random musings

1) mnn is away (rare occasion) and i'm bored. god help me to go through the week without him. single mommy mode on. have to manage the schedules of two schooling kids are tough! imagine tmrw i have a meeting in PJ ending almost 6-ish and have to go back to KL to fetch alyssa? pukul berapa nak patah balik ke shah alam. huwaa nangis dulu. thank god my little brother is coming. so we should work out the logistic between us. at least terbela juga nasib Qalif.

2) i love raya. raya mood is so diff. and this year, my mood is to renovate the house. like massive renovation half part of the house, which require us to move out. sadly haven't gotten the green light from big boss. he was hesitant as he feels that it requires too much and might as well we move out to a new condo (?!) really??? that's one of his trick to delay tho. i.must.not.be.weak.

3) work decision. keep on thinking abt it. my heart says yes, but my mind says no. but when i keep on mulling and thinking abt it, i realised that i really want it. so should i? or should i not?

ah we'll see..
till then.