulillah, tomorrow is the beginning of Ramadan, means all Muslim will start fasting. Now, is my third time fasting in Muadzam. There is a lot of funny and knowledge i gain from my experience here. Rarely to eat delicious food like mak always cook in Muadzam. hehehe, but that not the point. I've learn and continue learning about life. Fasting month is not about eating those food but it is about how we developed ourself as a Muslim and to know that human are all same.


We've been taught that life is not that easy. I have to learn how to save and use money properly. I hope for this Ramadan i will learn more and be more matured. Ya Allah, thanx for this blessing Ramadan. Here, some quick checklist that you can do for Ramadan and SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA~







1. Make a resolve to win the maximum favor of Allah by performing extra Voluntary prayers (Nawafils), making frequent Dua and increased remembrance (Dhikr).

2. Try to recite some Holy Quran after every Prayer.

3. Study the Tafseer (commentary) .

4. Invite a person you are not very close with or your relatives to your home for Iftaar.

5. Bring life to your family! Everyday, try to conclude the fast with your family and spend some quality time together to understand each other better.

6. Give gifts on Eid to at least 5 people: 2 to your family members, 2 to your good friends, and 1 to a person whom you love purely for the sake of Allah. This is in addition to normal 'Iddiya' to children.

7. Where applicable, make commitment to join Islamic study circles to learn more about Islam and improve your own life.

8. Donate generously to the mosque, Islamic organizations and any where people are in need or oppressed.

9. Share month of Ramadan and its teachings of peace and patience with your colleagues at work, neighbors and relatives.

10. Sleep little, eat little! Make sure you do not defeat the purpose of fasting by over-indulging in food and being lazy.

11. Seek the rare and oft-neglected rewards of the night better than 1000 months ( Laylatul-Qadr ).

12. Weep in private for the forgiveness of your sins.

13. Learn to control your tongue and lower your gaze.

14. Encourage others to enjoin and love goodness, and to abandon everything that Allah dislikes. Play the role of a Da'ee (one who invites to Allah) with zeal, passion, and sympathy.

15. Experience the joy of Tahajjud prayers late at night and devote yourself purely and fully to Allah in the Itikaf retreat during Ramadan.

16. For extra concerted effort, try to be off work for few last days of Ramadhan for maximum Ibada.

17. Make an effort to reconcile with the people you are not on good terms with. Forgive everyone and keep your heart clean.

18. In all your dhikr, do not forget your parents, your neighbors', relatives, dead people and other muslims.
 

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