No one is beta by choice
Some are alpha by chance;
All we need sometimes
Is someone to save us
From the world and
From ourselves:
All things are from ourselves.
No one is beta by choice
Some are alpha by chance;
All we need sometimes
Is someone to save us
From the world and
From ourselves:
All things are from ourselves.
I write when I’m on the train
When Albert Hammond sings and
When glimpses of you appear
In the ghosts of the shadows of others
Just for a moment be close to you
Pretend that I’m still holding you
And perhaps someday
When we’re done chasing our fantasies
Maybe love will bring you back to me.
the night after our first fight you ran
away. from me and from your abandoned necklace
i saw our love fade away into the break of day,
mirroring the shattered fragments of my
life (and heart) as i knew it. you’re no good. for me.
is all that is left of our love – an echo. or maybe
not so much an echo: at least an echo is a reciprocation;
my calls for your love bears no return.
$27.29
For pages and pages of
Lust and fuss over love
Filled with rain and pain;
Does the world need to know
In so many ways that the rain
Brings with it a certain wetness
When two people lie in bed?
It is easy to entice people
To flip the pages when
What you write about are
Spreading legs and fapping sheets.
Why do we always find the things
We’ve stopped looking for long ago?
Why do we never find the things
We think that we need long ago?
Why do we find the things
We either stopped wanting
Or never knew we needed?
Life is as such
Such is as life.
You just can’t look
At a girl you’ve kissed
Straight in the eyes
Without feeling something;
Maybe we like drama so much
That we conjure things up
To feel a little more and
Love just a little more;
Maybe it’s the girl
Or maybe it’s the kiss
But likely it’s just you
Filling(feeling) your boredom.
And you are probably me.
Maybe through the depths
of mire and dreams
I have fallen out of love
with the idea of me;
Or maybe I was
never in love
with the person
beyond the dreams.
Sometimes fantasy conflates
With reality
Through dreams
You have her in your arms
Then you open your eyes
And she’s gone
She was there waiting
For you to come with the car
But when you’re there she’s not anymore
When you next see her
She’s in someone else’s arms
Waiting for someone else’s car
All that’s left to twirl
Is your notion of reality
And not her tender curls
All because you are
Not dreaming anymore.
I was planning to write a poem
About a dream I had last night
But then I recalled I knew
This song sung by Neil
Which perfectly encapsulates it all.
I Must Be Dreaming
All my life
I’ve been in love with you
Now you are here
I can’t believe it’s true
I must be dreaming
When you say that you’re in love with me
In my dreams
I’ve kissed your lips of wine
Now all at once
I find you’re really mine
I must be dreaming
When you say that you’re in love with me
The way that I feel
Is so heavenly
Too good to be real
When you’re next to me
I’m so afraid
That I’m fast asleep so don’t wake me up
Let me dream if I’m dreaming
Oh, my love
Each time I hold your hand
Everything is just the way I planned
I must be dreaming
When you say that you’re in love with me
I must be dreaming
When you say that you’re in love with me
For those born with physical or mental disabilities, it is tough.
The child with the mental disability may never understand why other people are different from him, or why they sometimes do not include him in activities that they partake in; the child with the physical disability may never understand why he does not have what others have, or why he cannot participate in activities that others can.
The father of a son with Down Syndrome holds his son’s hand and takes him for an evening stroll; he tries to explain to his boy the importance of exercise and how much he loves him. He holds on to the boy’s hand and knows that he would swap nothing in the world for this evening stroll that they are taking together.
At night the same father lies in bed thinking that perhaps his boy may never lead a life like others around him. Smiley as the boy may be, the father wonders if it would have been better if he had never been born into this world, and he wonders too if his love would ever be enough to fill the boy’s world with happiness and comfort.
The boy continues to smile at his father during the evening stroll, and at that moment… the father bends down holding his boy and breaks down into tears.